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18 Apr 2013 - 7:52pm
I recently encountered a woman who can see soul colors. She told me I am a "green." She said I had already passed through the red, orange and yellow stages and that as a green my focus was shifting from concerns of the individual self to the collective.
Can anyone help me find out more about this? This is not the first time I have received a message like this from a stranger. A woman once hugged me and spoke in tongues and then told me that I will share my gift with others and that she and I were alike. Then, years later I was called a "witch" on more than one occasion.
What does all of this have to do with my spiritual evolution? How can I learn more about my soul group/birth vision?
Any help is appreciated!
Peace and Love,
KaYcIe
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23 Feb 2013 - 12:52pm
guys i was wondering , do you think j.r.r tolkien could have been a starseed of some sort ? he wrotes sime of his stuff while being ar war ,if recall right he gone to fight both wws.
what do you think about his imaginary world , about the stuff happpening in the book the silmarillion ; if the story of middle earth or arda could be related to whats hapenning on earth or in space , what cycle of his world do you think we could be in ? about to throw the ring in the pits where it was made ? or much earlier ?
what do you think about his essay "on fairy-storys" ?
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10 Feb 2013 - 2:26am
There is lots of information on the Pleiadians and Sirians and Arcturians.. but I would like to know more about Vega & Vegans, what they look like, what their interests are and etc. If anybody has any information that would be appreciated :) Thank you.
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20 Aug 2012 - 5:08pm
Discovering that I am a Starseed is the answer that I have been searching for my entire life. Now that I know this, everything that has been sources of frustration for me have fallen into place. The unexplainable homesickness, the completely different set of values than most other people, the inability to understand everyone's obsession with materialism. Knowing I'm a Starseed helps me realize that it's ok for me to be different. I don't HAVE to try to fit in; that's not why I'm here. Also, I feel less judgmental towards others because I realize that it's expected for them to have a different way of doing things than me. Ultimately, it's given me peace.
But right away I'm noticing conflicts about Starseeds on the internet, and I would just like to offer my perspective.
It is said that everyone is a Starseed, for everyone's soul comes fro the same source. I absolutely believe this to be true. But the difference is that Starseeds are not NATIVE to Earth. It's like spending most of your life in California, then suddenly moving to Texas. People would say "you are still an American, just like all of us". Of course that's true, but Texas isn't "HOME". To put it another way, if an Earth person traveled to another planet, they would be a Starseed to that planet.
The other thing is the dangers that the ego faces. Just because Starseeds are here to help the Earth, doesn't mean that we are better than Earth's inhabitants. It's important to not get caught up in the human construct of the hierarchy. It seems to be an important system here to help people with their lessons, but I don't think it works that way in higher dimensions. It's more a matter of "everything has its purpose". Earth people need our help to ascend, we need them to learn our lessons, too... everything is ultimately balanced.
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9 Aug 2012 - 5:50pm
This is a view from a fully-conscious walk-in regarding the situation with Salusa and GFL. Nothing they have said has come true and Patrick Flannigan (who was Tesla) about how he felt regarding the landing of the ships at the Olympic Stadium. They said that if nothing happens on August 4th then the GFL would land their ships. Well, we know nothing happened. It is apparent to me that nothing will happen. You can decide for yourself.
Below is part of a correspondence that I had with the one called Raheem who claims to have true authority in the universe as opposed to the GFOL. I never thought about Raheem’s point that the GFL say they are only here to assist and not intervene. ” As always they "seem" to have more excuses and blame others instead of admitting that they were wrong or that they just don't have the authority that they claim they do. Here is what Raheem said to me personally. Read below.
I sent that email to Russ Michael and some others regarding Mr. Flanagan's comment about the Olympics to simply point out that the GFL does not have the authority to intervene with a mass landing or anything of the like. Think about it! How in the world can they (the GFL and channelers) one moment say that they cannot intervene and are only here to assist, and then another moment, the Pleiadian Council says that they are going to intervene at the Olympics regardless of what the Earth allies do down here. It is a total contradictory statement and is a lie. It is a lie especially, because of the pointed facts that I called attention to Mr. Flanagan. You think about that honestly, and you tell me!
Raheem"
Below is the email Raheem wrote to Mr. Flanagan due to Russ Michael's words comments.
"Hello Mr. Flanagan (formerly, Nicola Tesla),
I am writing you to comment on your truthful comment to Mr. Russ Michael regarding "misinformation" that they always try to rip off to people. I agree with you 100 percent that they are not getting and giving the truth, and I would like at this time to inform you about what the GFL's (Galactic Federation of Light) role is actually playing out to be and how it is not cracked up to be what people think or want it to be. I also would like to introduce you to myself and the role that I have in this universal scenario just to give you a proper perspective of everything that is going on and what will perhaps take place down here.
First of all, I am what is called a fully conscious walk-in. You may or may not understand what that term means. In case you don't know, it is someone that has had a soul exchange at some point in his life and the original soul (at birth) leaves the body and the new soul takes over and finishes the life course or stays until that soul accomplishes what it is supposed to do.
As for who I actually am in the Universe, I will just say that I am someone that has great authority in the hierarchy of this Universe. I am going to let you in on a secret about what is taking place at this time in the hierarchy. There is a rulership that is being established in the cosmos at this time (and began to be established since January of 2011 of last year). Since then, and especially, at present there is much debate and willful disobedience to this new hierarchial structure. The GFL (Galactic Federation of Light) has chosen to willfully and disobediently disregard orders from the New Hierarchy and stubbornly believe that they (the GFL) has the authority to do as it pleases, including matters that have to do with this planet. However, I will be the first to tell you that they (the GFL) have absolutely no authority whatsoever to do an intervention on this planet. The GFL has even admitted this themselves in the channeled messages saying that we (the GFL) cannot interfere with the decisions you make on this planet, but are only here to assist you. Then, they switch right up and take it upon themselves and say that we (the GFL) are going to give an ultimatum and "intervene" such as on an occasion as the Olympics. It is clearly seen from an honest perspective that the GFL and associates not only give misinformation, but at other times are outright lying to people, and this is seen time and time again. Their attitude is self-righteous, stubborn, think that they have entitlement, and believe that they have authority when in fact they have none.
This I surely say to you because the New Hierarchy has not authorized them to do what they think they are able to do. The GFL has deliberately disobeyed the arrangement of the New Hierarchy, setting themselves up to be in total treason to the Galactic authorities. The GFL's deliberate willful disobedience will not only bring woes upon themselves, but also upon the people of the Earth as well (whoever listens to them). I, myself being of the New Hierarchy hope to circumvent total disaster on this planet, but I surely tell you and "swear" to you that there is going to be devastation on this planet soon within the next 2 and 1/2 years. The real matter is who are You (everyone) going to listen to. I will absolutely tell you that if you listen to ones such as Salusa or their cult members down here, then You (whoever listens to them) will surely die! I want to be extremely clear about this. The shit has not hit the fan yet, but it will soon begin. That, I absolutely swear to you and anyone else!
I say all this to simply give you a heads up about who to listen to and who not to listen to. I know that you are an extremely brilliant genius. But, anyone with common sense can see that The GFL and their blind followers down here are headed for a great, great fall. May you not be one of them.
It is a privilege to correspond with you Sir.
May you be blessed in all your wonderful work.
Raheem
Email: rhm_z@yahoo.com"
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9 Aug 2012 - 5:50pm
This is a view from a fully-conscious walk-in regarding the situation with Salusa and GFL. Nothing they have said has come true and Patrick Flannigan (who was Tesla) about how he felt regarding the landing of the ships at the Olympic Stadium. They said that if nothing happens on August 4th then the GFL would land their ships. Well, we know nothing happened. It is apparent to me that nothing will happen. You can decide for yourself.
Below is part of a correspondence that I had with the one called Raheem who claims to have true authority in the universe as opposed to the GFOL. I never thought about Raheem’s point that the GFL say they are only here to assist and not intervene. ” As always they "seem" to have more excuses and blame others instead of admitting that they were wrong or that they just don't have the authority that they claim they do. Here is what Raheem said to me personally. Read below.
I sent that email to Russ Michael and some others regarding Mr. Flanagan's comment about the Olympics to simply point out that the GFL does not have the authority to intervene with a mass landing or anything of the like. Think about it! How in the world can they (the GFL and channelers) one moment say that they cannot intervene and are only here to assist, and then another moment, the Pleiadian Council says that they are going to intervene at the Olympics regardless of what the Earth allies do down here. It is a total contradictory statement and is a lie. It is a lie especially, because of the pointed facts that I called attention to Mr. Flanagan. You think about that honestly, and you tell me!
Raheem"
Below is the email Raheem wrote to Mr. Flanagan due to Russ Michael's words comments.
"Hello Mr. Flanagan (formerly, Nicola Tesla),
I am writing you to comment on your truthful comment to Mr. Russ Michael regarding "misinformation" that they always try to rip off to people. I agree with you 100 percent that they are not getting and giving the truth, and I would like at this time to inform you about what the GFL's (Galactic Federation of Light) role is actually playing out to be and how it is not cracked up to be what people think or want it to be. I also would like to introduce you to myself and the role that I have in this universal scenario just to give you a proper perspective of everything that is going on and what will perhaps take place down here.
First of all, I am what is called a fully conscious walk-in. You may or may not understand what that term means. In case you don't know, it is someone that has had a soul exchange at some point in his life and the original soul (at birth) leaves the body and the new soul takes over and finishes the life course or stays until that soul accomplishes what it is supposed to do.
As for who I actually am in the Universe, I will just say that I am someone that has great authority in the hierarchy of this Universe. I am going to let you in on a secret about what is taking place at this time in the hierarchy. There is a rulership that is being established in the cosmos at this time (and began to be established since January of 2011 of last year). Since then, and especially, at present there is much debate and willful disobedience to this new hierarchial structure. The GFL (Galactic Federation of Light) has chosen to willfully and disobediently disregard orders from the New Hierarchy and stubbornly believe that they (the GFL) has the authority to do as it pleases, including matters that have to do with this planet. However, I will be the first to tell you that they (the GFL) have absolutely no authority whatsoever to do an intervention on this planet. The GFL has even admitted this themselves in the channeled messages saying that we (the GFL) cannot interfere with the decisions you make on this planet, but are only here to assist you. Then, they switch right up and take it upon themselves and say that we (the GFL) are going to give an ultimatum and "intervene" such as on an occasion as the Olympics. It is clearly seen from an honest perspective that the GFL and associates not only give misinformation, but at other times are outright lying to people, and this is seen time and time again. Their attitude is self-righteous, stubborn, think that they have entitlement, and believe that they have authority when in fact they have none.
This I surely say to you because the New Hierarchy has not authorized them to do what they think they are able to do. The GFL has deliberately disobeyed the arrangement of the New Hierarchy, setting themselves up to be in total treason to the Galactic authorities. The GFL's deliberate willful disobedience will not only bring woes upon themselves, but also upon the people of the Earth as well (whoever listens to them). I, myself being of the New Hierarchy hope to circumvent total disaster on this planet, but I surely tell you and "swear" to you that there is going to be devastation on this planet soon within the next 2 and 1/2 years. The real matter is who are You (everyone) going to listen to. I will absolutely tell you that if you listen to ones such as Salusa or their cult members down here, then You (whoever listens to them) will surely die! I want to be extremely clear about this. The shit has not hit the fan yet, but it will soon begin. That, I absolutely swear to you and anyone else!
I say all this to simply give you a heads up about who to listen to and who not to listen to. I know that you are an extremely brilliant genius. But, anyone with common sense can see that The GFL and their blind followers down here are headed for a great, great fall. May you not be one of them.
It is a privilege to correspond with you Sir.
May you be blessed in all your wonderful work.
Raheem
Email: rhm_z@yahoo.com"
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30 Jul 2012 - 3:52pm
Hello everyone, I'm new to this forum. I recently found information about incarnate elementals, and I really have a strong feeling that I am an incarnate elf. A few months ago I would have thought all of this was insane but... I don't know, I just really, really feel it. The only thing is that I can't find any information (outside of a few measly paragraphs) about incarnate elves.
I have been told all my life that I look like an elf. I think it's mainly because of my ears... They stick out, but only at the top, and they're quite long.
I've also felt wings a few times while meditating, but they're not like angel wings or gossamer fairy wings... They felt like they were made of light, and I guess if I had to describe the shape I would say they were shaped like feathers, but not exactly. This is why I'm so confused. I didn't think elves had wings?
I've also been attracted to nature my whole life. When I was in elementary school, there was a tree near our playground that I would spend a good chunk of recess by. It was a large tree, and I called her "mother tree" or "mother oak". There were two other trees that I called her daughters, and they were eventually cut down to make room for an expansion of the school. I remember crying over their deaths.
If anyone has any information about incarnate elves, or knows of any books that have any information, I would be extremely grateful.
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4 Jul 2012 - 4:50am
When I was 11 years old, I was very attached to this anime show called "This Ugly Yet Beautiful World". I fell in love with this show when I was younger and cried at how it ended :). To me, it was a really beautiful show...in a way lol. When I thought about the show today, it made me think of all the earth angels/starseeds/light workers on the forum :). It made me really happy to watch the show again. I'll post links of episodes 1&2 if anyone wants to watch <3
Episode 1:
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wyWlRQCqqYY
Episode 2:
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tj-Gx2P75rE
For anyone who doesn't have time to watch, I'll summarize the best I can :).... But watching it may be better because I have a hard time connecting my feelings with my words :(...:
A girl from space/stars falls on earth in a ball of light, then forms a human boy. She can't remember why she came to earth, but she slowly starts to gain her memory back through nightmares and different events that occur. I wouldn't exactly say her purpose is good, but I guess it depends on how someone looks at it. If anyone has seen the show, what did you think of it?? :)
The episodes are about 25 minutes long, just to let anyone who watches it know ahead of time. I really hope you like the first two episodes :)... Well, whoever watches it lol
Episode 6:
http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=NCQzU-YMIvk
I thought this episode was pretty good too :)
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22 Jun 2012 - 1:22am
My little angels have come a long way in their understandings. They are definitely indigos and crystal children, they are so bright and loving that they teach me and mama things on a regular basis! They have decided to try an exercise in manifestation and the power of intention, they are focusing on manifesting their "dream playground / playhouse". I am posting this because first and foremost I am so proud of their effort, and also to ask that those of you who read this will help focus your intention and manifesting energies into this project for them also. There is power in numbers and I want them to understand that there are those willing to co-create together! so please send us your highest thoughts and energies!
Namaste'
Oh, here is a link to their project page if anyone would like to take a look!
http://www.gofundme.com/ro58g
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2 Jun 2012 - 5:59am
HI I'm kailin and I just wanted to say Hi to everybody ! :D
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15 May 2012 - 10:14pm
Hey guys I just thought I should post this, what I think to be a beautiful coincidence and also a sign of where I may originate from (besides earth!)... I'm 24 and going back 10 years to when I was 14 I made a decision with myself and the stars. As a kid I was always looking up at the night sky just fascinated by it's true beauty, so I've always felt connected with the stars. This was a decision I made in my head as I was looking up at the stars one night on my own. I wanted to pick a certain group of stars I could say to myself "that's my constellation of stars, every time I look up I'm going to find you first and only I'm going to know about this beautiful group of stars"...little did I know then I chose the Pleiades! Now up to a year ago I've started to awaken a find out who I am and it's been an amazing journey so far. I'm so happy I've got my "head out of the sand" so to speak...What I'm getting at here is through my extensive research of all conspiracy leading on to spirituality I have built a liking/connection with the pleiades and I don't know why (Still didn't know until last week that the constellation I choose secretly as a kid was infact the Pleiades!).. Do you guys reckon this is some kind of sign from my spirit guide/higher self to help me remember who I am in this fantastic journey?? would be interested to hear your views! peace and love, Namaste
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10 May 2012 - 1:41am
I've read The Lacerta Files numerous times now, and find it extremely interesting and somewhat enlightening.
