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20 Jun 2013 - 2:28am
I have been going through something called a kundalini awakening for many years now (5 to be exact)
and during this time I have dedicated hours(more like years) of research into the the whole process.
Along the way I have experienced many difficulties and many blissful events. The benefit is that since the process
started I have not gotten sick even once, developed clairvoyance,started being able to manipulate and control
subtle energies, contact higher beings and also lower beings,increased the level of meditation to a level of
constant meditative state and the greatest gift of all is the almost complete full control of my mind.
I now want to share many of the sites that I have found to be informative or at least somehow linked the Kundalini in some way.
It started out as what seemed to be a curse but as I progressed it turned more into a blessing.
I have learned so much along the way and I now want to share these links with you. Whether or
not you find them helpful is fine by me but even if one person find one link somehow
beneficial then that is more than enough. As this is a lightworker's website
there will be many that will resonante with the information that is in here.
Feel free to pm me and ignore the sillier links ;)
-Pantheon Bookmarks!
ps you might also find some irrelevant sites such as youtube and hulu lol
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14 Jun 2013 - 10:07pm
To be sexually triggered can mean different things to different people. The trigger itself can be almost anything; a person, life event, image, sound / song, color, etc. It is most consistently described as a feeling of sexual obsession outside of your usual sexual urges. It can be quite specific; a particular person and/or sexual act invades your mind to the point that nothing else matters. It is usually a combination of pain and pleasure; meaning that the urge is so great that it hurts. Even reaching orgasm does not alleviate the condition. It can last only a day or even weeks….
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28 Apr 2013 - 5:08am
There is a fine line between "spirituality" and magic. Life is magical. Magic can verify and expand your consciousness (at least in my experience). The Yogic life i.e. being spiritual can sometimes morph into the supernatural and magical, just look at the Indian ascetics or the Taoist alchemy. This is the path I chose not so much because of any real choice I had but I was driven to it by the fact who I am. I have discovered my past life I was the Edwardian magician and artist AOS.
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5 Apr 2013 - 5:58pm
... So feel free to move it if I chose wrong...
I have been puzzled by what I am going to tell you for a very long time and I wanted to share this to get thoughts and opinions on the matter. (Apologies in advance for the long post.)
My family moved into a house in a village called Codnor in 1987. The year after I was born.
Ever since the move to this new house, my family experienced odd things. My sister would complain of 'people' sitting on the edge of her bed during the night, my father was followed by a hooded figure and my mother had personal items vanish.
Over the years, the activity became more and more intense. In 1995 my father moved out and went to live elsewhere, but we (My mother, sister and brother) stayed in the house.
My sister complained of activity in the house when we were out. Banging and scraping from the kitchen, items being shuffled, plates clattered. She got so scared at times that she would run into my mother's bedroom and sleep in there.
The stairs and landing area always held some nasty element to it and on the whole the entire family hated it. If we had to turn off the light in the hall, we'd run out and run back in. If we had to turn off the landing light at night, we'd do the same. We'd run out of the bedroom and quickly turn it off, only to hurl ourselves back into bed as fast as we could. And heaven forbid we needed the toilet during the night.
My sister eventually moved out and got married and so did my brother. This left myself and my mother alone in the house. My mother got a job not long after I hit the age where I could no longer get child benefit, so I would often be on my own from 5AM to 12PM. It was then I began to really notice things.
One morning, I had decided that instead of staying awake from 5AM, I would get some more rest. I settled back down into bed and closed my eyes. The next thing I knew, I heard a banging sound followed by hurried footsteps coming up the stairs. The thing was, I knew it was our stairs, as they had a unique and distinct squeak to them. The top step would creak and the next two steps up would make a lighter squeak then a thud. It was definitely them. I thought Mom had come back due to forgetting something. Like keys, or her purse. But there was silence. We had had a break in a couple of years previous, so I was naturally on edge. It was actually my first thought, so I grabbed my phone and called my mother who was almost at work. I was on the phone when I heard the exact same footsteps again. I have no idea how I did it, but I got back to sleep about half an hour later.
A couple of years passed where nothing much happened. Just the odd thing. Like items vanishing and reappearing, noises from the attic. Then we started noticing it again.
My mother and myself went to the shops one day to pick up a snack from the local deli. When we returned, there was dripping coming from the ceiling just above the back door. We could hear whooshing from the pipes too. We bolted upstairs to find the bathroom taps fully on and the plug in. The bathroom was flooded. To this day, we have no idea what the hell happened there.
This happened again about 2 years after when we returned from an outing with my brother. This time, the plug was not in thankfully.
It was from that point it began to get more and more frequent. I would see things at night that I couldn't explain. I first put it down to lucid dreaming, but I was not the only one seeing them. I would see strange insect-like creatures crawling up the curtains and on the ceiling. I'd stare at them and they would vanish after about 15 seconds. There was one time that I was not sleepy and I was looking out the bedroom window at the street. It was about 1AM at the time and I saw something very strange on the hedge that surrounded the house. The only way to describe it was a spider. But it had ridiculously long legs and it was gliding effortlessly across the top of the hedge. My fiance also saw this for himself back in 2009!
