Tamara Rennie

Recommended Reading:
Conversations With God...This is a must read for anyone who is beginning to walk on their Spiritual Path or who is floundering on their path or are even walking firmly upon it. The messages in it are simple, but profound.

Spiritual Path:
Intuitive Healer & Messenger of Light~

Interests:

Creating:
I would like to create more love and light on the planet!

Awakening:
I've had many awakenings, though most of them began after my solar return. I started with my Holistic journey when I was 23. That began after an eating disorder and a series of car accidents (I've been in 7)! I realize now that not eating for those 3 months helped raise my vibration. I got into astrology, which helped explain things I had a knowing of but couldn't exactly explain or put into words. In 1999, I started my Holistic studies and was surrounded by like minded people on a similar path for the first time. I had an amazing experience in the Homeopathy class. We were going over animal dilutions when we came across horse milk. At that moment, the class got all rowdy, displaying the characteristics of horses. It was fascinating to watch. Then we came to dolphin milk. I'm not 100% sure what happened, but it effected me more than anyone in the class. A group of students on the other side of the class started talking and laughing together, and all of the sudden I felt isolated and alone, and then I started to panic in the class. I couldn't speak, my body started shaking, I felt anxiety swell into my chest and I began crying almost hysterically. Come to find out, when dolphins swim in pods, sometimes they are having so much fun, a baby dolphin can get away from the pod and feel isolated and alone. Their major threat is sharks, so I somehow took on the characteristics of a baby dolphin being separated from the pod, feeling all alone in the ocean with the possibility of a shark attack. When this happened, the whole class stopped what they were doing, I was crying hysterically by that time, and my girlfriend Linda came over and wrapped her arms around me, soothing me...I was able to calm down and once I was calm, it was like nothing had happened. Come to find out, Linda was pregnant at the time and she wasn't aware of it yet, so her mothering instincts came out. It was absolutely fascinating.I began working with my friend Linn, a Kinesiologist, while managing a holistic center in Pacific Beach, CA. Linn helped me in so many ways; physically, mentally, emotionally, energetically and spiritually. Kinesiology is priceless! During that time, I met these two brothers who are energy workers, like I've never seen or experienced before. My friend Bettina had a large hole in her chest (heart chakra) that had been growing and growing for several years. She, being an ND, felt she could cure it herself. We had heard of these two brothers from a mutual friend, Anna, so I took Bettina up to see them in Idyllwild one day. Like I said, it was like nothing I had ever seen. One brother spoke while the other did not. One did the "hands on" energy work while the other sat at a table in meditation. Bettina and I sat on the couch while they set up. Then the "hands on" brother told her about her cancer in her chest, mind you we did not say a word to them about anything. Then he went through and did an entire energetic scan of every single part of her body, from her ear canals, to her retina to her blood, heart, bones, feet, etc...every single part of the body...the other one in meditation would tell him where to look and would occasionally write some notes. They worked in complete tandem with one another. It was the most fascinating thing I had ever seen. I asked them if I could come back for a session and the one asked me what was wrong with me and I said nothing that I know of, I'm just a student of life and I'd like to experience their work and they agreed.I went back the following weekend. Bettina accompanied me as she was also receiving a second treatment. The one scanned me and I only had three things that came up from the session. One was something in my left eye, one was something to do with a valve in my heart and the last one was a block that I had on my chakras, which prevented him from doing anything with them, as he needed permission in order to do that, permission from who I wondered. Afterwards, I asked about the block and he said that if I looked for the answer, I would find it. As you can imagine, I left with mixed emotions; completely happy and elated that I was basically in perfect health and perplexed as to how I was going to find the answer to this block, which must be big!So my search began one I returned to San Diego. The Brothers invited whomever was interested in their work to come up to Idyllwild for a meeting. I invited everyone I thought would be interested. We stayed the night up there with my friend Brad, who had recently introduced me to Human Design, which I felt was a way more powerful tool than Astrology could ever dream of being. Human Design included Astrology, the 64 Hexagrams of the I Ching, the Chakra system and the Kabbalah. It was channeled through by Ra Uru Hu...great stuff! So I took Linn, Holly, and another healer with me up to Idyllwild. We went to lunch that afternoon and when we got back to Brad's place, I was sitting on a bar stool and began having a kundalini awakening...energy began coming up from my base to my crown. I had an experience similar a few years earlier when I met my friend, True. It felt like lightening was going through me, though it only lasted for a few minutes, whereas this lasted for almost an hour. It was like nothing I had ever experienced. I felt like I was on ectasy for the whole hour. I couldn't move from the bar stool. I had to hold on because I felt like I was going to fall off if I let go. My friends were all there witnessing it, and it seemed there was nothing I could do but hold on. I asked Brad for a glass of wine and ended up drinking two. I think I gulped them...and finally, the energy began to fade. Once it was done, I went and laid down for a bit because I felt totally out of it. When I woke up, 5 hours had past, which was surprising because I never take naps...I tend to burn the candle at both ends. But I woke up refreshed and clear!Afterwards, I asked Linn if he could help me see what this block on my chakras was and see if he could help me clear it. Well it was yet another amazing experience. What came from that session was that I had a block because in a past life I had damned God. Now let me tell you, prior to this evening, anytime anyone had ever said the word "God" or if I had read anything with the word "God" in it, I would immediately be turned off...I had a great adversion and I didn't want to know about it. I had always believed in innate intelligence, a higher power, etc, but not "God!" So when that came up through the Kinesiology, as well as a lot of information regarding that life, I was completely shocked. Then all of the psychological reversals were cleared through the use of positive affirmations, etc...which I had just about every single reversal on the list...and once all of that came about, I had a huge cry (release) and everything had finally made sense to me...I became more clear, the block was removed, my chakras became open and aligned, and the next day when I saw the Brothers, I told the one that I cleared the block and he just smiled at me with knowingness! After that experience, I ran into my friend, True, again. It had been at least over a year since I had seen him. And like the first time I met him, energy started running up and down my spine, though it was much stronger this time. As you can imagine, I had many questions regarding this, questions which could only be found within myself. There is so much more to tell...so many more awakenings, experiences, people, places and things....I haven't even gotten to my spiritual work, workshops, readings, trip to Brasil, etc...To be continued....Mwa~