I'd love to hear from anyone else who has read this and has some kind of opinion.
Also, any more information from your own self would be great
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17 Apr 2012 - 11:38am
Does anyone else have heard about the Antares-code?
I have ordered mine with my favorite book the “Stellar Nations – Soul Families” at www.stellarnations.com
For this you only have to give your exact date of birth and they create your stellar horoscope according to the teachings of the Stellar Nations. In this concept there are 13 stellar nations, as 13 spiritual journeys, soul-rays and 13 different fate alternatives like the pathways of the angels, the unicorns, the winged lions, the dragon and great feline warriors, the Pegasus beings, the healing path of the snake goddess, the teaching line of the Christ Community or the Melchizedek order, the dolphins and whales, or the fairies etc.. And we all choose from these to express our existence in the galactic and earthly scenes.
I can tell you that we can all recognize our real spiritual roots by this fascinating book!
And what was even more for me that when I analyzed my own Antares-code while reading the book I could see and check how the projections of the more than 230 initiating stellar spheres that are related to the 13 Stellar Nations appear in a my complemented birth chart, so at once I received an acknowledgement about my intuition.
It is really amazing what a life-changing experience it was for me, as I got to know with more certainty than ever, who I really am and for what reason I am here on Earth.
Is there anyone else with whom we can discuss our experiences with the Stellar Nations and the Antare-code and our recognitions about the stars and our stellar origins?
Blessed be
Antares13
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15 Apr 2012 - 8:05pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACeJc8F6Mvc&feature=related
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11 Apr 2012 - 2:22pm
Hello everyone,
I have a simple, or maybe not-so-simple, question about Starseed reincarnations.
When I first heard about starseeds I thought, that can't be me because I've done past life regression a couple of times and each time I was a human (once a female Celtic warrior and once an apprentice Chinese match-maker). However, the more I read about starseeds, specifically those from Orion, I feel strongly about the information - to a point where it now makes sense why I always search for Orion in the night sky, even as a child and so much of what I read about Orion history (including the Orion Wars) rings true in my heart.
My husband feels the same way and yet has also had past lives recently has a human - specifically one as a Nazi in WWII and before that also in Germany as a scholar.
Yet, as soon as I made a connection between him and Orion I've recieved dreams, visions and heart-felt knowledge of him having some connection with the Orion priesthood.
My question is, could it be that we could be starseeds that have had multiple Earthly reincarnations?
I read so much on people who are starseeds regressing and seeing their lives in their "alien" forms and very little is said about past lives as humans who have become embroiled in Earthly conflict as we have. Is this common and simply not as popularly written about? Am I wrong and picking up on something different from what I think it might be?
What is your opinion?
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5 Apr 2012 - 2:26pm
Hello everyone! I'm so happy I finally started an account here!
I have a question I would like to pose to you all.. I recently found out I am an incarnated elemental, but I am also finding I very much meet the traits for an angel as well. People I know alternate between calling me an angel and fairy, and the trait descriptions of both explain a lot about me. So I'm just wondering, is it possible to be a hybrid of the two? I ask because I could not find any information about such hybrids anywhere thus far.
Does anyone else feel they are both as well?
Love and light
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22 Mar 2012 - 1:59am
Hello! I recently discovered I am an incarnated fairy. I want to know if you too!
Help! I need more information.
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1 Mar 2012 - 12:22pm
Just looking around and I notice that a well known children’s band in Australia, the Wiggles, has a famous catch phrase of, "Wake up Jeff". Jeff is a Wiggles character that wears a "purple" skivvy (each character has their own coloured skivvy).
Are they wakening up the Indigos with a subliminal message?
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12 Feb 2012 - 4:24am
Hi,
I'm new here. I'm trying to find info on the Crab nebula or beings from that system. Recently I was told in a reading that I'm a starseed from the crab nebula. So far, no memories have surfaced just an image or 2.
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22 Jan 2012 - 1:24am
Hi I am new to this place and am glad i found it. I have been aware that i am a lightworker for a couple of weeks now and am on the journey to learn and to grow. However i also seem to fit in with starseeds. From as far back as i can remember i have always looked at the stars and knew i wasn't from here. I have memories of playing hide and seed with two greys when i was around 2-3 years old. I was always telling my parents that i wanted to "phone" home just like ET did. Since then i have had numerous dreams regarding aliens of various types, dreamt i have been on a space ship in a middle of a war. I have seen many UFOS in my life time as well. However the thing has got me wandering is, last night i had this person come to me in my dreams, looked human. He told me that i was a star seed and what my purpose was. Around the same time my partner heard foot steps in the room which he says seemed to walk straight to me. I was hoping someone could help me. Was it just a dream or was this the conformation that i am indeed a star seed. I was informed by a lady that i am Sirian. Hoping someone can help.
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19 Jan 2012 - 4:35am
Hi Everyone,
This is a follow-up video to: A message to lightworkers, Indigo, Rainbow and Crystal Children.
Namaste~
C.C.
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9 Dec 2011 - 7:30am
I keep having dreams I'm being told about it and Ive been able to find little info on it. The last dream i had said it was about self love and exceptance.
I want to find out more about whatever this 'code' is.
Also I had a dream that i was told 'more questions need to be asked about the arcturian alignment' but i'm confused if its more questions asked by me or what.
any clairity would be awesome. wasnt sure whether to post this on here or in the dream group though..
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30 Nov 2011 - 1:41am
From what I have been "gathering" humanity is not a "real" race all we are is an "experience" so if we are not a true race
what happens when we go beyond that point do we return to whatever race we belonged to before the universe created the
false "race" known as humanity?
It really to think that the life I am living right now is nothing more than a "nightmare" or a "dream" in either case just like
when you "awake" from a dream that "dream" no longer exist anymore you might have a "memory" of the dream but the dream itself dies
so what happens when the "dream" we call humanity is gone and the "illusion" is no more?
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23 Oct 2011 - 1:17pm
The great test is here.
As we stand on the precipice of human kind and the world is falling asunder, the masses are feeling the noose tighten around their collective necks and the calls for rebellion are reaching a climax.
Those who have lived the lie of life presented to us without question have no time to become used to another way of living and are holding on to this material world tighter than ever as they try to maintain status quo. They are more unscrupulous, deceitful and evil-hearted than ever, BUT we must rise above their actions and mind set and continue the path of love, light and truth.
We are here because we can see above it all. We can still find love when their is nothing but hate. We can care for our enemy is if they are our children who just don't know.
Forgive them. They are ignorant and do not have the tools to correct it.
Have strength, determination and keep your vision.
This is why you are here.
This is our time.
We are not 99%
We are not 1%
We are One.
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11 Oct 2011 - 4:29am
I'm going to just make a list of unsual things about myself, make it as simple as possible and hope someone can explain what this is. I keep hearing the titles of crystals and starseeds and indigos thrown around without actually knowing what any of it means. So I'm just going to put down my personal experiences that seem out of the norm to me and maybe someone can explain it.
1. My body temperature is below normal, I'm usually at 97.
2. I have big blue eyes that people often stare at, comment about, get creeped out by or say are compelling.
3. I'm often told that I am intimidating because I "see" into people and they feel exposed, like they can't lie or hide anything from me.
4. I have a lot of dreams that actually end up occuring. Other than those dreams, the rest are realistic, emotional, colorful, and seem to be actually happening.
5. I often awake from sleep feeling confused, shaky, sick to my stomach (motion sickness feeling).
6. I never slept well as a child, I would lie awake thinking for hours and hours about the world and God even when I was 5 and 6.
7. I saw red and yellow orbs as a child. I do not know what they were, but I spoke to them and felt like they were a good thing. I remember telling them at age 7 "I won't be here long".
8. Babies and small children always stare at me, a lot of the times they smile or wave, one time a little boy I didn't know ran up and hugged me out of nowhere.
9.I am sick quite often despite the fact I eat healthy and wash my hands a lot, use sanitizer, take vitamins etc.
10. I feel weird in my body. As a child I used to stare at my hands and move my fingers one by one and think to myself "wow, I'm actually INSIDE this. My mind controls this physical thing" and while I'm not unattractive or out of shape, I often feel like I don't look like myself when I look in the mirror, like I'm not used to seeing myself in this form.
11. I feel extremely disconnected with my parents and sibling. I feel like I am nothing like them and they have never understood me from the time I was born til now. I never even refered to my father as "dad" only by his first name because he didn't feel like my parent even though he was always around.
12. People ALWAYS misjudge me. terms like bitch, stuck up, aloof, thinks she's better than us, unapproachable and rude always come up in association with my name even from people who have never met or had a conversation with me when I am the total opposite of these things.
13. I'm extremely empathetic to the point people don't understand how greatly I feel for others.
14. Random people I don't know come up to me often to tell me their life stories, ask for advice etc. I am the keeper of many people's deepest darkest secrets but most people barely know me.
15. I get extremely frustrated, angry or saddened by human actions that are illogical, destructive, selfish, or ignorant. They make no sense to me at all and I cannot be empathetic toward those feelings. People tell me "that's life" or "oh well, sh*t happens" or "just get over it". But its just so WRONG.
16. I know things about people they have never told me.
17. I'm very sensitive to places with negative energy.
18. I LOVE reading and watching tv shows about aliens, ghosts, demons, anything paranormal or ET.
19. I can be kind of mentally manipulative. If someone is asking for advice, while they are talking, in my head I'm telling them what to do, then applying "pressure" until they voice my opinion as though its their own. I do it without saying a word. I try not to do this often as it scares me how easy it is and I think its wrong to force something like that upon people. I only do it when its absolutely necessary to prevent that person from doing something bad for themselves or others.
20. I grew up in a strict Christian home that would not allow me to question anything and I was taught anything psychic, paranormal or extra sensory was wrong, evil, satanic, etc. If I mentioned anything I experienced I was either dismissed as being stupid, having a runaway imagination or looked at suspiciously and told to not talk about it.
21. I always knew something was missing in major religions. There was something being hidden, covered, withheld, manipulated etc. I knew that the basic tenants of Christianity were not the end all explination for everything because it didn't all add up.
22. I often see people I feel like I recognize though I've never met them before.
23. I was never interested in popular fads. Different clothing, toys, games, music, hairstyles etc. I've always done my own thing and sometimes it lines up with what is popular at the time but mostly not. I didn't go out of my way to be different or opposite, I just didn't concern myself with such things and viewed people who did as silly and wondered why they didn't care about something important.
24. Sometimes I get caught up in the drama and emotions and ridiculous behaviors of other people and then get disgusted with myself because I'm not "one of them" and I feel like I shouldn't be indulging in such things because that's not who I am or why I'm here. (which is what exactly? idk)
25. And last but not least, I feel like I don't belong, don't fit in, am misunderstood and have a deep and ernest longing to be elsewhere with the others like me.
Awhile back I had a dream that my grandmother who is deceased was telepathically leading me to her old house where I found a letter from her saying "find the galactic alliance" then the writing grew aggitated and it said "find them find them find them" over and over and that once I did this "all will be revealed". There was a gold symbol of an upside down triangle inside a circle stamped on the paper. I do not know what this symbol means, and before this dream I had never heard of galactic anything. But through research I have stumbled upon a lot of things about starseeds, indigos etc that seem to tie into a galactic organization which the dream told me to find. If anybody has any insight into this please, tell me. I feel like I'm very close but frustrated that its still out of my reach.
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24 Sep 2011 - 6:04pm
I felt this important to post and get the word out, currently we are at 3, 392 signatures, we need 1,608, well rather the white house needs, If you have a minute please go and sign the petition and help make UFO disclosure a reality. Its about much more then UFO disclosure though, I believe once UFO disclosure happens they will release anti-gravity technology and other beneficial hidden technology that they have hidden from the human race for way too long.
[Click here to sign the petition]
Hundreds of military and government agency witnesses have come forward with testimony confirming this extraterrestrial presence. Opinion polls now indicate more than 50% of the American people believe there is an extraterrestrial presence and more than 80% believe the government is not telling the truth about this phenomenon. The people have a right to know. The people can handle the truth.
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23 Sep 2011 - 2:27pm
Hello! I just started to be able to see people's auras sometimes. The first aura I ever saw was my fiancee's, it was this magenta-purple color. Very bright! Now I'm not sure if this means that he's spiritually advanced or aware. I would like to hear everyone's input on this! Thank you!
<3 Amelia
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13 Sep 2011 - 1:54am
Check out my first youtube video, Are You A Starseed?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d04tr6cmoNk
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11 Sep 2011 - 4:26pm
Hi There,
I'm new here but i've got some great stories to tell. please check out my previous incarnation story @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOIojg3Vg9o
I've begun to have very intense 5th dimensional experiences more recently and thank this site and it's contributors for helping me to understand what is happening.
I'd love to start some dialogue and hear other's experiences. I do not remember living on other planets or galaxies though and intuitively feel that the 3 incarnations i know of are my only? maybe i haven't progressed far enough to understand.
I also keep a Blog at deathtatyall.blogspot.com(don't be scared off by the name i don't quite understand it myself..) which i've been keeping since i began awakening, april 8th of last year. A caveat, it is a little strange initially, try to keep an open mind. :)
Thanks very Much, hope to hear back from some of you. feel free to e-mail. dsrushton@gmail.com
Namaste
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7 Sep 2011 - 7:48pm
I'm looking for people who have been abducted. I am hoping to create a private, online support group... or, at least find an interactive, online support group.
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3 Sep 2011 - 6:28am
Hey all I just recently figured out I resonate most with the angelic kingdom..as in: i believe I am an incarnate angel. To me just to say this feels limiting I feel like the different realms must be much more numerous that we can imagine so I'm not sure Im right on point but everything I read about the angels resonates with me.
Can anyone reccomend me a good book about mabye a clarivoyants interpretation of the angelic realm. I'm looking for the type of book written by someone who can actually percieve/tap into this realm..not just theoretical writings. I really really want to remember to the best of my ability what my previous existense is like and I believe books like this can kick start my meditations so I have somewhat of a foundation.
If anyone has reccomendations id appreciate it..like I said Im looking for as raw of an interpretation as possible. Ex:The Astral Plane written by C.W. Leadbeater thats the kind of writing im looking for..just raw interpretation not so much opinions.
Thanks alot!
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16 Aug 2011 - 4:50pm
If I spend some time in and garden and feel good, I'll often see these little sparkly balls of light appear and float past, they would be described as a fairy, delicate, pure and fluttery. They'd range in size from 1cm to an inch and only be visable for a brief moment.
Anyone else see these?
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13 Aug 2011 - 7:13am
Hello everyone! :) I am delighted to have found this website a few months ago.
I know that I am different to others, and a lot like many light workers here! I have been drawn to learn about indigos, crystals and starseeds lately and I am realising that I am a part of this group of people.