Other things I would see were a man in my room. He would be half way through the floor of the room. (The stairs were directly under my room.) Sometimes I would open my eyes and see a face looking back at me in close proximity, only to fade in a second or two. I admit, that was very unwelcome.
The last few years of living in the house had more physical things happen. Objects would be thrown across the room, things would stop working, or randomly activate by themselves (IE: My laptop. Which, by the way, does not do it anymore now I live elsewhere.) and we (My mother and myself) would have our covers pulled from us when in bed. I remember one night literally having to battle to keep the cover on me. There were also random and vile smells. Almost like rotting meat. Thankfully, this only happened once and only lasted 3 weeks or so.
My fiance moved in with me in the house not long before we moved out. He was the type that didn't believe in ghosts. He had been taught from an early age that when you die, that is it. My mother began to date again and was out of the house frequently, leaving myself and my fiance alone. We decided to clean the house up a little, as we wanted to make my mother feel happier. (She had been suffering from severe depression.) I don't think it was approved of, as things kept going wrong. The vacuum would randomly overheat (Even though in this new house it never has!), things would fall on us, items would vanish, I even had the unit of our old computer literally fling out from under the desk and hit me square on my shin, even though there was no way it could have. I also had the vacuum cleaner itself chucked at me. We could also hear loud thumps from inside the wardrobe as if someone was punching it from inside. We'd joke and say 'oi, enough of that.' Probably not the best of ideas...
Another thing we noted was that when the door to my brother's old room (Which had been used for storage over the previous few years) was left open, the toilet light would turn itself on. We would be out during the day, return at night and it would be on. Or we'd wake up in the morning and it would be on. But, it didn't happen when the door was shut.
One day, I recall the door being left open and I saw a stack of my drawings get lifted and flipped through right in front of my eyes. This was in the dead of winter with no doors or windows open. Needless to say, I was not impressed and slept with the covers over my head that night.
One night, my fiance was upstairs shaving while I was amusing myself playing a Facebook game. It was midnight, so naturally I was hungry. (I always get hungry for some reason after midnight.) So, I went to the kitchen and started making myself a snack. I was addicted to omelette and cheese bagels at the time, so I started making one. After it had finished cooking, I took it into the living room and continued messing about on the game I was playing. I had almost finished it when I heard Lee shout from on the landing. (We had no bathroom light at that time, as the bulb had gone and we couldn't get the light cover off to replace it, so Lee was having to use a mirror on the landing.) I went up to see what he wanted and he said that he had seen a man in the mirror looking back at him. I was naturally confused, but my gut did flip flops. I asked what kind of man and he said it was a short, bald man. He even said that he stared at him and could see him out of the corner of his eye looking over his shoulder as if it was a real person present. I admit, I was a touch unnerved. The door to my mother's room (Which we had taken as our own by that point) was open a little way and for some reason I daren't look in. I also felt a horrible cold feeling that felt as if it wrapped around my ankles. I didn't want to stay up there at all. I went downstairs and called my mother up to see if there was anyone in the family who had died that fit the description. She said there was none. I rang off, tried to shrug it off and finished the last bit of my bagel... Only for my fiance to shout again. He came running down the stairs with foam still on his face saying that he'd seen him again, only this time it was as if he was screaming at him but he couldn't hear any sound. It had freaked him out and he was incredibly uncomfortable. I said for him to finish shaving quickly and come down. Reluctantly, he went back up and tried to shave... But, for some reason the razor was not cutting anymore no matter how hard he pressed. Also, the cold tap was chugging out scalding hot water which burned his hand. During this time, I had gotten onto my mother again and told her he had seen this man again in the mirror. While I was on the phone I could hear odd noises coming from upstairs. My fiance finished shaving and ran downstairs again, only to pause and stare into the kitchen with an absolutely horrified look on his face. I stopped talking to Mom to ask him what was wrong. He said that he had seen the man again outside the kitchen window walking past with an unearthly grin on his face and his was very skinny and looked like he had no arm on one side. I told him to get into the living room and while I was still talking to my mother I could hear loud footsteps coming from above me. (My mother's old room.) My bones were also cold and the atmosphere was horrific. She suggested I get in touch with my brother so I could stay the night at his, but while she was talking I felt the atmosphere lift suddenly. It was instantly warmer again and I felt oddly happy. I actually mentioned it to her, as it was so sudden and drastic. But, then it dropped again. The feeling of dread and the cold returned and it felt as if something was circling us. I got off the phone with her and called my brother. In a state of panic I explained what was happening and the fact that we just couldn't stay in the house. We ended up at his that night sleeping in his living room. And now my fiance is more open minded about the paranormal...
The house was never right from the start. I would love to know just what was going on there, but I guess I will never truly know.
The day we moved out was interesting too. During the move, my mother had experienced a couple of little things while alone. (IE: A piece of paper scooting across the bedroom floor.) But, it was when the house was totally empty and the power had been turned off... Myself and my brother's Mrs went to check the rooms to be sure we hadn't left anything. All was well and clear... Then we got to my brother's old room. We opened the door was were hit in the face by the most intense cold breeze. It was bone chilling. It made our eyes water! We turned to each other, nodded and said that it was fine and we should go. We legged it down the stairs, said goodbye to the house and left to live in the new house we are in now.
