Pauleya

I'm a beautiful woman who's dedicated her life to serving others. I am an RN and work with adults who have mental health issues or developmental disabilities. This work can drain my energy at times but very rewarding to say the least. I am very family oriented. I have 2 children. A boy who just turned 8 years old and a daughter who is 4. Both children are very intelligent and I've worked hard to let them know that abstract *thinking out of the box* is completely ok. I love them very much and enjoy playing and creating art projects with them. My extended family and I are close too. My father, mother and sister are wonderful. We like to take a trip every October, and have since I was 14 years old to Lake Buena Vista, Florida. Other extended family always go too…. aunt, uncle, cousin, great aunt, and grandma. We meet about 30 people down there who are friends and enjoy doing many things together that week. It's like a reunion, and when one person is missing…. EVERYBODY wants to know why. Recently, in January 2008, I finally met my soul-mate. After 40 years of dreaming, hoping and praying he found me. I've heard many people use the word soul-mate but I had no idea what that meant. I was to quickly learn though. Later I found he wasn't a soul-mate at all. He's my Twin Flame. We started having an experience that very few couples get to share. We were connected spiritually right from the beginning. The synchronicity we share comes from a much higher place than just the two of us. I've researched everything I could about this and nothing even comes close. Through our many conversations we've tried to describe this experience in words with each other and we've decided to write about it when the time comes. I'm sure it will inspire others to find what we've found. ( You must read the blog I will write soon in detail on this). I love him and will spend many eternities with him. Now about my spirituality: I started my true journey back in 2005 when I thought my life was at an end. I knew I had to do something to stop the pain I felt inside to my very core. I started looking at people who looked as though they had that inner peace. I was attracted to several people and I'll list them below in my teachers/heroes section. I wanted to find the peace in life instead of peace in death. I read every book I could find on inner peace and the power of intention. I started meditating and praying. I believe that's why I'm at the crossroads I'm at today. I know the inner peace and will learn to master it so I feel it always. As one of my favorite quotes in the song called Brainwashed says, "The soul does not love, it is love itself…it does not exist, it is existance itself… it does not know, it is knowledge itself…. How to know God page 130." That is my journey and my true calling in life. My site: www.collapsingduality.com