I will list my attributes and traits, maybe someone can help me out with who I might originate from? Anywho I want to introduce myself too :)))
I really don't know what may apply and what may not, so please excuse my ignorance, I can't wait to learn
High immunity, although I have a gland disorder (which I am in the process of healing)I had this disorder since I was 11 years old, and when it usually affects women of 45+
My eyes change from brown to green to yellow but they always have a dark green to black ring around them.
I have this strange ability to copy cat someone by saying what they say, except I am able to say it at the exact same time as they do. If i think about it i stumble a bit, but if i let it flow i am able to just speak along with them in sync, i do this with the radio, tv and find myself doing it to my partner sometimes too!
I have NEVER been interested in soap operas, for instance programs like dawsons creek, the OC etc. This was a strange thing to me as i thought i was weird for being the only teen to refuse watching a program that doesn't resonate with truth and love, I was never able to express it as a child and would sit and watch others watching tv and not understand at all! It was something i never expressed to anyone and would just say 'ohh i never got into that show' and wait for the confused reaction back at me! I am never really in the loop with artists and movies especially when i 'should' have been as a teen.
I am 27 years old and often mistaken to be 17-21, a good example at the moment, my current dance tutor believes that I am of a much younger age and I haven't corrected her as yet!. Another one, I went to a cocktail lounge recently for a birthday gathering and the doorman thought my i.d was fake! Now when i was 13/14 people thought i was 16-18 as i matured early.
I have always had younger friends of approx 10 years, however I have had friends well into their 60's and 70's dating back to when I was 17. I don't seem to resonate with age, and with a persons age and never have.
As a young child I would vision the world to be a tiny speck, and I would wonder why jobs, mortgage, and the usual 'lifestyle' was so important, i never understood why money made the world go round. I remember thinking this around 5, and wondering why the adults are so misunderstood. as an adult now i live only with matters of the heart, my work is dance and writing, and healing, money doesn't have this importance to me as it seems to have others by the neck!
Babies and toddlers/young children watch me anywhere i go, i've had them walk up to me in the mall and their mothers are totally bewildered. Same with animals. If i am in a room with people and a dog or cat is there it will come to me straight away, especially if it has a high engergy.
I have spots on my left arm in the shape of the pleiades.
My partner has dreams of pleiadians and that they are helping and guiding us, showing us the stars in our dreams and to watch the sky for messages. They told me in dreams that my thyroid is healing. My partner also saw them 'operate' on somebody where they where able to seperate his legs from his body and reconnect them again for him to be healthy.This was within their lightship, which had a kitchen ,it was interesting that the light ship was actually quite small. My partner also saw a white light over my thyroid a couple of days ago.
I have within my mind an image that becomes clearer each day, of a white station in space over the earth, i don't know what it is, or how the image got there, but i can see space and stars, a large planet beneath me and a big contraption of what i thought might be a station or something of the sort.
Very good hearing
Telepathy
i have a healing quality through words, like a very fine attuned understanding to the universe and how we are all linked through it. a couple of friends have told me that if it weren't for me they don't know where or who they'd be. All my friends have needed me. My school friends i don't really vibrate on the same level as them, they love for me to be around but i dont feel comfortable being with them too often.
I am sure i am going through a big change within my body, with aches, sadness, insomnia, amazing dreams, blurry eyes, sore ears which are a bit inflamed but no infection to be found.
I am able to talk with dogs, i understand their needs and communication which they express all the time. such lovely loving creatures.
I see white floaty apparitions around me and my partner all the time, or if in an extremely calm and loving atmosphere such as a healing bookshop, i see them all over.
vegetarian, with a huge desire and understanding that our food should be self maintained or community maintained.
My cousin recently told me that as a small child to now i was always viewed to have something unique or special about me, which i never really knew about. My uncle (godfather) tells me of a fondness that i am much more special from some reason over his blood nieces and that my grandparents viewed me like this too. I didn't learn this till after they passed. I am not sure if this side of my family may be of a similar souls?
i am sure there are more which i will talk about later on when they come up and if applicable to any conversation, thanks for reading!
Light and love
Jasmin
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10 Aug 2011 - 8:56pm
I really am quite confused and am wondering if anyone else has had this problem before?
I have never thought earth was weird. Just the way that things worked and are working here. I know there are systems that can work much better then the ones on this planet do now. I know that I have had past lives in Egypt and Atlantis probably, but I also think I have lived in other star systems before seeing as I am very very into Pleadian and Sirian teachings. I've never tried to fit in. the exact oppitie actually, I've always stuck out like a sore thumb. I have always been proud of myself about how I will always wear whatever I want and look however I want and no matter what phase I g though it's always very far from 'normal' I'm very expressive in color and have always felt different from everyone. For a long time I just thought I was just weird. Which i liked actually. I thought being weird, being an individual was comfterbal for me and perfect cause I had something unique about me that I still cant quite place. I don't ever remember having any 'powers' as a child unless i blocked them out. I never had a very hard family life besides the fact that my family never got along and I always wondered why I was born in a family that was so disfunctional. No one was there for eachother and the whole dynamics confused me. I 'woke up' a little over a year ago, when I was 19. It started by meeting someone who I know I have lived multiple lives with. We're basically like the same person only he is a little older, and seems like hes been on earth longer then me. although he's 27 and i just recently turned 20. But i know we've been lovers in past lives like we are in this one and I know that we've learned together many times.
My problem is that I always read these stories about people who have always had powers since they were kids. That all this stuff comes natrually to them. that they know where theyre from and all of that. And i know this is part of my journey but I get annoyed when I read about these people having amazing interdimentional experiences and have friends who go all these places in their dreamworld and i'm sitting here working on it and it's harder then it is for most people. I feel like it should be easy for me with the way I'm attracted to all of it and how much I resonate with it.
Here's what i do know;
part of my life path is to help others who are awakening and act as a middle man for them to connect them with whatever it is they need help with.
I feel like i want to get out of my body really bad but I'm ungrounded a lot of them time and have to work on getting into my body more
I love crystals and know ive worked with them before
I think I was probably a guide in the 4th and 5th dimentions a lot. being in the physical isnt as easy as i thought.
I'm definatley going through the ascension process. my ears ring a lot i see auras now and translucent other blobs, the sky has sparkles in it. etc
but Am i from earth? I love this planet. But i LOVE reading about star children stuff... ughh
anyone else confused like i am?
i just dont know how to figure out what i am
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9 Aug 2011 - 7:21pm
Over the past year, my consciousness and spirit has opened like a flower. I felt a calling. I answered, and with acceptance and an open heart, my life has changed considerably. I have received the gifts of seeing energy and aura and being able to transmit white light and transform negative energy into positive for others.
Amazing and beautiful. But what has really shaken my entire being and truly helped me see that what we're experiencing is only the tip of the iceberg, is my daughter Eva. Eva is 3 1/4, turns four on October 14th. In January, when Eva was three, I was feeling emotional about not being "present" in her life due to an an unhappy relationship. I lay down next to her as she slept and sent her messages of love and a promise to do better as a mother. To truly hear her.
Well I awoke an hour later (around one am) to Eva sitting on the edge of my bed. She said "Mommy, there are some things I need to tell you". She began to speak about her journey before she was my daughter. Of living with a clan of Giants. She said they were kind to her, treated her like a puppy. The travelled to one of Jupiter's moons. They travelled a lot, she said and began to recite the names of some of the Giants in her Clan. Aguga was a mother figure and the father- she said- was named Mexico Liver. "Why Mexico Liver?" I asked. She told me that he lived in Mexico and that there is a doorway in Mexico in which the Giants enter and exit through. The told me they would be there in three weeks and stay for two days. I asked her how they travel, she said they "Paint the travel space using Rainbow energy and then follow it.". She told me that her job with them was as a Map Maker. She didn't like this job, she said.
Eva then began to tell me of her lives she'd lived here on earth. In Africa (in which she referred to her clan in an Afrikan dilect) she owned a very special sword. When she became old she had to pass this down in order to make sure her family would be well. She also told me about living in China and being a farmer of beans or nuts.
A couple of times, she would pause and ask "Do you have any questions?" and would put her hands on my cheeks, peer deep into my eyes and tell me "Don't give up. It's going to be OK".
I asked her about our different family members. She told me that her step sister, Divina, had come from the desert. And that her step brother Koa was from Saturn. She told me her grandmother had evolved from Plant energy and that I had come from Earth. On and On....she sat there pouring out information. More than I could type here.
She told me she used to live in the constellation Aquila (Aguila) and then got up and began to draw maps of the solar system. Not in a 3 year old form but in a mad fury with planets showing orbits. She became frustrated and said how much she hated drawing maps. She then abandoned the maps and then took all the pencils she was using to draw with and lay them before me on the coffee table (we'd moved from the bedroom at this point when I realized she was going to continue channelling for a long time). She put one of her dressup hats over the pencils and smacked it with her hand. The pencils were gone. I asked her how she knew how to do this and she said delightfully, "I have been doing magic for hundreds of years!" She then said a phrase in Spanish (I cant speak spanish) and when I asked her to say something else in spanish, she grinned and said something quickly. When I asked what she had said, she said "I said...'say something else in spanish!'".
I'd like to add that during the entire 6 hour recall/channelling (or however you would categorize it) her voice was free from it's 3 year old-isms. Wise and precise. Her eyes weren't glazed over per se but "shifted"- I could tell the awareness was not from the 3rd dimension.
She finally fell asleep at dawn and slept until noon the next day. When I asked her about some of the things she'd told me the night before, I could see her transition again. She would repeat the same details of information exactly the same as the night before. But then her gaze would snap back to me and she said "NO!". Put her hand out in front of my signalling STOP. And say "NO more. DONE."
Eva remains incredibly aware and observant for her 3 years. Speaking before she was one, she has a typical strong Alpha female character. She is also incredibly coordinated and strong and very social and observant of everything around her. I'm not sure if she is an Indigo Child or a Starseed or.....?
But I am interested in hearing any stories of children channeling and wanted to share this with you!
Love
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28 Jul 2011 - 4:40pm
I have been hearing lately of star beings called the Azez. But there doesnt seem to be much out there on them. So naturally my curiosity is running ramped. I am wondering if anyone out there know something about these beings and/or have heard of any channelings about them? All I know is that they are connected to a type of quartz crystal called Azeztulite and that they are at peace and deeply connected to the universe. But beyond that, I know nothing more.
And information would be muchly appreciated.
Blessings to you all,
Lgiht
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23 Jul 2011 - 4:37am
When I was a baby I was adopted. I believe that my mother (that adopted me) and I are both starseeds. We both have many of the traits and both have had many different experiences also we are very much alike, we even look alike. lol But i was wondering if this was something that is common.
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21 Jul 2011 - 3:26am
im a starseed, and i feel like my path is going in the right direction. i can feel the love and the happiness im spreading everyday that is apart of my mission. i know im in alignment with my perpose i can feel it. growing happier and happier everyday filling my heart with love and spreading it.. but
i feel so un easy. a growing sense of looking up.. and wanting to go. go back. im tired of not being understood, im tired of feeling so much, im tired of feeling like i need to fight... i want to fight for gaia and i cant leave until.. idk
i know there are others on this earth who feel this way and i feel my mission is focused. but i get discouraged feeling so alone in my path. all i know and feel is there are others who come from where i do and feel the same amount of justice, connection feeling... love.. how do i keep going feeling like im teaching children while being told im wrong? i chose to be here and i know that. 30 years of this gets to be quite much.. lol
any advice would be wonderful..
love and light
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8 Jul 2011 - 2:43am
I noticed that certain people look like other ET races and I was wondering if all or most of those people are actually incarnated people from that race. I mean, I have a friend/playmate who looks like an elf and is super shy and quiet. I saw someone who looks like a gay and also one who looks like an Annunaki. I can see some Pleidian looks in me, but because they look so human, but always have blonde hair and beauty, I've seen it based on my connection with them since they look so human. So, I'm curious, are all or most people who look like an ET race, of that ET race?
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7 Jul 2011 - 6:18pm
I wanted to write something that I have been wanting to clear up for a while now. I realize this world seems locked on identifying and labeling everything. It seems that if something is not identified and separated then it doesn't exist.
When I started to read about starchildren because i was told I was one. I immediately found it interesting: I found so many characteristics that I assimilated with. I however didn't not care for the labels, starchild, crystal child, but I adapted the label, as it is accepted by most a way to access this awareness.
Some of the writings I have read give great insight but I have found a few common misconceptions that I would like to clear up about "Star children"
The biggest misconception is that if you a an Indigo you're an Indigo, or if your a Crystal your a Crystal, Well I can tell you that I am able to change my vibration to an indigo vibration, a "blueray" or the Green I call earth children. I am able to change my vibration to any of the star child vibrations at anytime. I don't know if that means I am a rainbow or what it means. But Everyone has the ability to do this. I realized this when I was reading articles and I could assimilate to all the characteristics of the starchildren. I asked my higher guidance what this means and it was communicated that I was all of them and I was able to be all of them when I needed to be, and all have this ability.
The other thing I found inconsistent with what I know, is the dates given to be when indigo's and crystals, rainbow's came here. for instance I was born here with the crystal vibration in 1979. Mother earth has been evolving and this energy was been calling the starchildren for awhile now. While there has been large bursts of "indigo" vibration directed to earth in the early 80's and large amounts of the healing energy of the Crystals in the 2004. the starchildren are not confined to these dates. They have been coming before and after the given dates. So if you were born in 1985 you may resonate at a different vibration than indigo, You probably are currently ground another vibration.
The other thing I have noticed is there are many more energies surrounding Mother earth now, she is calling more advanced beings than the few listed in readings. I have recognized some with a green yellow aura which I feel them as earth children centered in the heart. I believe there are many more than talked about.
As much as I like the word getting out there about higher consciousness beings I also want people to realize that we do not all fit into the mold of "generalizations".
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7 Jul 2011 - 12:33am
I am in Sedona AZ and I have been hearing some talk about an 11/11/2011 event for lightworkers/starpeople in Sedona AZ. Has anybody heard about this or know more details about it? It sounds interesting and since I am already here I might stay.
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6 Jul 2011 - 5:50am
Hi, I've just watched a very interesting video called 'Total Recall by Indigo Child Matias De Stefano ENGLISH SUBTITLES'. I think it will really help us Indigo's to understand what we agreed to do here on Earth, it did wonders for me, so much resonated with me and my beliefs of my mission here.
I can't say what all our missions are here but I'll tell you one of mine, the most important part I think, also Matias mentions it in this video. I feel I'm here to help heal Mother Earth, when I meditate and even just when I sit still I can feel the cosmic healing energies rushing down through me into the Sacred Mother Earth, from my crown chakra all the way down and out through my base chakra and out into Mother Gaia. I feel this is what I should be concentrating on and the amounts of energy passing through me at meditation are totally unmistakable, sometimes enough to throw my head back with a surge but always with a beautiful bliss feeling and total love for Gaia.
I also have been on a little mission for/with Kiesha Crowther(Shaman and one of the '12 Ancient knowledge keepers'), she has been telling us for a while to help heal mother Gaia pray for her and ware Quartz crystals and to put some Quartz crystals full of our love back into Mother Gaia. She said its best to fill them with love and place them in streams and rivers to spread the good vibes. This also resonated with me highly and after placing some in streams I'm now planning on taking some to my local stone circles to be buried there, in the lay lines.
If any of this sounds like something you also want to take part in, please check out Kiesha Crowther's video on Quartz crystal, well while your at it, her 'Return of the ancestors' ceremony video is very moving and a joy to watch, please see that also.