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27 Mar 2013 - 5:26pm
Hi, new to this forum. I noticed there's no separate subforum for this. I've had this drama/trauma going on for a while, amongst other mind-blowing phenomena. Anyone else here well versed in this?
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10 Mar 2013 - 3:29pm
I'm not really sure if this was the best category for this quesiton, but it didn't really seem to fit in any others ;)
So my question is does anyone know of or attended any Spiritual Colleges or Universities? I have no specific area of study in mind as of yet, but I am interested in channeling, tarot, psychic studies, energy healing mainly, but I am also not limiting my studies to those topics either. What I want is to get into a new environment and setting and to learn in a new way. I feel that it is time I go back to school and I am really looking for a college/university that offers housing and that I would stay at for a couple months or so. I have so far in my own search found some places that interest me, Univeristy of Sedona, Delphi, and Wisdom University. But all of those don't really offer the length of stay I am also very much looking for. While I am not ruling any of those out I still am seraching for others.
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7 Mar 2013 - 5:52pm
Soldiers kill people and are trained to do so. Do they incur karma? Cannibalism has occurred many times in North Korea? Do they incur karma? Holy shit, I think I am starting to become atheist or agnostic!
How does determinism conflict with karma? Don’t people understand that there are certain situations that would drive a person to do something horrific? What about acts of self-defense like someone breaking into your home and tries to kill you?
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21 Jan 2013 - 7:56pm
Hi I am at an early stage on my spiritual journey and I have read many different books ranging from "The power of your subconscious mind," "The game of life and how to play it" to "The gospel of Thomas" and I am quite confused with naming/differences between certain things of a spiritual nature. I would be so grateful if someone more experienced and enlightened than I could help clarify the following;
This is how I understand things to be at this moment in time:
We are Spiritual beings inside a meat-suit which is our physical body,therefore we have a physical body,a spirit and a soul.After that I am quite confused.
1. What is the higher self? Is This our subconscious mind? Is it the Christ within? Is it our soul? Where is the soul located? Is it our pineal gland or our heart or throat???
2.What is the ego? Is This our Conscious mind or what may it be? If its not our mind why do we have one?
3.What is our spirit? Is this our mind body? Is this the one creative mind/the mind of god which consists of our conscious and subconscious mind which we can use as our own? Is our mind in our brain or heart or does our mind consist of our entire body,inside each cell??
4.What is our spirit guide? Are we our Spirit guide? Is this just the same as our spirit within our physical body? What is our Daemon, Is this the ego?
I thank everyone for their time in reading.
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7 Jan 2013 - 10:50pm
Always felt from outer-space, for years my God within had leaded me to learn filmmaking, to create and transcend, send out light on life and give birth to my very loved Avatar, to tell his story of a (unwillingly turned) vampire who saves a man from an attempted suicide and teaches him life is a journey of finding who we truly are through the things we do that definds us, it never ends, it's about fullfilling wishes , love transcend our spirits, holds us together as one, but only to realize his own un-fullfilled wishes of a true love he once left and returns to her grave, as sunrises, his soul frees and finds eternal peace. Through out the journey of bringing him to life, i ended up putting the puzzles in my own life together, reconnected with my Higherself and Innerchild, and jumped out from the whole structure of screenplay how the protagnist go through obstercals to dig the essence inside him to achieve goal and need, and how all the events and characters are all connected to unfold such journey, i steped out, and looked at this "real world", it is all the same. And i found God. That moment, the love that i felt was enormous. and i weeped... Then a research to locate a "past life" story of my Avatar leaded me to reconnect with Lemuria, Mt. Shasta, found peace and onenes, and connected with other lightworkers... One time, in a trance state, i asked God to show himself. A white light dissolved and gradually formed a face, i recognized it was the face of my Avatar. I realized God has been there through out my entire journey, and learned what a Creator/Creation relatinship is truely about, and what means for him to transcend, to love, and find peace.
Love, to everyone, every being, every bit of God
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3 Jan 2013 - 3:35pm
A few months ago, I dreamed of a very close friend of mine, telling me I am "spiritually pregnant", because I have been using my Shiva Lingam stone and prayer. About a month after my dream, another friend of mine (that had no clue about my dream) gave me a Tarot reading. She was also getting from the reading, that I am pregnant. O.o
First of all, I am not sexually active period, and haven't been for a year now. However, some of the pregnancy symptoms are present. Last night, after Reiki, I was using a Moss Agate pendulum in the shop, and I asked it if I was "spiritually pregnant". The answer came back YES.
Okay, so now I'm really wanting to know what do I do ? What does THIS mean ?
Everything I look up online regarding "spiritual pregnancy" keeps talking about pregnancy that was achieved by "physical sex". This doesn't apply. So, I'm trying to be patient, and not get frustrated....all I want is answers and some direction.
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2 Jan 2013 - 1:17pm
Um, I was doing some energy work (with water and air), which broke my orgonite pendant. Does anyone know what that could mean ?
It only contained a coiled copper ring, some amazonite chips, and an ammonite fossil. The part that was left remaining on my pendant is the ammonite fossil. The coiled copper and amazonite chips came off as one chunk (like a cap piece).