On a side note, when Kiesha did the 'Return of the Ancestors Ceremony', on that day and the one after, 2 crop circles showed up in England, one signifying the ceremony, the other Kiesha Crowther's indigenous name 'Little Grandmother'(more info on the crop circles at CropCircleConnector.com research page), so even our Star guides appreciated the beautiful ceremony.
I think there is a few videos of Indigo's purporting memory recall and even total recall, so I'm off the watch a few and I'll post any that resonate or seem familiar over the next few days, please do also if you find something, thankyou.
Good luck with your missions here on The divine Mother Earth, I wish you all the most success, PEACE, LOVE and LIGHT. xX Indigo Star Seed Xx
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4 Jul 2011 - 5:35am
Hi I am a starseed. I have a question I have been wondering about that I cannot understand. My best friend who used to be my sister in a past life ( this has been verified several times ) is not a starseed. She is very spritual, psychic, ect but not a starseed. How can we be sisters in a past life if I am a starseed and she is not? Does this make any sense? thanks :)
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16 Jun 2011 - 9:29pm
Come in fellow starseeds! What is your status? I am receiving heavy criticism and animosity at my being an alien nobleman. The natives here won't listen to a word I say and I have to continually act human. This phenomenon is most distasteful to my mission. How fare the rest of you?
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10 Jun 2011 - 12:53pm
I was wondering if there are any others out there who are around my age (17) and think they may be a starseed.I know I am a starseed, I've known that since I knew there was a name for it. But, I rarely get support. My mother is a firm believer,as am I, that my 13 year old sister is an Indigo. But, she's not at all supportive of me. She tells me that I am a normal person, and there's no such thing as aliens.
I have a strong dislike for the word 'normal' and the word 'alien', which I think is perfectly understandable. The human race is such a mix-up of every kind of soul, from any corner of existence. It is impossible to find someone who fits the label 'normal'. As for 'alien', we all come from the same source, we are all pieces of Divine love inside, each and every one of us. This includes the 3D Earthbound human as well as all types of Lightworker. No one soul is alien. We are meant to work and live together, not exclude others.
I try to be patient with my family because I love and cherish them. I was put into this family because it will help me do good for Earth. My father is currently disabled, and barred from doing any kind of physical work. He feels stuck, not like he doesn't want to go anywhere,but as if he can't. He needs the settlement money from the lawsuit to be his magical savior. It is up to my sister and I, as a team, to show him the way to get his life back. We need him to work for it, he needs to start by doing little things, and stop complaining.
You are in this life because YOU CHOOSE TO BE. You can make it work.
I believe my situation with my father is simulating what I need to do for the world. Starseeds and Indigo, Crystal, Rainbow, Diamond, and all other Lightworkers must work together to help the hurt humanity. Humanity feels as if it CAN'T go anywhere, and has given up trying. All we do is sit around and complain, waiting for our magical settlement check to fall right out of the sky.
This is our time. We need to help our brothers and sisters work for a new life. YOU CAN CREATE GOOD.
We need to come together and help each other. Spread happiness, light, and love to all; we all deserve it. The only way to get out of this rut is determination and togetherness. Humanity gets closer to the day when it will decide 'Hey! I've had enough of this BS!' every single day. Every day more people are realizing the Divine goal for humankind.
I can't be the only one out there who thinks this! Someone my age NEEDS to agree with me! I'm sick of being called a kid, because our souls are ageless. The physical body is no more than a puppet and a means of communicating in 3D, we have souls which have been everywhere. So,in theory, a child could be 'older' than his or her parent.
Think about that. This comes from a "seventeen-year-old"
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31 May 2011 - 1:08am
Alot of people wonder why they are here. Usually most assert they volunteered. I did too, I guess, although inadvertantly. This is what I remember, discredit it as you wish.
I remember it like it was yesterday. A grand court was called. Nobles from all of Pleiadians+, even some dragons present in a great room for debate. At the head was mother, Prime Creator herself, who is still saying I should show the picture I sketched of her containment armor (some say dommy suit incorrectly). The topic was Gaians and my own opinion was considered very influenctial. When it came for me to speak, I was everybit the fool I usually pretend to be. "Destroy the most enslave the rest!" Only after it slipped proudly from my lips did I realize that mother's calculations for Earth did not involve either of those as she afixed me with a gaze that I could only teleport away from, but not before hearing her utter something to the equivilant of "You make me proud for volunteering to learn about being one." Once in my room my powers seemed stripped of me and it wasnt long before the guards came to drag me feet first and clawing at the ground and every doorwy to her presence to be disintigrated and astrally flung here. Those who followed me of plieadians + I suppose I can take the blame though I was not the first to do this and I wonder what you all did to "volunteer".
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21 May 2011 - 11:12pm
Hi all,
I am glad to have finally found this site with others of like mind.
My (real birth) name is Daniel and after years of intense inner growth reached "angelic consciousness" during October 1999 and the type of awakening was truly "Biblical" in magnitude.
At that time, when allotted with the Holy Spirit, Divine Voice "spoke" and revealed to me I was thereafter the reincarnation of the Biblical figure Daniel!!!
I know, I know, this sounds too outrageous for most to believe or understand. SO many "miraculous" events took place in the time following (such as visible wings of light visible to the naked eye of not just myself but to OTHERS) it has been truly incredible.
I have written a book about it, available now free to read on line ( http://finalbookofdaniel.com ) but unfortunately half or more do not believe the story.
Most just accuse and say, "False prophet! You are lying! This is all fiction" Or, "You are a deluded nutcase!" etc. etc. etc.
The amount of ridicule, attacks, accusations I have had to deal with in trying to spread the word of this message has been astonishing, yet I stick to the truth regardless pf what the naysayers "believe."
I have been a "reluctant" messenger, half trying to hide and "run away" from this historic and almost "messianic" calling.
I could say much more here but shall not. Now, I was NOT raised religious, and have not attained to "omniscience" and do not claim to be "God" in the flesh....Just a humble and meek "messenger."
In case you wonder what I am "doing" at this historic incarnation, I created a website at: http://worldpeaceprayervision.org where I the stated goal is to gather 1,000 healers, "lightworkers" (like you) and activists using the Internet to "pray/meditate/decree" along with me every Sunday afternoons, 12PM to 10PM, at the strike of the hour of choosing. Instructions at website.
You see, with my own kundalini/chakra awakening, I can "sense" those, telepathically, who are praying along with me at this simultaneous, scheduled times and thereby MULTIPLY the effect in outward expansion of "vibratory" frequencies to Earth which radiate forth. (Into the atmospheric "Thought Grid.")
Anyway, enough for now...contact Daniel for more info, or if you can guide me in the right direction. Maybe it was no "coincidence" we all are gathered together, huh?
Daniel....
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20 May 2011 - 5:05am
Do any other starseeds have that longing to be somewhere else but you don't know exactly where/what it is? I would think so. I haven't really considered myself a starseed until recently and I'm not even sure if thats the accurate expression because there are sooo many beings that choose to incarnate its hard to know where exactly my essence is 'from' but I'll tell you one thing I am not used to physical reality. I feel like there's a place that is perfect for me but its not here..I know the feeling but I can't explain it, its kind of a quick flash of feeling (emotion) but its there for sure. I have adapted pretty well to physical reality yet I still struggle with it..there are many many beautiful things here but one thing that really bothers me is the lack of freedom...to get where you truly would like to be (in the physical) it seems like you have to be a slave to get there, I know there are lots of options but the majority open to me AT THE MOMENT are just not right for me.
I really just want to travel and explore the world, thats what I want to do but I feel held back and it just doesn't make sense to me sometimes how this world works. Im 19 years old and still struggling with fitting in, I'm good around people but most of the time I'm holding back how I truly feel and I wish I could just share my spirituality and be able to talk about it in the open without being worrying about losing friends and starting arguments about religion. When I look in the mirror I am disappointed because although I feel like im a pretty good looking guy this body just doesn't express ME its very limiting. Sometimes I just want to do things and not worrying about HOW im going to get there, if im going to have enough money to catch the bus, how long it will take, and when I need to be back, I feel like Im used to just DOING just traveling by thought..it feels right. I'm happiest in nature and I'm thinking of moving to Costa Rica. I lived there for 9 months and felt really at peace there. There is MUCH less drama and the people are GENERALLY more accepting and open. As the Tico saying goes "Pura Vida"(pure life). Most seem happy/content with their lives even though they have less than most of us do here in the U.S.
Anyway, Im not looking for a shoulder to cry on, I appreciate yalls input/feelings but thats not why I posted, I don't need help I am in my rightful place. I just want to let me you all know: Here I am and this is how I feel, and I'm glad to know that there are people I can relate to on here, and for those that feel like me..YOUR NOT ALONE! :). If I could do it all again I wouldn't change a thing..I would still choose to incarnate here although I find it very difficult and limiting because I know I'm here to help others and to LEARN. Thats what the whole 'creation' experience is about, sending knowledge to the Source and realizing the Source within myself and others. I think physical life really is a beautiful thing when looked at from afar/and up close, because it brings much much muuuuuch APPRECIATION..You haven't experienced appreciation till your physical...lol because you realize how good Home is and all the abilities that come with it can be easily taken for granite. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I want to let you know even though it may not always seem like it I Love you guys..you all are true (Light)warriors for going through this experience It means more than we can ever imagine at this point. The advice Im giving myself and I would also give to others is always remember you are here out of Love you are contributing more than you can imagine and the universe is eternally grateful. Even as I write this I realize how easy it is for me to lose sight, just know (as I strive to) that we are never alone and are constantly surrounded by those who Love us and are with us even in the darkest times. Im VERY much looking forward to full consciousness :) This is an exiting time to be alive.
Thank you
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11 May 2011 - 7:57pm
Hello and Love to you my friends! I had this experience that was strange to me at the time and even now I wonder what happened. It was during my junior year in high school, my brother and 2 best friends and me were chilling at my one friends sod farm, drinking some beers and toking up like we always did back then lol. Then one of my friends wanted to 'play' UFC fight, which normally isnt something i would want to do but I was pretty gone so I was totally into the idea. Me and the other friend started to playfully swing at each other and it grew more serious by the second, i mean 2 high school kids drunk and high 'play' fighting doesnt take long to get rough. but that wasn't the strange part. During the fight all of sudden I felt like I got knocked down and I clearly remember looking up at the night sky and thinking Damn he just knocked me down. But i heard my brother and the other guy yelling like someone got knocked out and i thuoght they were referring to me but the next thing I knew I was standing above my friend punching him while he was down. I was so taken aback by the situation that I stood up and looked around very confused. The others were disappointed that I stopped and were like 'finish him' in kind of jokingly way but i didnt find it very funny. I helped up my friend and we shook hands and were like 'oh good fight' or whatever and shrugged it off like nothing. I felt bad for hurting my friend even if he wasnt going to show it and i knew i did hurt him cuz later he was nasty with me.
The next day my brother and I hung out with the guy who basiclly instigated the fight and they were talking about how funny it was but I causlly said that I didnt remember exactly what happened becuase I was so drunk but I really didnt know what happened becuase I was pushed out of my body i think. They told me that I was the one who knocked down my friend instead of me getting knocked down like I thuoght happened. I dont know what came over me... it was the first and only time I had ever been in a fist fight but I dont think that it was really me in that fist fight. I thought maybe it was a walkin for a while but how could beating up my one of my closest friends benefit me? Does anyone know what could have caused that?? I mean did something just come into me while i was intoxicated just for the fun of beating up someone and then how did I return just as abruptly as I left?
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7 May 2011 - 7:38am
hi fellow wanderer indigo starseed angel peoplessss :)
I have been focusing on this very apparent problem in my life lately, my mother is so absolutely nuts. It seems like no matter what I do, there is just this very obvious gap between our souls. I don't even think we're even from the same planet; I often question if she is even my real mother. I know that I am very wise beyond my years and have much to share with those around me. But when I scan my mom, I see a very naive, and scared young soul. I guess maybe I incarnated as her son to help teach her and help her spiritually advance. But, she is a very conservative christian type (bleh) and is very judgmental of my liberal, non-religious, spiritual practices. She sometimes complains that I don't go to church and how its a "good" thing - usually I just roll my eyes. I know shes trying to help but I have already evolved past the point of needing corrupted religious teachings to have a moral compass. I was once christian though until I started thinking critically about spirituality. I still love and believe in God, I just trust my intuition that modern Christianity has many "wrong" beliefs and is only helpful to a certain point. anyways...im rambling now and getting away from my original point.
For the longest time, I have hated her because almost all of her actions and words just totally rub me the wrong way/make me so uncontrollably angry and I cannot stand being around her or even looking at her now. All i feel around her is all her fear/worry and it is very dark energy. I am always very uncomfortable in her presence, it takes so much out of me to have to deal with having to feel her low-vibrational energy day in and day out.
I know that it would be wisest to forgive her for her actions. After all, she didn't know any better and is just trying her best. I guess I should just drop any expectations of her to have the same spiritual understandings that I have remembered in the past few years. I really just want to move out and have minimal contact with her.
I think I just need to let go of any negativity I've held onto towards her and other bitter feelings. Its only hurting myself and keeping me from spreading good loving vibes.
bah im getting quite tired now but i just wanted to vent and get all this stuff of my chest. I know there is so much karma between her and me, ever since i was born - we've been at each other's throats. But lately, i have seen that she truly loves me, I just for some reason thought she would always try to harm me. Probably past-life patterns.
what do you guys suggest? I have to stay at home for now until i can be on my own because of not enough income, but I would really like to move out. I know i am back living at home to deal with this very bad karma. Can any of you relate to what i am going through?
ps i am early 20s yrs old, male
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5 May 2011 - 2:21am
I know that in the scheme of things finding out who/what I was in past lives is not really that important. It's more important that I just 'Be', be of service and Love. But I believe there is a certain power in knowing, besides that it's awesome to have that knowledge and be able to connect-the-dots as it were to our ancestry and there may be certain paths of ascension that go hand in hand with our 'types' ie; Blue Ray, Indigo etc.
So with that said I haven't really been able to find out where I fit in, I mostly resonate with and fit descriptions of Shapeshifters, and Angel/Elemental hybrid but I'm not entirely sure...
I have the physical mixture of Angel/Elemental, heart shaped face, propensity to be overweight, ruddy complexion, reddish hair, stay in relationships longer than I should trying to 'save' the other person, strong connection to animals, love of nature and stones, etc etc.
When I was a child I wanted to change my name to Crystal or Rose. I used to play at being animals and had 'imaginary' twin pet lions that would guide and protect me, I even had names for them! I used to 'space out' A LOT and remember experiences of Was generally anti-social with humans.
As a child my relatives used to call me Gizmo(after the movie Gremlins) and E.T.
I have a fascination with wings! all but two of my 8 tattoos are animals, bugs etc that all have wings!
Dragon, Unipeg(unicorn-pegasus mix),Phoenix, luna moth, dragonfly, hummingbird, crow...I plan on getting a fairy and a gryphon at some point.
I love birds and am entranced with old Renaissance paintings of Angels with colorful wings.
But I also have a deep love for the Moon, the ocean and the constellation Orion.
Put all of this together and you may see why I feel a bit confused!
Can any one relate? Or does anybody have any input or suggestions? Any help is greatly appreciated!
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3 May 2011 - 1:00pm
I am wondering if any others experience this type of occurrence when dealing with non-Star people. There is more than one occurrence I wish to discuss, so will present them separately. If it helps to know this, I am an Indigo and we believe my fiance is as well.