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23 Dec 2012 - 4:34pm
I hope people don't get upset if I ask when its going to happen.. I'm just curious
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18 Dec 2012 - 1:34pm
Also, do you know if making it with caulk will work ?
I'm interested in making my own. This way I can put whatever stones and other natural materials in it as I like. I really don't want to pour and mix any liquids that have toxic fumes, just to make it. I've seen it posted that they can be made with wax, however be careful because these can melt. I live in South East Florida, and want one of these for the car. So making them with wax won't be a good idea.
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12 Dec 2012 - 8:01am
So as many know there is much information about how the new energy we are in now and moving more into as the 21st of December nears, is going to begin to feel very different from how it is now. For one thing the lag between the visualization stage and the manifestation time when you are trying to co-create your reality is supposed to minimized greatly to almost be disappeared. For another thing those with only a speck of doubt, that are allowing doubt to exist in their lives, the doubt will be amplified by many times. Intent and spoken words should be carefully looked at as well. My consern is those of us who are still in the healing process to release the old and release traumas and need to dig and look within and give space to their thoughts and allow them to flow. those who are needing to sit with their emotions fears and thoughts as irrational or uncomfortable as they may be, they must do this to work through and empty out and discover everything within that needs to be released but in this new energy is this going to co-create negative things?
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10 Dec 2012 - 5:09pm
A lot has been said and written about the Law of Attraction.
But many questions have remained unanswered:
-How do the Law of Attraction actually works?
-Where does the Law of Attraction comes from?
-What is the relationship between the Law of Attraction and the common laws of Physics?
-Why does the Law of Attraction work for some and not for others, sometimes and sometimes not?
... until NOW!
These questions and many more are finally answered in a logical scientific way within the new book: Elementary Metaphysics.
The book is available on Amazon Kindle (http://www.amazon.com/Elementary-Metaphysics-ebook/dp/B00AIL6E9W)
and on Apple iBookStore.
Enjoy!
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6 Dec 2012 - 5:09am
Hi all well new to all this stuff few months in.it was tuff awaking kinda slamed into me.well new event few days ago went into a red spinning tunnle there was a line up dogs first dog i siad your a pet shit happens your pure energy get over it go do what ever dogs go and do.after about the 3erd dog ask how many were there there was alot ended up gathering all dogs in one place all in the red tunnle but it adjust to fit all the dogs.told them what i told the first dog. then came out of the tunnle and that was it.
complaint center for soles/this is only way i could explane it.
any ideas what is happening are if there is a name for it id like to look into it more
Thanks Adam
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12 Nov 2012 - 10:58am
How does one block out telepathic communication with another. How do I keep my thoughts private? How do is stop this person form invading my privacy. He takes all my thoughts transposes to written form. And blogs about it under various pseudonyms. I want my thoughts be mine and mine alone unless I choose to share them with someone. I want him to stop inviting himself to my body. I am married therefore having telepathic physical relates is cheating, he does to help with all the constant poking and prodding, coercing. Help help help what do I do. How can I make this situation change?
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11 Oct 2012 - 5:20pm
I can feel my twin flame inside of me and I feel like we are becoming the same person..what is this??ps im not crazy!
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22 Sep 2012 - 10:11pm
Hi,
This forum seems a great place to meet like-minded souls.
I (female) would like to connect with women in London who want to further develop, explore and learn about tantra/taoism/daoism and the ways we can use our sexual energy to transform it into spiritual energy in a safe, secure and sacred setting.
Contact me for information if you are interested to find out more. Beginners are very welcome.
I am looking forward to hearing from you.
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1 Sep 2012 - 12:17pm
http://www.avaaz.org/en/pakistan_save_my_daughter/?cjYAvdb. This is the link to a petition to save a girl from the pakistanian goernment, all of the information is there. They need 1,000,000 signatures, and have over 800,000. Just need a few more.
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21 Aug 2012 - 5:25am
I decided to make a topic and ask about this on here, because it occurred to me only tonight that it is a bit strange. I have no idea even it's in way related to to ascension, earth changes or anything else in any way spiritual... or if I've just come one step closer to losing it. I will say too that I don't feel this has anything to do in any way with depression, and I don't like it this with fear or concern. It's just simply odd.
Anyway, it seems that in the last month I've become curious as to whether family and friends think I could survive a life or death survival situation or not. If I were lost in the woods for two weeks without supplies, would they be shocked if I made it back alive, if the car broke down during a blizzard in dangerous cold while I was driving them out of town, do they think I could keep them and myself from freezing. I find myself wondering if they might ask my opinion on what to do, if we found ourselves shipwrecked, or lost in the dessert. If I was with a group of either family and friends or strangers, after a major disaster, would it be assumed that could save them all, that's I'm the one they would feel they have to protect and take care of.
I in no way believe such a thing is going to happen. It's not about that at all. I'm not someone to fear such an unlikely thing as getting shipwrecked, lol. I don't even own a boat, and I have no interest at all in sailboat racing. I can't imagine how on Earth I would manage to accidently get myself lost in the woods either! I do feel that the idea of a disaster or freak accident is a metaphor for something else entirely, and of course the idea of people's reactions to me and my situation in such a thing, is a metaphor for people's reactions to me in a very different situation. Obviously it's important or I wouldn't have started to wonder such absurd things in the first place. But I can't quite grasp what it means.