1) I have experienced all my life that people will either immediately like me, or immediately dislike me. Very strongly one way or the other. Those who dislike me can never pinpoint exactly why and they never change their minds. I am pretty used to this, so it is not a big deal, just wondering if anyone else experiences this.
2) My fiance seems to "draw" like a magnet, people who are hostile, even though he tries very hard not to do or say anything to create the situation. Let me give you a real life example that happened just yesterday: My fiance works for an engineering company and is heading up a project at Langley. He was up on a ladder in the overhead, with only his bottom half sticking out from the ceiling. He heard someone walking up (he has super sensitive hearing) and heard the man ask if he could help him. My fiance responded "No, I'm good, thanks." The man took immediate offense and replied "Well, there's no need to be pissy about it." (sorry about the curse word, it is a direct quote). My fiance climbed down from the ladder to get the man's attention to find out why he had said that and he ignored him twice, until my fiance caught up with him. He asked the man what he had done to deserve such a response, as he had only said "no, I'm good, thanks." The man proceeded to berate and belittle my fiance while my fiance was trying to explain to the man that he had not said it the way that he had taken it and was trying to be logical with the man. He asked several times why the man had responded to him in that way and the man continued to manipulate the conversation so that it all seemed to be my fiance's fault (though he was doing so very poorly). He demanded to know who my fiance's boss was, stated that he did not like my fiance's attitude, accused my fiance of having a bad day and taking it out on him (which he wasn't-in fact he was having a great day), then stated that he was "done with this". Though he did finally answer the question (3 times, with different answers every time) every answer still made the fault to be my fiance's. My fiance left the conversation dumbfounded as to what had just happened. This type of situation is a fairly recurrent plot (far more than statistical coincidence would dictate). My fiance has dedicated a significant amount of academic time to social science/psychology with a degree in Poli Sci and Sociology (as have I. I have a BA in Psychology) with the intent to figure out why this happens to him all the time and what to do about it.
Another incident last summer…my fiance took my son out for lunch. On the drive home, this guy was tailgaiting them, driving so closely that my fiance could not see the grill of the truck. My fiance followed the steps as outlined in the driver’s manual. The guy ended up bumping the back of my fiance’s car. Upon arrival at a gas station, my fiance pulled over for to let the guy get in front of him, as he was afraid the guy may follow them home and he was concerned for my son’s well-being. Instead of getting ahead, the guy also pulled over, got out of his truck, pulled my fiance’s door open, screamed some obscenities at my fiance and son, then punched my fiance in the face. Then, the guy got back into his truck and left.
Does anyone else experience this…this extreme reaction to yourself from non-Star peoples? If so, any tips?
Serenity (gypsy.pirate)
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29 Apr 2011 - 2:16am
Hi everybody, i need help for my cousins little girl. My husband recently told me she has the aura of a cyrstal child. I myself am an indigo. when she was born i knew she was special. when she was 6 months old she was talking to me with her thoughts.
Anyways her parents a non spiritual. Dont believe in psychics etc.
The little girl is often physically ill. Ive tryed educating them on what wheat and dairy and junk food can do. I myself cant tollerate these things so i know firt hand what to look for. But they dont seem willing to listen.
Shes nearly three and doesnt talk with words yet and i can no longer hear her thoughts. she seems to have collected so much energy form people she just sits there dazed. i can see in her eyes she suffering. but i dont know how to help. Recently after seeing her she somehow managed to give me some of her excess energy, and i became very ill. It was very difficult for me to ralease it and im 25 shes not evern 3 so i cant even imagine how her little body must feel.
She lives in a emotionaly negative household. Her fater suffers from anxiety OCD and panic attacks. Hes medicated but not getting any better.
Anyone who might have any ideas on how to get through to the parents or something i can do to help her directly.
This is the first crystal child ive encounterd so help would be much appreciated.
Love and Light Peaches
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12 Apr 2011 - 9:41pm
http://etherealyou.com/4/post/2011/04/starseeds.html
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30 Mar 2011 - 6:06am
Why are geniuses labeled as having an illness just because they are different and have a higher IQ than most of the population? Makes you wonder what planet/dimension they were last from!!!!
This kid is phenomenal!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelookout/20110329/ts_yblog_thelookout/for-12-year-old-astrophysics-prodigy-the-skys-the-limit
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24 Mar 2011 - 3:46am
Hi everyone. My earliest memories are of trying to figure out the big picture. All my life I have had this inner obsession with real truth, which is why until I discovered astrology I was atheist. It wasn't until that point when a birth chart so clearly explained my inner world did it prove a creator to me. Btw I am a sun in Pisces, moon in Capricorn, ascendant in Aries. Since that time I have gone seriously down the worm hole and I regularly practice law of attraction, and eveything metaphysical. I was told by a reiki psychic within seconds of meeting me that I was a starseed. Her first words out of her mouth were "so you have a interest in aliens? Well most of your past lives you have been one...." it all suddenly made sense. My whole life I have felt so alone and different from others, and always have this inner feeling of being on a mission. I think I figured out that my mission is to awaken as many as possible...since I discovered birth natal charts I have shown them to literally hundreds over the years. I have had others thank me for the exposure and admit that I awoken something in them deep. Can anyone else relate to me? I was also wondering how so many on here know their star of origin. My reiki master said I was pleadean but what does that really even mean? I have nearly exhausted myself researching online and I finally realized I better join a forum.
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23 Mar 2011 - 2:57pm
Hi,
I seem to resonate with the wise ones so that's me. I feel like I've been on this earth for centuries.I am exhausted and I'm trying to regain my energy. How do I control my temper with people?
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21 Mar 2011 - 6:12am
So, you've been seeing 11:11 for years and don't know what it means?
You've been to every website and what you find there doesn't answer the questions?
You are a grounded person who, while having a spiritual side, seeks more rational answers rather than esoteric ones?
You've taken the "starseed checklists" and feel its very much you but upon readin Starseed websites and literature you, again, find it too "out there?"
Respond to this post if this is you.
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19 Mar 2011 - 2:02am
So lately I've been experiencing radically different energies that I'm having problems controling.
I was sitting on the couch the other day and thought about drinking my water, when the water in the glass started spashing. Not crazy but as if the glass was being shaken lightly. then it stopped.
i was unsure whether it was me or not so I put my intention on doing it again and it worked... it started splashing. I got extremely excited about this and then my boyfriend walked in the room (literally 40seconds after) and said that his grandma that lives upstairs called and said she had just watched my boyfriends truck all of a sudden start rolling down the driveway and stop perfectly in the middle of the road without doing any damage. Odd since our driveway pad is flat at the top. Did I do that by accident while I was trying to move the water maybe?
Also, I have a habit of affecting electronics around me, one street light every now and then, sometimes old debt machines and modems. But recently, entire blocks of street lights go out if I pass under them and I'm feeling really happy or harmonious. Even at the swimming pool, the lights above my lane kepted turning on and off and the staff said it was unusual for that to happen.
Anyone else been having weird experiences lately like mine? Or if you know how to control more energies... i suppose?
I just want to be able to control what i'm doing so its more me and not just random.
thanks
love and light
ashlyn
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16 Mar 2011 - 8:22pm
Hi,
I'm new here in lightworkers.org and i found this forum. Hmm. I'm just curious can anyone tell me what Blue rays are?
Also i just found out that I'm a starseed but still don't know what my home planet is. Can anyone tell me a way on how to find out about my origin?
take care always,
Zaiel.
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16 Mar 2011 - 4:19am
I discovered the concept of starseeds about a month ago. Very exciting stuff! But I have yet to meet another starseed like myself in my actual life. Well, there is one but they refuse to acknowledge it. Anyways, I'm just feeling lonely & hoping to find other Blue Rays to talk to about ascension stuff & such. Please post something or write me a message. Tell your awakening story. Or just what you're up to nowdays & how being a Blue Ray has changed your life. I just want to connect with other Blue Rays & take a break from all this "bringing the light" business that, while great for the world, is pretty taxing on me sometimes. I'm new to it & still trying to get in my groove. Feel like I'm being tossed around quite a bit with these ascension symptoms too. So please, connect with me!
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15 Mar 2011 - 10:31pm
Espavo :)
Has anyone know that The place which you came from to world ??
Love&&Light
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4 Mar 2011 - 5:39pm
So, I'm having the epiphany moment, researching Starseed: Indigos and feeling like I finally know who I am and feel the need to look for a sign in the heavens. I look out the window but cannot see much of the sky and what I see is too cloudy. Then I decide, hey, I have google sky on my cel phone, lets see the stars through the wall ;p So, i turn it on and begin looking around (if you use google sky or similar programs on a tablet or phone, you know what Im talking about). I have this urge to look directly over my head and in my head I wonder, will I see the Pleiades or something? What i saw shocked me.
jupiter, uranus, mercury, sun, moon, mars and neptune, all configured in a diagonal line. I have never seen this before.
Surely I got my sign, but has anyone heard about this curious configuration? Have any atsronomical organizations predicted it?
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OMG I followed the diagonal line... and found venus and pluto ALSO perfectly in line. ...its a conjunction
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22 Feb 2011 - 1:37pm
As I gaze out the window in my office this morning after I finished the angels message for today, I noticed that the waning full moon was just above me shrouded by clouds and it was so beautiful. The contrast between the dark and the light blends was breathtaking and powerful for me.
Having both my sun sign and moon sign in cancer in my birth chart, I have always felt the moon calling me. I feel the moon's energy hit my thymus and open and expand it. I use this to revitalize and energize myself. The energy just flows around my body as I breath it in through my thymus. As I do this exercise (I do this whenever I can see the moon, however a waxing full moon is the most powerful for me) I feel empowered and filled with love and hope. A new moon assists my clarity and inspires me to create new projects.
I have always loved the moon and would gaze at it longingly. I was sure as a child that we would find life on our moon. When the moon is not visible to me, I always thought that was when the world would end lol.
How does the moon affect you? Do you feel the pull of it's energy?
Love and blessings, Sharon
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20 Feb 2011 - 9:13pm
Hello lightworkers,
Can someone explain to me the differences between the characteristics of the blue ray, indigos and crystals? I am not sure which I am - at first, I thought I was an indigo... and now I also find myself identifying with the blue rays. How do I know which type I am and are there in-betweens?
Love & light, suzieQ.
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20 Feb 2011 - 8:18am
When you were little did you feed the ants and clear a path for them all to make it back safe and sound, Or did you stomp on them and yell,"earthquake" :)
just a fun little survey
I corralled them to make it back home and fed them bread crumbs from my sandwich. My next door neighbor thought it funny to stomp on them and scatter them to caos. I was devastated :( but its funny how that lesson taught me volumes about life.
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17 Feb 2011 - 8:59pm
I've literally just discovered the whole concept of star people in the last week & am pretty sure I am a Blue Ray. Though I've been having dreams about whales & Hawaii for years, & a lot of the Blue Ray characteristics I've also had for years, some for my whole life.
I read somewhere that whale connections are more with the Crystals, but I don't really resonate with the rest of their characteristics. Could the whale connection thing be coming from my connection with Lemuria & Hawaii?
I'm also drawn to merpeople/Nommos/Sirius.
So I guess my question is, what was your journey like to discover what your past has been & what that means for your present & future? I mean, did you go to a psychic, or do some hardcore meditations, or try psychadelics, or something?
I feel like, so I'm a Blue Ray - now what??? How did you discover what it all was & meant, & how to integrate that into your current life for the higher good?
I feel like I need a guide or some directions or something! Anyone ever heard of a Bible for Star people?
Grounding & out,
Alissa
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9 Feb 2011 - 12:50am
Firstly, I would like to say that I am new to this community and I am honored to be here among such light creating beings.
Secondly, I have a subject that I would like to draw attention to in this community in hopes that someone may be able to offer some assistance. I don’t know who else out there would be able to offer some help other than a community of light workers such as here.
So here goes….I have not uttered such words out loud before other than to my husband. And even then, not to this extent. My soul does not originate from this world. I am a starseed. This is a fact that I have come to terms with in the past few years. The funny thing is, is all the signs in my life up until this point had pointed me in that direction, but growing up in a VERY small community with limited resources to knowledge (no internet and a library with books from the 50’s!), I had not even heard of the term Starseed. All my life I have felt out of place from the rest of the world, feeling like no place on this planet was my home. I felt lost and inhuman. I was always a very capable child that my mother swears was born with the mindset of an 80 year old. I never cried, and developed rapidly as an infant.
So, long story short, I have accepted who I am. But the confusing thing is I still don’t know exactly where I am from. I have looked into different extraterrestrial/interdimensional beings but nothing seems to match. Since pre-teens I would have dreams and waking visions of a particular system with 5 moons. One really large and bright red. One medium sized one that was grey/white like our moon. Another the same size as the white/grey one but so black in color you could almost not see it against the darkness of space. And two other moons that I refer to as ‘the twins’ they are much smaller in size than the other moons but bright white and identical in size. The black moon may not be a moon at all but possibly a gate/worm hole. I am not sure, but it was spherical.
I have also seen a planet in my meditations and dreams. It has a blue and purple atmosphere. And in my meditation I can see the energy grids all around it. Some in specific symbols and patterns that I have been able to draw afterwards and some were totally lost from my memory. I am not sure if the moons go with the planet or not.
I have been told to look into the Arcturians by many lightworks that I know personally in my community. And I resonate with them very much and feel a great sense of love towards them, but the planet and the moons don’t match up. Also the appearance doesn’t match either. I have seen the people of this planet in my dreams and I feel a mental connection to them as well. They don’t look like the Arcturians at all. They are tall (7’ish) and thin, almost wispy. They are not solid but cast a golden color. Though I have seen them bright white as well. They have no hair and their eyes are jet black and very reflective. The best way to describe their face is like some of the faces you see in Hindu art, almond eyes half closed, slender face. But with less pronounced noses and mouths. When I first saw them I heard my heart sing: “These are the faces of your ancestors.” They seem to resonate and a very high frequency and emit a strong feeling of compassion and caring. But there doesn’t seem to be many of them at all in existence. I have meet many starseeds in my life, but none that seemed to be were ever I am from.
I resonate strongly with the constellation Orion. Always had since a child. To me it feels like the way home. But when I read about the Orion’s I feel totally opposite from them. I am not sure if it is the constellation that makes my emotions heavy or the fact that there is something there (a stargate or worn hole) that leads back to home.
There is much more that I have learned too, but fact and fiction are hard to separate sometime and I don’t want to let my imagination run wild and make assumptions about these beings….I have only my heart to follow….
So I am hoping (desperately) that someone here may have heard of such beings and may offer some advice. Arcturian? Orion? Or something else? I will admit, I am desperately homesick, and my heart longs for knowledge on this matter.
On a side note, this is my first forum site that I have been on, so I apologize if I have not posted this appropriatley.
Thank you,
Adoni,
Light
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8 Feb 2011 - 12:57pm
I'm Ryan, an Aries and fellow light being. I have approached a segment in my life where there's room to grow for more than just me in my path. A light buddy is always welcome and I'd be on msn/windows live messenger.
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8 Feb 2011 - 2:03am
This show, I know its been out for awhile now, but I just watched the pilot for the show, and I am amazed at how similar, how well they captured the experiences of star people on earth. I felt like it was exactly what I experienced as a child coming here. IT was so foreign and difficult.