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13 Aug 2012 - 7:12pm
I am curious about dogs and reincarnation. My husband and I had a smooth chow named Bear for 15 years.She was our child in every sense of the word.We have no human children and she was our only pet. We loved her so much and sadly she passed away 2 years ago leaving us heartbroken and devastated.
As time went on my husband and I began to feel the desire for another dog, so we began going to pounds and looking online at rescues for a dog. I always felt that the universe would send me the dog that is meant to be ours and I would know it when I saw it. For 2 years none of the dogs we looked at felt right so we had just settled on being dogless until one day I just happened to see an ad for 2 adorable akita/chow mix puppies.
Something told me to email for pics so I did and the pics I received totally melted my heart.The first pic I opened I knew I had found my dog.When I saw the other pic of the other puppy we decided to get both pups and have been so happy ever sense! We had our adorable girls Mia and Aija for 3 weeks now and have begun to notice some very shocking things from Mia. First of all she looks a lot like the chow we had that passed 2 years ago Bear, only she's a different color.
We have watched in shock as she does the same things Bear used to do, prefers the same food,sleeps in the same spots and position,licks our feet the same,Even buries her food like bear used to do. This has got me to thinking she is Bear reincarnated.They say cats have 9 lives, what about dogs? Is there any seeres of intuiits here who can tell me if this is bear?
I also read that pets are coming into peoples lives to help the with ascension. Is this true and is this why I found my sweet puppies now? Our hearts are so filled up with love and they have brightend up our home and lives so much.
Thanks
Daphane
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10 Aug 2012 - 1:24am
how would i learn how to do telekinesis (moving objects with your mind without touching them)
the kind of telekinesis i am interested in is weather manipulation.
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6 Aug 2012 - 10:20pm
My husband says he is a Guardian (he sees himself as an old soul who has watched over Earth in past lives), but has given up on people. He says that the negativity people project with their greed, corruption and violence is outweighing the positive energy that it is impoosible for him to raise his vibrations or be very positive at all. I explained that The Source is infinite energy that you tap into through the innerself.He says that because of the negativity the third dimension will soon be destroyed and there will be those of us who will recreate it.I feel it our responsiblility as Awakened ones to encourage positivity and Awaken others who are ready. As a Guardian he has given up and is most often in a negative mood where all he wants to do is watch tv and play video games. I told him that these activities only increase the negative, but he won't listen. I don't think its right for him to just give up and this dimension is not about to be destroyed there are just many of us who are going to move on to the fourth dimension, but before that there is going to be some very troubled times which will assist in Awakening others in a large scale. Any advice on first of all how to keep his negativity from bringing down my vibrations and is there anything to help him see differently?
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6 Aug 2012 - 6:44pm
I really admire those who like to look within themselves as it is here in which they believe they have found all the answers. It is here they believe it is what is best and what constitutes best. In the process of looking within oneself, I do wonder if gut instinct or intuition exists in conjunction to looking within oneself or if they are in actuality separate from one another. I would like to take a closer thorough look at this internal philosophy of thought and belief. Analogous to one of my previous writings named "Thought Processes and Its Impact" (http://lightworkers.org/forum/114086/thought-processes-and-its-impact), I noted missing important key points perhaps not known to the typical average individual both in the expert arenas as well as the non-expert arenas. More importantly, I felt the tracing to finding the true root cause of a particular thought did not go far enough in the view and opinion of many people (speaking to pretty much everyone).
So in the case of looking within oneself to find the answers, I am puzzled by the fact that there are countless instances in which when one were to look within oneself, one is still wrong, still searching for answers, or inevitably find out eventually that they did not have any answer even though they may have initially thought so. This is similar to the whole notion of suggesting to others to follow their gut instinct, listen to the inner voice, or that their intuition is usually correct. The funny thing about the precedent statement is that it literally says "their intuition is usually correct." If one were to look up the word usually in the dictionary, one may logically conclude that this isn't always entirely correct. In other words, just because one's intuition is usually correct and (hence the usage of the word usually is used), does not mean that one's intuition is always going to be correct. We also find in so many instances (pertaining to our daily lives and the global world around us), our gut feeling, inner voice, or intuition may not be right.
A potential counterargument by those in support of the internal philosophy is that the individual consciousness is linked to the collective consciousness or the collective intelligence and so basically any idea by one individual would be known to all other individuals. In reality though, we know that is not true. It's true that the knowledge possessed by the collective can sometimes be transmitted to a particular individual but certainly not all knowledge is transmitted because that one individual is able to come to the understanding of something not known or understood by the collective. I sometimes wonder where the brilliant idea of a particular individual comes from and if it does come from within is there another dimension or layer in which that idea comes from? Is there a beginning point in which one can pinpoint the origin much farther back than the internal self? Within oneself, aren't we all connected to form a collective intelligence of existence? Isn't the collective intelligence supposed to be superior to the individual kind of like the notion that two brains are better than one but then again maybe one brain might be better than both brains?