It made me cry a little. I was just wondering if anybody else here can relate to it.. Here is the link to the pilot if you want to watch.
http://www.cucirca.com/2008/01/12/kyle-xy-season-1-episode-1-pilot/
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7 Feb 2011 - 8:54pm
Hi there,
I have had many different experiences with lights at night in my bedroom. Most recently, I was having trouble falling asleep because of anxiety. I was praying a lot about my own future and career, and also about my sister who has stage IV cancer. I had had the lights off for about 15 minutes and both of the shades were down. Through my closed eyelids I saw an extremely bright light and then opened my eyes to see a ball of very light tinged green-white light up towards the ceiling of my room. The light was SO bright, brighter than any lightbulb I have ever seen, so bright that it lit most of my room and so concentrated that I could not see through it. The light extended (the part that I couldn't see through) about five to six feet from what looked like the source of it - a ball. Has anyone seen anything like this? What does it mean? A good feeling came to me after it, not creepy or evil at all. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Never in my life have I seen a light - man made or not, that has been this concentrated, bright, and intense.
Thanks!!
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5 Feb 2011 - 5:33am
I came to this dimension as a bright star. But From the very begining I felt like a the current energy was not going to let me in with out a fight. All My life I have felt a huge opposition against my vibration. Even though I am stronger now and its well established.
I am wondering has anybody else experienced this?
I experienced a lot of major trauma as a child as though this dimension's current vibration was telling me I don't belong here and if wanted to stay here i was going to have to fight for my life. I always felt like the current vibration at that time was trying to eradicate me from this plane. Change was not something this current energy vibration was open to.. And My vibration stuck out like sore thumb, No use in trying to hide it because I was not like anyone else or may be a few others like me came at the same time and maybe they experienced the same, I would like to hear.
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3 Feb 2011 - 9:58am
My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
The warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love" Plaine White Ts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jihJM-QAaQ&p=F51A4666D5AA238E&index=68&feature=BF
This Verse from the song pretty much describes me. My angels are always begging me to go back to earth. I know my spirit is needed here right now. But this is my first incarnation on earth and I know I wanted to come here but arrg!. Man its tough here in physical form. This body is beautiful and adaptive, but its slow and sluggish compared to what I am used to. I am used to my needs being met with intention. i have never had to go search for job to make money so I can feed a body, and then I come to find that feeding and clothing this body is not enough to be happy, this society tells me I have make lots of money and compete with my fellow brother to accumulate as much as I can in excessive amounts of things i don't really need, while others are starving and suffering daily. Things are so very backwards in this world right now. Individuality is another concept I really struggle with daily. Everyone is my Brother....Sister..... Family... this is the best way I can express with this feeble language. When my brother or sister is hurting i literally feel their pain in full, and want to help heal and relieve their suffering. Family; you love them and would do anything to help them its not a choice its love. Family is like living in Oneness. Your Family makes up a "whole" which is part of the definition of Oneness... Collectively we all make up the "whole". The person next to you is an extension of you. Just like your arm is an extension of your body. The person next to you is comparable as to the extension of your body. If you arm is injured and hurting you would tend to it right? you will aid to its healing..... Then why doesn't this world see their neighbor in that way. If your neighbor is suffering and is an extension of you. Why are so many people apathetic to the pain of their brother or sister. Why are they now aiding in the healing of the other. I know the simple answer is they simply have forgotten the way. But, when I see the pain everyday it burdens me to see people living in excess and not even give a second thought to others living in constant pain. I now they are lost i send them love and understanding, but my heart loves and i see the solution so its hard when no one listens to me. I feel their apathy as a personal rejection. I even jeopardize my health and well being for others, weather this is wrong I am unsure, I know there is a better way but sometimes i can't help it my compassion for humanity is too great and I try take on their pain and suffering on as my own. It relieves them for awhile but to my demise. I have even gotten physically sick to the point or what felt like almost complete expiration of my light here on earth. but my angels picked me up every time from those dark depths.
also This language is another thing that is hard to get used to. Telepathy is soo much easier and these limited definitions of words communicate. The brain is Sluggish and not very efficient, i know human science would disagree but i Know better. I know now that this is not my purpose, current humanity is creating their cross but is necessary to burn off the old in order to be reborn in the fire for the new word to come. Its not right for me to take away the lessons they need to learn on their own. because when I do it only prolongs the lessons because they have to then recreate the lessons and in the end all I did was enable the unharmonic energy to continue longer. Poverty is one I don't know believe is part of this understanding. Peoples basic needs should be met. My heart still cries tragicaly knowing that people have to struggle for basic needs how can they then face other lessons when the basic needs are being challenge everyday. and in The USA here people are apathetic and zombie like, there is so much excess but simply because they don't have the money they some how don't deserve it. Tears for the fear, let this fear heal....
I know things have not always been this way and I know that is why I am here to help change this and lead people back into oneness again.
I am extremely psychic and telepathic this has caused me issues growing up and still does as I am not used to having to dim my light and protect myself, my default setting is not guarded, wide open all the time for all to see. Most of the population is the exact opposite and think there is something wrong with me cause I have had to learn to hold back and "protect" myslef. those who understand its not healthy to leave the "front door open" for any body to walk in. Sometimes you need a little R&R. I channel people's energy all the time with out even knowing it, early on i didn't know who i was because i was constantly living someone else's struggles. I believed them to be mine. wow what a relief it was to find out that all those issues where not mine I was simply experiencing other peoples life's through my psychic connection to everyone I came in contact with. What a battery drainer wow... It was also nice to know I wasn't crazy with 20 different personalities. Telepathy is another thing that is frustrating when people around you don't actively use it as well. i would hear what people said verbally and then i would hear what there heart said through my ability and boy do people not like it when you speak on issues of the heart when they are not ready. i think they would have much rather i put salt on an open wound than talk about their personal thoughts and emotions that came to me. i was called a know it all as a kid. so I turned that off some how.
So Back to my original point of this blog. i have trouble grounding because its nice up in the heavens I am cranky in the mornings because i don't wanna come back some days.
so....." My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
The warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love" pretty much says it all she, my angels/guides, are constantly begging me to ground my energy because it is needed desperately at this present time. I say I know.. I'm coming.... but its hard you know.... I know my promise and I don't want to give up in any way ..... but that doesn't mean i don't miss home.....
There is a quote I read on a bathroom wall once. i will end this blog with it because its perfect; it goes, "No one is just like you, don't let us miss out on you" I cried when i read that the first time. i was having a difficult time, and i heard my guides speaking to me.
I know fellow starseeds if tough being here, but just remember that quote the next time things get too tough and you wonder if this is worth the struggle or if you can even go on. Remember we need you here! I need you here. We all need to stick together now more than ever.
Namaste
Daniel
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31 Jan 2011 - 2:14am
Somebody tell my:::
>>You were a Lyran commander, and the thing you destroyed was a device
>>that was important to the colonies of starseeds on Earth and a link to
>>Lyra, your home world
Somebody know this story??Why destroyed that device??
?Please give my more info, Can I now do something to fix this, or full recover memory??
Namaste
Bartek Stolar
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29 Jan 2011 - 9:21am
I had seen the Lumarian Crystals around and recently it seemed everyplace i went i was seeing many of them so i pick one up, and it was like a lightening bolt went through my third eye and I had an immediate vision with an ascended master and my higher self. It was quite unexpected and now I know I have been bumping in to the Lumarian crystals for a reason. apparently they are attracted to activated starseeds. Me being a Crystal this made it clear i was suppose to take notice to these beings for awhile now.. i will not be thinking "Oh another piece of quartz all hyped up by the community, no need for me to take another piece of quartz home." So if these crystals keep popping up around your path you might want to take notice. I am doing my first meditation tonight with it and sleeping with it. By far the most powerful crystal i have ever encountered and that is something because I LOVE crystals and have since I was a kid always been an enthusiast and collector. Also the Lumarian Crystals have not been activated until recently so until now they would have felt like regular piece of quartz. I find it interesting that these crystals were discovered about the same time we starseeds started showing up on earth in mass numbers hummm interesting. If you don't have one and feel you would like one. i was told to just put out in the universe that you would like one to find you. Like I said they are attracted to those helping ground the Unity Grid Consciousness now. The starseeds are here on this earth plane for a reason and the lumarian starseed crystals have a message for us. Let me know what you receive from your Lumarian.
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28 Jan 2011 - 4:25am
I came across something rather interesting this morning in an experience. I was told some details about a race of beings that were essentially the original humans. The being communicating the info to me said they were the original blessed ones that seeded life, specificly the human form into this universe.
Does anyone know any information on such a race of beings?
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18 Jan 2011 - 11:45pm
On my profile i wrote this exact statement about myself:
Hello, I am 19 and have always been peculiar, I have many characteristics of star seeds however I am not sure if i could categorize myself as one. People around me get drawn in, i have always been emotional and can feel others emotions. If i stare into someones eyes i find myself reading them and notice people unable to look away. I have practically never fought in my life and try and help all around me. I can talk to someone i hardly know about there problems and help them. While my friends have jokingly called me an alien before, knowing that whatever I am- is not human. I also answer questions of those close to me often, before they ask and am quite "intelligent".
However more about myself and probable less common are things I will now share. I remember my dreams all throughout my life. I suffered from night terrors from infancy - 12 and even when i was y 5 i had nightmares that where far too disturbing to be in my head at such an age (I remember them well). I excel at most things i do, sports, social things, cooking and most academics. I even did trades for a a year and caught on quite quick. However I deff have a dark side that plagues me at times. I feel so much love for all those around me, the people i know and the ones ill never meet. I have always loved everyone, my whole life. However I have also always hated people and at times they truly disgust me. And i can even disgust myself. Am I just insane? Many of my friends consider me to have a beautiful personality that cares and loves much, I am always there to weigh circumstances and give a caring opinion. Many of them take what i say very deep to heart. However at times i "can be a dick" which i quoted from on of my friends the other day. And his statement was true. I care and am helpful but at times I truly can be quite cold and uncaring i go from extreme to extreme. I am aware i am not sane and even my friends know im on a different level. My one friend who is probable unaware of star seeds and everything even asked me if i was an alien un-jokingly. He is not very intelligent however he said it nonetheless. I have also been quite cruel in the past. I do not abuse this however and at times i have felt like tearing someone apart through their insecurities that i see in people quite quickly. And regrettable did it too a few people in high school however i have changed since the ages of 14-16. Growing up I assumed I was a genius or insane just because i thought so differently and concluded I was a bit of both. However I thought Id post this here for some feedback which would be quite appreciated! If you would like more about me i can share more, also if you have any questions or would like some help or one to talk to feel free!
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18 Jan 2011 - 5:47am
I am a crystal child. I have been doing some reading on starseeds and most readings say the crystals were born after 2005. Or were first indigos and then later in life activated the crystal structure of their lightbody. I find this interesting because I am a crystal child and have been since day one and i was born in 1979. Even though I relate with indigos I do not have the warrior spirit energy which they ground on this plane. Even though I am a starseed I found myself in childhood not completely relating with indigos I wanted to fix and nurture anything/anybody that was sick or hurting. My room was a constant animal infirmary. Anybody who was hurting or left out I wanted to help even the ones that cause chaos I gave compassion to which seemed never ending coming from my heart. I had no interest in breaking down old systems. My focus was/is on solutions and fixing the pain with love and compassion. I am a very forgiving person. This being who I was placed me ahead of the mass influx of the crystals and I always felt alone wanting to go home. I was always a loner as a child always trying to avoid the abrasive energies that seemed to surround me. Adults thought there was something wrong with me because I preferred to be alone, but I didn't want to be alone I just couldn't be around other people who didn't understand me. Even my indigo brothers didn't seemed to related with me completely. Constantly bombarded by the forces of this world and being as sensitive as I was made it difficult in life. So now I am searching for other crystals to have a repor and some feeling of home again. We are stronger when we join together. I was told by my spirit guides that I would be a way shower when the time is right that is the reasons i came early to secure and help ground this energy for other crystals to soon come. it's been a long road for me and I am stronger now. How can I meet other crystals I would like to know other crystal adults I would feel much appreciation if you could help me connect with other crystals. My angels guided me to California for some reasons still yet to be fully reveled to me. So i do not know people here. I am finding it difficult to find others here. So i am reaching out. Thank you. Daniel
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14 Jan 2011 - 12:23am
Even the outermost and somewhat-deprived-at-the-moment's inhabitants are GROSSED OUT by by frog people entirely.
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8 Jan 2011 - 10:47pm
There are a lot of lists we can find over the internet that are generalize and easy for everybody to agree with. I'm interested in hearing individually from people what they know about themselves that make them starseeds. Some examples could be birth marks or pigments in the shape of constellations, star burst eyes are usually a tell tale sign of starseed background. So I will mention some of my physical traits.
1. my eyes. They are silvery with blue/green almost metallic looking shards. then around my pupil, there is a light brown starburst.
2. my skin. I have pale ivory skin, usually associated with starseeds only that my skin does not burn or get darker in sunlight
3. my immune system. unusually very efficient. I do not get vaccines or take medications, I've never been to the hospital, never had more than a 3 day flu or cold, never broken bones, no ailments such as asthma or anything. Never had to take antibiotics, I have a high tolerance to alcohol.
4. My body. I'm not trying to brag but my body is perfectly proportioned, perfect Body Mass Index, efficeint metabolism. I don't work out or watch what I eat and I eat junk so I'm not sure how this happens.
5. I hit puberty 2 years before my peers and finished growing by the time I was fourteen. I have literally have the same body since I was 14. I looked like an adult when I was 14 but now that I am 21 and look the same, people say I look much younger. This is usually the case with starseeds that I have observed.
6. My body heals fast from cuts and bruises.
7. I have perfect vision
8. I had braces when I waas little to straighten my teeth, they were supposed to be on for 1.5years but were on for 5 because my teeth would not move, after5 years i had them removed and witin 6 months they had returned to their original place.
9. I can physically see energy
10. My ears are attuned to more subtle noises and changes in vibrations around me
I look forward to hearing everybody elses traits :)
Love and Light
Ashlyn
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23 Sep 2010 - 5:50pm
According to www.alloya.com/PDF%20Files/reptilian/Acrumead.pdf “Your pride in this body of matter caused you to drop further in consciousness and with your falling you and many others like you, took the whole reptilian Draco species with you. As you can imagine this caused a great deal of chaos in the universe, no one even the Source itself could have possibly known that this would happen. This unleashed chaos in the universe, created many more dimensions, dimensions that were not part of the Creator’s original plan.”
Commentary: In parallel with my writings, the Secondary Existence (Creator) did not see such an event that would happen. The fact that the Secondary Existence did not see it coming only makes it more likely that the Primary Existence (the Feeling that It has come from yet another Primary manifesting into Reality) "always" saw it coming, "always" knew that it was going to happen, and "willed" for it to happen.
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23 Sep 2010 - 4:42am
I've been told for some time, that I am in fact an angel incarnate.
A woman identified me through my eyes as Raziel. Another woman (who had no knowledge of me) identified a grey swirling aura around me (which is the way I've heard Raziel's robe described). I had even found symbols (long since lost to the internet) of symbols that were divined by someone (supposedly via Raziel) which symbols closely resembled the hebrew version of my name (Caleb, the symbols appeared as Cale.) with an x at the end and 17 dots. (And I was about to turn 17 when I found these symbols). Ever since I was a kid I have always done my emails or whatever with my name, an x after that followed by my age and I found it to be a very strange coincidence when I found those symbols in that format.
I can speak a language I don't understand usually(but I do feel the meaning, and sometimes speak about it in english as if an understanding takes over), and the air stirs fervently when I do.
There are many things I can do and have done that are not easily explained naturally.. I am just seeking for someone who might have knowledge to guide me.
I have also been named Rehel by another group of people.
What I ask is simply that those who have a strong gift to do so, ask the spiritual world about me. Be it by my name Caleb, Raziel, Rehel, or Caleros (a name I have called myself within a trance.)
I seek to further the gifts I have, but I feel knowing who I am is the first step.
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22 Sep 2010 - 1:20am
I cannot help but write what comes to me. I have been to the bottom, I woke-up with the dirt in my face or the face in my dirt. It is all a waste of time until we learn, or give our UN - Natural nature. Yet, why do we share this information mainly with people who already know to a greater or lessor degree what we have to say. We constantly do this. I am not saying that it isn't nice to relate to others like ourselves, but is't that the problem. We only want more of the comfort that we "think" we have. We forget that we first were not comfortable with what is now what we call comfort. There is this voice in me and it is who I really am. I just wish I had the means to express things in a way that it reaches those who don;t speak and hear as I do. Oh Yeah, thats right, I do have the means to communicate through form and yet, transcend it. I'll share what I know and be your alarm-clock but once youi get tired you must promise me that you will wake me. Thats the game, remember. Here is the sun-bell....be NOW until there is nothing left.
This time, it takes time, until there is no time. A Course, a Way, "What is...is. What isn't...isn't". That was everything, the secret to life, it cannot be harmed by you because it is you. When you move into attack you fall. A fallen angel. You can only isolate and harm yourself. Its all right... it never really happened. Got to the kitchen. I choose to make what I eat.
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13 Sep 2010 - 3:56am
We move up in dimensions. I had an NDE in march znd ever since, my world has transformed and others around me.
Does anyone else see the possibility of this.
I AM a starseed born on 1/11
Kris
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28 Aug 2010 - 2:13am
You feel ancient to the core, as though you have existed forever.--- I have always felt like this.
2. You are soul tired, and simply want to go 'home'.--- All the time, I will feel like I want to go home, then when I go back to my house, I still have that feeling, it never goes away, I do not feel at home here on Earth, anywhere I go. And When I smoke Marijuana, I feel so much more connected to the stars, I have looked up at them, and gotten flash backs, of what I believe to be “my world” and I feel very distressed, like my home is in turmoil, like something is happening there, or did happen and thats why I came to Earth, or maybe that was my training, Im not sure, I need to do more soul searching. But I look at the stars, and feel a longing to be there, like that is my home. This is very difficult to explain, sorry if I am doing a bad job.
3. You remember what home feels like even if you can't verbalize it.--- I get flashbacks of symbols and smells and emotions and textures and just, everything you can think of, and these remind me of home. Most of my experiences like this occur when Im high. I can never exactly remember the symbols, but I will try to sketch them out next time.
4. You felt unique as a child, as though no one else was like you, it felt like there was them (humanity) and you. You may have even felt special or lofty regardless of your social stature.--- I have always felt different, separate from the Human Race.
5. From as far back as your earliest memory, your life has been littered with paranormal and psychic experiences. This may have manifested as: seeing ghosts, or other entities, seeing inter-dimensionally or into other times, seeing beyond the illusion, reading others thoughts, dreams that came true, UFO sightings, alien encounters and much, much more.--- I have second sight, at least thats what I think its called, if Im wrong, please correct me, but I will see something, and it will happen exactly how I saw it, or I will be in a situation and feel like, “This has happened before” and I can predict exactly what happens next. I also will think about something, for example an episode of a show that I haven't seen in a long time, or a certain clip from a show, and flipping through the channels later in the same day, I will watch the episode I was thinking of, or just flipping through, I will land on a channel with a show on and just see the little clip I thought of earlier, and sometimes, I will be looking through the guide and go to a channel, and the show I thought about earlier is on, but the guide says something different.
6. Your empathetic gifts are so strong it can almost be too much at times.--- I can feel other peoples emotions, and it has gotten to be too much to handle before.
7. Your body functions differently to others. It is more finely tuned and has a habit of reacting unlike other people's. Doctors are often stumped by you and a natural lifestyle is imperative to your good health.--- I have thought this many times, I have different functions, and slightly different parts of my body. Also, when I have been living more naturally my health is so much better. I also go barefoot everywhere.
8. You are very intelligent, but not necessarily interested in academics.--- I love science, and technology, and gadgets, and everything intellectual, but school is not interesting, in most of my classes (except math) everything we learn, I already know, so I just tune out. Especially in my Science classes, and on the Science Channel, I will tune out or change the channel because everything they are talking about is common knowledge to me, and it bores me.
9. You struggle to find what you want to do with your life because nothing in this reality really intrigues you enough to be dedicated to it. A part of you remembers so much more that life here is almost banal.--- This is exactly me, everything is plain, normal, basic knowledge to me, nothing on this planet holds my interest, it just seems like its not enough for me.
10. You have trouble being in touch with your body, or its limitations frustrate you, because you remember far more freedom. Part of you feels you should be able to fly, teleport or instantaneously manifest.--- I definitely feel as though this body holds me back, i feel as if i should be able to do so much more than I can.
11. You have known since you were very tiny that you had a purpose or a mission to fulfill, even though the details may be elusive.--- I have always felt like I had a purpose that I must fulfill. I have gone though so many unbelievably hard things in my life, I take so much on a daily basis, from “friends” “family” and everyone else, so much abuse, and I just bottle it up, and I have taken so much things, that I feel like a normal human could not live with all of it bottled up, but anyway, I have been suicidal many times, and I have been so close to doing it, Ive had the rope around my neck, ive had the pills in my hand, but my will to survive is so strong, that I can never do it, I feel as though I must fulfill my purpose, and that I can NOT die, that I MUST fulfill my purpose. I dont know if this is making any sense, sorry.
12. You have an extraordinary dream life, and waking life seems dull in comparison.--- My dreams are always amazing, and all over the place, deep, intricate, and detailed, and fantastic. They are amazing, and they have so much detail in them, then when I wake up, its all just plane and boring.
13. Others are often wary of you, and you were most likely singled out as a child and bullied or ignored. Friends were and are often few and far between. People instinctually know you are different even if they don't understand why. You may have even felt alienated within your own family, or had issues with one or both of your parents.--- I have always been bullied, and ignored, shunned, and avoided, I do not have many good honest to god friends, I have 2, thats it, the rest are just to surround myself with people so others do not pick on me for not having friends, and so I do not have to work on projects alone. People have always judged me before they get to know me because they know im different. I have major issues with both parents, and I have 5 siblings, and I only get along with 2 of them very well all the time.
14. You can read people, they don't even necessarily have to speak, you can just feel who they are, which is why you cannot be lied to. You see beyond the facade, and that makes people uncomfortable around you.--- I have always been able to tell when someone is lying to me, and that is another reason why people stay away from me, and pick on me, because they know I will not put up with their crap or lies. This is what happens with my brother, he is the biggest lier on Earth, and everyone believes him, but I call him out, and dont take his crap, and he makes my life hell, and my mom is on his side.
15. Babies and small children are often drawn to you, something about you fascinates them.--- Babies always stare at me and smile at me.
16. Animals tend to trust you, and you have a natural understanding of their wants and needs, as though you can communicate on some level.--- I have a deep connection with all animals I have ever met, and when I am petting my dog, I seem to know all the places he wants me to scratch or pet, and he seems very happy.
17. Conversation frustrates you because you know what the other person is going to say long before they say it. Often you appear rude in conversation, either appearing disinterested or butting in and answering the question before it is completed.--- I find people very boring, and predictable, I can never hold a conversation with anyone, because no one I know is on the same intellectual level as me, and they are boring beyond belief.
18. Some may describe you as aloof, but when they get to know you, you are actually incredibly warm and loving.--- I am always told by the people who get to know me that I am the most caring person they have met, and I can help them, and they can trust me.
19. You have created certain protective elements to survive in society because you find being around people quite hard, even painful at times, and you can only handle large crowds of people in very brief doses.--- I have my own ways of dealing with people, and society, but I do like being in public crowded places and watching people, just sitting there and observing them.
20. You are aware that you are an inter-dimensional ascended being here to assist humanity at this time, and you may have some memories of your incarnations on this earth, leading up to this time. This knowledge is within you.--- I do feel as if these memories are deep inside me, all the time.
21. You have natural healing abilities, whether it be with your hands or through the comfort you give with your words.--- I am a natural at massages and if someone asks for one, I instantly go right to the troubled spot with out them even saying anything, and they say I have magical hands. I can also comfort people in their times of need with my words, I can talk anyone into a good mood.
22. You often find random strangers tell you their problems and friends seek you out for counsel, even from when you were very young.--- Even when I barely know the person, like if i just met them, they open up to me, and tell me their problems, and seek my help. and people always come to me for help.
23. You were advanced as a young child, speaking, reading, walking earlier than normal.-- I have a high IQ and I was actually placed in a gifted class in Elementary School, then when I moved to another state I wasn't in it anymore, because there was a lot of problems with getting my information transferred to my new school.
24. Some may have described you as a precocious child, you weren't afraid to speak your mind.--- I was more shy as a kid, but now, if you wrong me, or someone else, I will speak my mind, I will not hide it, and I will unload on you, I do not just let injustices happen, I do something about it if I see it happening, or if i hear about it, I will make a point to end the injustice as soon as possible.
25. You have had trouble sleeping most of your life, whether it was due to insomnia or to fears that reared their head at night. Visions you see at night don't help the sleeplessness.--- I have the worst time sleeping ever! it has gotten EXTREMELY worse lately. I actually stayed up all night last night to try to reset my sleep patterns... that was like the 5th time its happened. I feel an anxiety of sorts when I am trying to get to sleep, and I will be tired all day, but when its time to sleep, I have what seems to be a never ending energy supply, I will be up until 3am or 4am trying to sleep, and it gets to the point that i can only sleep when I have stayed up so long that I pass out. it is very annoying, and I have pills to sleep, I am supposed to take one, I have taken up to four, and nothing. I have had dark circles around my eyes since I was in kindergarden, and younger, I can not get rid of them.
26. You have felt great despair or depression in your life, often connected to a desire to want to go home.--- Life here feels so very wrong. All the time, never ending.
27. You have difficulty comprehending why you would want to spend your life working at something you hate, so that you can spend all your money paying off your debts so that you can be like everyone else with the cool car and the mortgage. None of this makes any sense to you. You'd rather be poor than a slave to the system. People may view you as a drop out or lazy, but that has nothing to do with it.--- I view our system of living as useless and quite plainly idiotic, money makes no sense to me, none of our “systems” make sense to me, I could ramble about this for hours, so I will stop now.
28. You often feel connected to another place or time, and long for something deeper in your life.--- All the time, the Earth seems shallow to me, not the planet, but the people. I feel like I belong in another place.
29. You have an understanding of the divine beyond books, beyond religion, even if you can't put it into words. Spirituality is part of you, it is inseparable and not learned but definitely built upon. You didn't wake up to your spiritual self, because your spirituality has always been an intrinsic part of your nature.--- I have a very complicated outlook on spirituality, I would love to get into it deeper, but thats for a personal message, because its too much to write for something that no one will probably read, just ask and Ill tell you.
30. You know that your origins are not human.--- I have always felt excluded from the Human Race.
I do not know much about this, and I would like to talk to someone about it, I would like to learn more. Anyone who knows about things like this, I would love to talk to you and get as much Information as possible.
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18 Aug 2010 - 11:49pm
Hi all,
I have this question for a while.
Is soul bonded/restricted to a planet which they were originated?
What I mean is I heard some people said that souls can only be reincarnated into the same planet where they first borned.
They are not allowed to reborned into other planet or other dimension until all necessary lessons are learned.
If this is truth, then there should be no Starseed, Walkins, etc around.
I strongly believe soul is not bonded or restricted to a planet, in other words, reincarnation can take place in other planet to learn difference lessons. Likewise, you probably be a Draconian in one lifetime to learn about the darkside, being a conquerer and being betrayed at times. Another lifetime, you could be a Pleiadian, learning the spiritual path, etc.
What is your thoughts?
Namaste.
May the LOVE be with you always!
Piperon - The Spiritual FLute Player.
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6 Jul 2010 - 5:36am
I have been on Lightworkers for over 2 years, at first I was a bundel of questions. After April 13th 2006 and my first 5D dive so-to-speak. I meet with with the Arcturian that seems to guide me as on a need too terms. The other night My walkin hit me with a few new Ideas how to find more of me. You see from age 14-26 I was on the side of the coin I which I would use these abilities for self gain. but born indigo I have always had a good heart, sometimes foolhearted and self centered. But my walk in spoke to me about why not use our past negative abilities to see if another shard would speak to us. Well the night of the 3rd of July we focused on not allowing areselves to be effected by neagative energies, but to look for what we had maybe left behind. As before I found my spark minus it's vessel on another world, however much like this one. Say a step down, I managed to find myself amidst much turmoil. As My walkin warned "you will become sick for a time if you take this one in but they need you as much as you need them. Yes, I have been violently ill, but I feel more complete. At time I think looking back may be a good thing as long as you do not allow yourself to be affected on that level. Honestly I feel like I have been dumbed down a bit, seems like taking many entran exams to college's or other taskes of the sort. but now I have more of the sparkel and a spring in my step. Seems like I had invested too much time in the spirtual an neglected me. So every once and a while "if starseed" know there are many you's Out there and each and every one of you need each other. But now I am rambling a bit. Thanks for the time to read.
Much love, light, and laughter to all.
Christopher
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27 Jun 2010 - 4:32pm
When I was a 1-2 yr old child, I guess you could say I learned things really soon in life and very very quickly. I could soak up information like a sponge and I rarely forgot things apparently. In a nutshell I was told I was a child who acted like an adult before he was even 2 years old. Just to put a little perspective on things, when I was 1.5 years I could pick up the phone, dial my grandmothers 10 digit phone number and call her to ask her how she was doing, what she was upto and when I would be seeing her next in french and english. I can close my eyes and walk through my entire set of 4 houses I lived in by the time I was 3 with EXTREME detail. All I'm trying to say is that at a younge age I was very conscious of the world around me I had a very good memory. To this day, my memory is as good, my recent completion of a masters in theoretical physics is evidence of that. I see things once, I remember them forever.
Where am I going with all this ? Well I need to explain to you guys that any time me and my dad or mom sit down to talk about childhood experiences, I am the one that helps them refreshe or warm up their memory if they are unsure about something.
Don't get me wrong, my parents do remember many parts of my childhood, but there is only ONE thing that we do not agree on and it's a topic that remained dormant for almost 20 years until it was randomly brought up.
As a child I was never a "loner" or "social outkast". I had a bunch of friends and played outside with them all time. Even though I can remember all of my friends that I had in my neighbourhoods and schools when, I CANNOT REMEMBER this ONE friend named "Dando". What was special about Dando you might ask? Well according to my parents, Dando was an "imaginary friend" that I would talk to and play with inside the house. My parents didn't make much out of it because they knew I was a normal kid and its not the first time kids have had imaginary friends. What really bothers me is that apparently I had this friend for months, spent many hours interacting with him, but I can't remember ANYTHING. I can't remember talking, playing, or seeing any of this so called "Dando" person. When they talked about Dando for the first time when i was 20, I seriously thought they were joking. I almost took offense to it at first..I thought they were trying to imply I was a silent child who needed a fake friend because he had none, so I sort of lashed out said: "Mom&Dad, no offense but I remember all my friends, and there never was a Dando, if I don't have any memories of this, theres absolutely no way any of what you're talking about can true" They laughed and said I could ask any of my aunts or grandma, because my mom apparently asked them all if it was normal back in the day. They all (5 sisters and 1 grandmother) remember having those conversations, thus Dando existed, point proven.