Because a particular individual is able to possess knowledge not quite known or understood by everyone else, I believe it is safe to say that that can be attributed to a Mysterious Variable. I do not want to say that the tracing of this origin is going back to an outside entity such as God because I would like to speak within the context in which we do not know if such as outside entity exist or do not exist. It is much safer this way because that is what current reality says and shows us, in other words, we have no way of determining as to whether or not a God outside of ourselves exist or do not exist.
Please keep in mind that I am not trying to refute the notion that all the answers come from within us and the internal self but rather I am just wondering if there is still yet another origin beyond the internal self (or in this case I guess that would translate to the precedent meaning something prior to the internal self in which brilliant ideas emerge from).
Perhaps gut instinct may actually be separate from the act of looking within oneself because it does not require any extensive thinking. Gut instinct is automatic and may occur within a matter of seconds. It is this in which I see the possibility of the validity of the oneness theory, that we are all One and that we are God yet gut instinct itself isn't always entirely correct either. Where then is the existence of Omniscience? Either way, even if gut instinct was separate, this does not support the internal philosophy and so does the act of looking within oneself as previously explained in prior paragraphs.
Finally, another potential counterargument would be that the God Source split itself up into many pieces and so you get different beings, people, and things. All of these differences would constitute God. Even if all of this was and is entirely correct, this still does not explain the inaccuracies of the internal self, as well as the joint effort of a multitude of individuals (which we also know may have inaccuracies and the crazy thing is that the "group mind" may have more inaccuracies compared to the individual self or that one person.....). Hence, the only logical conclusion is unknown or as I would like to put it, an Unknown Variable.
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27 Jul 2012 - 8:07am
I do understand that when anyone dies they don't really "die" they just leave the body and come back into the same species EX. if I die as a human being I come back into a human body (while other pieces of my being come back as whatever part they have been I.E. the tiger part comes back as tiger again, snake part as another snake ect ect) but what happens when that "piece" doesn't exist anymore does it just "dissappear" back into being nothing or does it go into some kind of "storage" where it could be re-used latter?
Another thing I have been trying to figure out regards the bodies of former past lives and the "possesions" of these former lives as well.
Okay once we are "free" from reincarnation and are no longer "chained" to a single body forever (until death) does this mean I can just being back the former bodies that I "lost" before and as for possesions can they be "remade" as well?
yes I am a little greedy in a way but I would just like to think that after living so many different lives I would like to think that I can at lest have somewhat of a netgain and not just "break even".
in other words I would at lest like to think that being "dammned" here for so long (even if done by choice it is still dammanation) will have some kind of "value" for me.
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20 Jul 2012 - 8:29pm
Hello everyone! I am a new member and I have been reading through the forums and I notice alot of reference to "God" I fear I may not share the same beliefs of many like myself. Or perhaps, I am misinterpreting what is written... So I humbly ask for assistance in this quest of discerment.
I believe there is an energy of light that permeates the universe. I do not believe that is a "God" per-se... I think that when the inhabitants of earth came into contact with our peoples they misinterpretaed their actions as "God-like" and sadly began to worship our peoples. I do not believe we are gods we are cousins of theirs and what we are able to do they can in time do also. The religious system is a hodge podge of humans trying in their finite might to grasp who we are and when our peoples return they will see the truth. I try not to use any of the references of earth religions because I feel it only harms humanity by continueing to propogate mis-information... hence my aversion to the term "God" Is that a uncommon belief among other light-workers?
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1 Jun 2012 - 4:07pm
Hi there. I was wondering if Lightworkers normally have power numbers of 11 or 22. When I figure out my numbers, my numbers look like this...
Power Number is 22
Birthday is 11
Name is 11
I was just told by a medium that I am an incarnated angel so I'm trying to figure all of this out...if it could be true.
Any thoughts???
Rachel
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29 May 2012 - 4:32pm
Over the last month or so I have had a ringing in just my left ear and sometimes it's loud, sometimes soft, sometimes short and sometimes long.... all times of day and night this happens and I have no clue as to why. I have looked this up online and seen everything from developing more Clairaudience "which was not one of my strongest gifts" and I have read that it simply means someones talking positive about you.
Any other thoughts or suggestions????
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27 May 2012 - 7:20am
Where was Jesus between the ages of 12 and 30?
And where did Jesus go after the age of 33?
These are usually two very good questions to ask Christians to get the party started.
Because despite the fact that Jesus' travels are well-documented in Hindu, Tibetan and Islamic traditions,
many Christians have never even asked themselves these glaringly obvious questions;
born out of reading the Bible,
and then asking yourself why the gaping hole in the documentation of Jesus' life.
All the differing brands and sub-brands of Christianity have been very adept at airbrushing the Nazarene's biography.
And for good reason.
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30 Apr 2012 - 5:34pm
From my understanding it's a common trait for Lightworkers to have lead difficult lives. I'm sure there may be individual reasons for this, but when asking the question of my higher self, I got the answer: "It's because your heart is so big and open that you pull in all the negativity around you".