You might be saying.. oh it was just a friendly spirit, as a free minded child with gifts it would make sense to be able to see and interact with spirits... but theres a little more to the story. Even though as of recently I have begun my spiritual journey, I still can't( hopefully not for long) and have never been able to see spirits or auras. I am very sensitive and intuitive yes, but as far as my memory is concerned, i still haven't seen one.
Now on another note, my name on this forum is Starch1ld for a reason, I am one.
For a person like me who is a research whore and makes a living out of it, finding many sources and as much good information is what I do before I make any decision. When it comes to reseach on starseeds, I can say that where alot of information converges is on the topic of being visited, whether it be in dreams, in our dimension, in a higher dimension. What is also consistently talked about is how sometimes when people get visited for whatever reason it may be, the experiences can be "erased" from our memories. That is exactly what this feels like, but in perspective here, for someone like me, this is a BIG deal. I have no memeory gaps except for this one.
My question to this knowledgeable forum :
-Am I or Could I be right in terms of thinking that I was visited by a higher dimensional being which might have erased my memory for the time being?
What I hate about this theory is that it contradicts the fact that I would be received my spiritual gifts from my mother, who is infact a healer and massage therapist...so there are some issues there.
With regards to what I said about being intuitive, Could I have just been a child who could see and interact with this one spirit but no other spirit ever again ?
I don't like that theory as much because it doesn't make sense in terms of working for only one instance. People who see spirits don't just see one and never see others again, or am I wrong there?
Just looking for some insight :D Any ideas would be greatly appreciated !
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10 May 2010 - 8:30am
Who am I, what is my true color.
I believe I'm somekind of rainbow, others say I have indigo in my aura, blue aswell..
But who am I, how do I know.. am I not just of the light, all the colors, why is it so difficult to remember..
These questions I have been wondering, over and over and over..
here is a painting I made years ago representing who I am.. http://frenz1986.deviantart.com/art/put-to-the-rescue-131560043
enjoy!
and please help ?
with love,
Geert
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14 Apr 2010 - 4:19am
Ok. I now know this is a site that acts as a convergence point for many different beings. I want to start a forum for us to each say where we think we are from, since we aren't from just EARTH...that is for sure!
I am still trying to figure out where I am from...I feel at home with the Arcturians or Pleiadians as I find I resonate with everything I read about them, but am not too sure. Where are you spiritual beings from? Let's talk about what our planet is like (if you remember or know alot of info about it). I think it would be fun to learn about eachother :)
Take a look here for some answers.
http://www.siriusascension.com/extraterrestrials.htm
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7 Apr 2010 - 4:00pm
Now to my understanding you can tell of their nature by 2 distinct things about them which cannot be left to the imagination :
1
At times individuals around them may try cover their face and especially their eyes and/or cower from them as their light can literally burn through someones soul and cause great irritation and/or fear. I understand that this is a big clue.
2
Now there is this thing apparently called "Bone Harmonics" where a persons bones are expanded and fine tuned with the Ascension Process. They may recent bone structure growth around certain key frequency and light emitting areas on the body. Has your skull grown a patch out recently?
All somewhat interesting.. but the real question is what part they play in the grand scheme of things that is happening right now.
Also..do we stand in front of them, shake their hand or say a few words to them.. how do they send us off into paradise?
I think we need to know more about them other than this goody-goody new age stuff which dangles a carrot for egos and does little else.
Anything to add? My curiosity demons require feeding.
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13 Mar 2010 - 8:19am
Wanderer is a term for an ET 'Angelic' soul that has chosen to incarnate in this 3rd density reality for the purpose of helping humanity. The term was created by the Ra contact and the "Law of One" series in the early 80s and made popular by Scott Mandelker (from elsewhere) and David Wilcock. These souls can come from 4th 5th or 6th density but apparently most are from the sixth and share the same Social/memory/complex (what a planetary group of people become when they all become united in a single seeking). Take this quiz, chances are if your into this kind of material you are an Angelic ET soul!!!
www.scottmandelker.com/Articles/etquiz.html
If you believe you may indeed be a Wanderer download the book "The Wanderers Handbook" for free!!!
http://www.llresearch.org/library.aspx
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12 Mar 2010 - 8:17am
Well, I inquire only becaues this is a new color for me "personaly." As you may be able to fanitly pick up my picture. I understand the general meaning, and I do know where I am at. I am at a loss for anyone I have come across that even hinted to this. And yes this Indigo did find the right one! Finaly found the one! For all of you that have at the least stumbled across me. This seemed to be what I was missing, and for the first time my Walk-in seems "Smug."
Christopher
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17 Feb 2010 - 8:31am
The Pleiadian Star Cluster
Lets see. . . the Pleiades, also known as M45, are an open star cluster of about 1000 (some say 3000 now) new stars, that is dominated by seven very young hot bright blue stars that just formed relatively recently, as in the last 75-150 million years. (The earth, by contrast, is said to be 4.5 billion years old, or about 40 times older and more ancient than the Pleiades star cluster.) Fourteen stars are actually visible to the naked eye.
The cluster is 440 light years from earth, and is currently passing through a big dust cloud, which adds to the luminosity of those young stars, located in the constellation of Taurus, as the shoulder of the bull.
The four biggest and brightest stars appear in a semi-square or rectangle formation similar to the container sections of the big or little dipper formations. Even the faintest stars in the cluster are about 40 times more luminous than our own sun. The star Alcyone is about 100 times brighter than our sun. There are not very many stars like our sun in the cluster, and the few that are there, appear as only faint pixels of light in good photographs and are almost impossibly hard to see.
According to Greek Mythology, the cluster is named for the 'seven daughters' of Atlas and Pleione. Although bright and close by, the named stars, Atlas and Pleione, are not actually part of the the 'seven sisters' of The Pleiades, but are their parents. Many people today say they can only see 6, not 7 stars as in the days of old. This may be beacuse the 7th brightest Pleiades star – Pleione – is a strange and complicated “shell star” that goes through many unusual changes that causes it to vary in brightness.
The Aztecs are thought to have based their calendar system on the Pleiades.
In Norse Mythology they are apparently referred to as Freya's hens (a cluster of butterflies).
The Pleiades is mentioned once in the Bible: "Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?"
The 'Halloween' festival apparently comes from an old Druid rite connected to the midnight rise of the Pleiades cluster. Supposedly when the Pleiades reaches it's highest point in the sky - the veil of speration between the living in the material world, and the dead in the spiritual world, is at it's weakest or thinnest.
The Japanese term for the Pleiades, is reportedly 'Subaru.' Fuji Heavy Industries adopted the 'Subaru' cluster of 6 visible stars as it's official corporate symbol for the automaker's line of cars.
http://imgsrc.hubblesite.org/hu/db/images/hs-2004-20-b-large_web.jpg cool hubble image
further reading/reference, named star maps, etc.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pleiades_(star_cluster)
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16 Feb 2010 - 3:54am
Ok, it is like this, I am in contact for a while. Out in the woods a month or so ago and stopped car looking for a good place to make contact, and the bushes started to rustle, click, purr, and humm. I get a sense of fear so I take off.
I am out in the morning a few days later and it is coming from the field again, so I record the video, you can listen to it here.
THE VIDEO
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAmOMEGE8uw
Then last night I am out and I take a meditative stance, and then the bushes lit up with clicks and a strange humming and then a snapping.
THE VIDEO SUBTLE BUT TURN UP VIDEO
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGZnl6kiUmY
So I was taking video and it seems like there was one or more energy shells when I got home. The unedited video is here.
However today I am taking video off my camera and I see I snapped some kind of photo on my camera using the quick photo button, and I was shocked to see at least one figure in the bushes, and a mask.
THE PHOTO I FOUND
http://cid-8add1ea4b88d9b80.skydrive.live.com/self.aspx/ET%20Contact%20Related/DSC00253.jpg
A person said it looked like a insectoid, etc., and I am like, oh no, apparently I got some of their DNA, I thought I was in contact with Angelics, where did these guys come from????
So can anyone here tag their energy or get a read off of them, I am just trying to figure out if I got myself in some crap here, cause I am trying to keep my hear connection open, but this is really really radical for me. I like making contact, but now I am thinking are these the beings who live here undergroud, it might explain me trying to build a earth shelter when I was 8. LOL
ANY THOUGHTS?????
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8 Feb 2010 - 2:55pm
hello, this is my first topic on this forum.
i am 16 years old and i came across this site on google. i am from the UK, but i accidently set USA on my profile...
i am sure i am an indigo child and here goes (sorry for an abnormally long post):
when i was about 5? i would have very vivid dreams and not always good ones, either. I could "zone out" at will, and i would create "fantasy" worlds? with friends? in them. I had an intrest in taking things apart at that age, and absorbed knowledge like a sponge.
i never had to read an instruction manual for an electrical or otherwise item, i could just make it work by myself although i would read the manuals for fun years later... i was diagnosed with ADHD for being hyper active and was put on ritalin, but my parents stopped it when it made me depressed, got to the point where i would just refuse to move out of bed and would not have anyone touch me!
at the age of 8 i began questioning ways my family/the world ran, especially when it came to having to do things with no option, i would just downright refuse or sneak a way out of it. in primary school i was friendless, although last year (am in year 10 now) i made a couple of friends, and this year one friend of like mind, as intellegent (more so) than myself and like me, does not mock anyone for belefs/race etc and a loyal friend who i can fully trust. who is now my best friend. but dont want to let slip about my spiritual side just yet... i met him about 5 weeks ago, with the very STRONG feeling of Deja Vu, and i have had several dreams involving me and him, one of which was a precognitive dream which came to pass. I feel like i have met him before... but am not sure where.
when i was in year 4, i was in the car and a memory surfaced of a planet... i felt at the time id created it with thought... but i cannot explain why it is still there.
i would go to car boot sales and get appliances and take them apart/reassemble them, which passed time among other things. i could spot any problems that no one else could, and even today have the "magic" of fixing something in seconds. i at one point (12 years old) would get broken computers, securely wipe the hard disks, fix them up and sell them on... with ease!
it began last year, when i had a sudden desire to learn more... about life and how i came to be here, and this started trying astral projection which i was not good at... but since then my dreams have been very vivid and remember almost all of them! i have had an affinity to sci-fi space movies and the stars and at one point was obsessed with life on other planets. i began reading NDE's to gain more insight, and only when my aunt mentioned a star child and i read the traits it fell into place.
i can see faint outlines around people (and sometimes faint aura's) around people, electric wires, crystals. i have a roze quartz dowsing pendulum and a few crystals, amythyst, smokey quartz, black tourmaline, and the latter wards off out of control unanagable gangs at school, refuse to go near me when i wear it! i use them during meditation and i call upon archangel micheal and visulize protective light before mental projecting/meditation. i have witnessed events during meditation which come to pass. if i worry about soemthing too much, it happens. people at school say "what you looking at" when i look at people, and i look at people can can see what kind of person they are and can detect when i a being manipulated, although when i was desperate to "fit in", i supressed it, and tried to act "normal", trying to drop my decent accent for the inproper one alot in this county use etc. only when i met my friend of like mind did i realize my error and not a moment too soon. i have hated cruelty and violence of all kinds, and have an affinity to animals, ESPECIALLY cats. but dogs aswell. if anyone made a racist joke, i would blow my cap, yelling at the top of my lungs about treating people equally etc etc. Infact, the only people who respect me at school aside from my couple of friends are most of the Eastern EU students there.
i absorb other people's emotions like a sponge, if a friend feels down, i do and they seem to feel better again. especially my best friend, only known 5 weeks, but can absorb his emotions like a sponge!!! the noises in classes at my school peak 95 db, having tested it, and it makes my physically sick after a while, most staff at my school are good however, and i get on well with them. the younger students, year 7, come to me for guidance. my best friend is in year 7, but looks my age! and is my height too, i might add.
i felt like meeting my best friend was fate in itself. as if we had planned it before coming here.
my intuition is spot on, knowing where to be at the right time, but my thoughts can get in the way giving me a false positive. i can read tarot well. i get on well with my aunt who is spiritual too.
i have been able to comunicate with my spirit guides (i always check if i am really comunicating with my spirit guide, by asking if its pendulum use "do you love the holy spirit", since any negative entity could not awnswer yes to that), and have tried communicating with my star family which i have been able to do through meditation, but have no memory of any journeys off earth at present although have asked and am waiting until the time is right for one! at primary school, i would walk around the play ground, going into a completely different reality and enjoying break times in that. it felt so real and it prorably was. Last year i was diagnosed with Asperger's,and the ADHD diagnosis was dropped. just before i began becoming very spiritual.
i spend alot of time gazing at the sky and have been intrested in UFO's trying to find and capture one on film, took an odd photo i might add of a BRIGHT light. taken in pitch black in a field i might add. uploaded to imageshack [URL=http://img21.imageshack.us/i/pic0018q.jpg/][IMG]http://img21.imageshack.us/img21/4355/pic0018q.jpg[/IMG][/URL] datestamp is wrong i might add. was taken in the summer last year. not so good camera and was in the distance. it began getting brighter and brighter, and then went out like a bulb blowing. i took a short clip but need to find it, but it was only at a very small resolution and no zoom. the one night i didnt take my videocamera!
i have felt like i belong in the stars, and follow almost all star child traits, but feel like im a cross between an indigo/crystal.
what do you lot think?
i hope you are all well.
and blessings to all
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6 Feb 2010 - 9:34am
For my entire life I have always been in a deep connection with foxes. When I was a kid I would have simular behaviors and such. Then when I was 9 years old I had an encounter with a fox demon. I know that it may sound hard to believe but this fox took a "liking" to me and has stayed with me ever since then. Then when I was 14 I kept on feeling something on top of my head. more like on two spots on top of my head. I would always feel up there to check if I had something on it but alas. nothing there. then the feeling became more clear and more real. and on my tail bone as well. I would joke and say maybe I growing a tail and ears. then when I was looking in my windows reflection one night I was about to go out, (no mirrors), and saw two fox like ears on top of my head. of course I stared at them for like...a good two minutes before it finally got through my thick skull. it was the same for my tail. until I realized that I had more than one but three tails. but it took a lot of energy to get three out. I'm able to move these ears and tails very easily. my hearing improved but my eye sight has taken a toll. so my question is, do I really have these? and do you think it might be because of the fox demon?
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31 Jan 2010 - 5:02am
I have always had a brief memory of before my birth. A lot like a very deep meditation, no senses, no thoughts, just my awareness present in darkness(empty) yet content. Then a flash of light and a gentle ringing, followed by early infant memories and childhood experiences. Do you know what I speaking of? Do you remember before your birth? I would love to see what you guys have to say, no one I have ever know understands, let a lone believes me.
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27 Dec 2009 - 7:45pm
Blessings and Eternal Love to All,
I have been following Palden Dorje for the last year and I am magnetically drawn to his love, compassion and wisdom.
What is your opinion of him? I really feel he is an Avatar.
http://www.digitaljournal.com/article/284464