So, for what it's worth, I feel that an overlooked and important aspects of a Lightworker's role is to diffuse all the negative energies on Earth through their heart chakra. And remember, energy cannot be created nor destroyed, so by you taking on the negativity, negativity ends up in your life. I'm just wondering if there is a way to escape this vicious cycle.
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28 Apr 2012 - 10:37am
From the "Big Bang" particals of similer light and density attracts each other and forms "Dimensions", "Ascension" is a natural path to return home, to God, for that's what we hold within.
The entire “Creation” is God's projection, from which God sees himself and learns who he truely is, through which he evolves and transcends.
God too has twin soul, has higherselves.. there is much more to the "Consciousness" than this "Creation" alone, there have been more "Big Bang" than the one we know.
God creates us in his own image, our experiences in return recreate that image, together it forms a circle of creation, the ultimate “Onenes”.
The NEW “Enlightenment” we bring back to God through the journey of fullfilling any “Mission” we have, is the true purpose of that mission, more precious than the mission itself.
Not only after we make a mistake can we learn a lesson, not only after we suffer a castyspgy can we be strong, not only after we walk through all the dimensions can we return home, the greatness of being God is always there in our hearts, it’s upto us to unlock.
No need to fear, we’re in God’s hand, one way or another after all.
…
“Love, to everyone, every being, they are every bit of God.”
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1 Apr 2012 - 8:33pm
Hi Guys, there is a fabulous book that you can read for free called The Prophecy of Sion it is so full of Truths, its on a website called tpuc.org
Love to you all
Trisha xxx
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31 Mar 2012 - 1:03pm
This is my first post ;) hello
I love earth, and 3D reality. I love the challenge of trying to exist here, holding on to my own truth while everything around me tries to tear it away from me. The struggle in the dark is where I find the strength of my conviction, and that strength fills me with light and makes me fearless.
I am a light "worker", and the darkness is the place where I can best pursue my work. So long as there is cruelty and suffering anywhere in the universe, that's where I belong, bringing the energy of love, compassion, and forgiveness. Send me to the place filled with broken hearts. I find the meaning of my existence in serving others, and this world of suffering is the place for that service. I don't turn away from the darkness, I face it with joy and open arms. Thank you 3D reality, for giving me a reason to shine.
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23 Mar 2012 - 4:45pm
I don’t know about you, but inside me there’s this…beast…that lets me know when I’m being treated differently to anyone else. This beast does like raging when I get less than my fair share. For example, when I was a little boy, and my Mum dished out the chips at tea-time, if my brother or sister got more chips than me I’d soon complain. Did you, when you found yourself in exactly the same situation?
Funny thing is though, if my brother or sister ever got fewer chips than me, I never said a thing. Why do you suppose that was? Why did I demand equality for myself, while turning a blind eye to the inequalities others suffered?
It certainly wasn’t because I was ignorant of what equality is. That I knew, as I’ve said. And it certainly wasn’t because I was ignorant of the inequalities befalling others. That I could see, as I’ve said. So what was it?
Selfishness, of course. A bad thing, do you suppose? Not really. At the very least this selfishness told me when I was being treated differently to others. At the very least this selfishness told me to rage so that I could have exactly what everyone else was having. It can be a good thing to have, this selfish beast within.
Yet a time comes when it must be tamed. And it must be tamed in such a way that it rages for others as well as your own self. “There but for the Grace of God go I”. When you see the truth of that, you realise that person despairing over there in the corner - the one who’s being denied a fair share because he’s female instead of male, because he’s white instead of black, because he’s gay instead of straight, because he’s a child instead of an adult, because he’s a Jew instead of a Nazi – that person could well be you if things were somehow less in your favour.
Love your neighbour as yourself, my friends.
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17 Mar 2012 - 11:28am
Revelation 17:18
And this woman you saw in your vision (the woman upon whose forehead is written this mystery: “Babylon the Great, Mother of All Prostitutes and Obscenities in the World.”) represents the great city that rules over the kings of the world.
Simply put, what must surely be modern-day Christendom’s shallowest reading of the Book of Revelation deduces through a simplistic process of elimination that the sacrilegious woman symbolised within those pages can only represent a world empire of false religion as the only two other kinds of world empire this interpretation takes into consideration – a commercial one and a political one – can be ruled out through even a casual reading of the very book itself.
While it is certainly true that such a reading is very much a giant leap taken albeit unwittingly toward comprehending what this great city actually is, those who are taught to perceive Babylon the Great in this way are obliged to look no further for this great city’s underlying disposition, and as such their understanding of what is a very profound theocratic issue develops no further, if indeed it ever develops at all.
Surprisingly, the curious thing about Babylon the Great is this: everyone the world over knows exactly what this great city is even if they themselves think they do not, for so sly is Babylon the Great that she hides in plain sight of the entire world knowing very few of its inhabitants – those who toil for her included - can see this great city for what it actually is: the god of this world’s global system of counterfeit justice.
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3 Mar 2012 - 9:21am
In her blog, Sunnysideup asked for others to explain what this scripture means. Those who responded are on the right track, but they're not quite hit the nail on the head. Coming from a Christian background, I thought then that I'd explain what this scripture means to us Christians.
< 1 John 2:15 >>
New International Version (©1984)
Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.
This scripture follows on from another scripture similar to it: Christians are *in* the world but they are not *of* it. What does this mean then? Ok, let's begin.
The world we live in is under the influence of evil spirits. To a Christian, it is the devil who is leading these evil spirits. The devil wants to destroy as many people as he can. He does this by tempting them with all sorts of "goodies", be it power, wealth, fame, whatever. These temptations work because they rely on us succumbing to what the bible calls "the ways of the flesh". What this really means is that we are all prey to lust. Now, when we think of lust we think of sexual lust. However, in its original meaning, lust means a very strong desire for anything, whatever it may be - the power, wealth, etc I've already mentioned. Lust is the way of the world we are all in.
Some of us though, have realised that lust leads only to destruction, and so we give up lust (the ways of the flesh) and we begin living in what the bible calls the way of the spirit - which is love, and nothing but love. When one starts to live in this way, we are still *in* this world but we are no longer *of* it.
Hence, if anyone loves this world, the love of the Father is not in him, because such a person does not love, he lusts.
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2 Mar 2012 - 10:52pm
Can someone please enlighten me as to what Shapeshifters are exactly?
I awoke this morning feeling nothing like 'me'. Nothing smells the same, tastes the same, looks the same. Even my thought patterns feel altered.
I mentioned it to an acquaintance and he jokingly said that he was Reptilian and had gotten inside. EEEKKKK!! Is this possible? Has he gotten inside? How do I get this parasite out of me? How do I go back to what I thought was my normality?
I thought perhaps it was some kind of awakening rather than someone getting inside? If so, am I meant to go with this, I don't feel ugly, none of these new feelings are anything I dislike but it's not me (if that makes sense)///
Any insight or ideas would be greatly appreciated.
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10 Feb 2012 - 9:58pm
Let's hold a memorial this July 2nd for all the people who lost their lives in the 1947 Roswell crash. Twelve lives of the Zeta Reticuli were lost and they deserve to be remembered. Why did they come that time? They came to find out why people were using nuclear weapons and their race was trying to help us. The reptilians were making their selves look like the Greys over the years in order to ruin their reputation. This explains A LOT! Also, the Greys are dolphin based like we are monkey based. The dolphins are loving creatures and maybe there's a connection between the fact that they are based on loving creatures just like we are based on monkeys and exhibit similarities to them.
So, let's hold a memorial for the Zeta Reticuli this July 2nd for all the lives lost. They deserve their dignity. They are a loving race.
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4 Feb 2012 - 9:13pm
I'm looking for teachings and advice on cultivating self-discipline.
Any ideas or thoughts are welcome, but if anyone has anything particular to say to somebody, like myself, who used to be quite self-disciplined but has lost that fire due to frequent failures, (due to having the wrong goals,) and wants to re-cultivate that part of themselves, please share.
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28 Jan 2012 - 3:03am
I went on Google trying to find any picture I could that looked similar to the image of Christ I captured with my video camera in November of last year, and this was the only one that was even close to it.
Do you see any similarities between these two pictures ?.
The Image On The Left Is My Picture Of Jesus Taken 11/14/11 At 2:56 AM. The Picture Was Taken As All The Earthbound Spirits Were Going Into The Light.
I’m a second generation medium/sensitive and I have been doing mass rescues from my home in Rockville Maryland for almost two years now.
I have over the past year been getting hundreds of images like this with my Panasonic High Definition 1080P video camera.
The Other Picture Is Of The Shroud of Turin.
Shroud of Turin The Shroud of Turin: modern photo of the face, positive left, negative right. Negative has been contrast enhanced.
The Shroud of Turin or Turin Shroud (Italian: Sindone di Torino, Sacra Sindone) is a linen cloth bearing the image of a man who appears to have suffered physical trauma in a manner consistent with crucifixion. It is kept in the royal chapel of the Cathedral of Saint John the Baptist in Turin, northern Italy. The image on the shroud is commonly associated with Jesus Christ, his crucifixion and burial. The origins of the shroud and its image are the subject of intense debate among scientists, theologians, historians and researchers. The Catholic Church has neither formally endorsed nor rejected the shroud, but in 1958 Pope Pius XII approved of the image in association with the Roman Catholic devotion to the Holy Face of Jesus. The image on the shroud is much clearer in black-and-white negative than in its natural sepia color. The negative image was first observed in 1898, on the reverse photographic plate of amateur photographer Secondo Pia, who was allowed to photograph it while it was being exhibited in the Turin Cathedral. In 1978 a detailed examination was carried out by a team of American scientists called STURP. They found no reliable evidence of forgery, and called the question of how the image was formed “a mystery”. In 1988 a controversial radiocarbon dating test was performed on small samples of the shroud. The laboratories at the University of Oxford, the University of Arizona, and the Swiss Federal Institute of Technology, concurred that the samples they tested dated from the Middle Ages, between 1260 and 1390. At least four articles have since been published in scholarly sources contending that the samples used for the dating test may not have been representative of the whole shroud. Scientific and popular publications have presented diverse arguments for both authenticity and possible methods of forgery. A variety of scientific theories regarding the shroud have since been proposed, based on disciplines ranging from chemistry to biology and medical forensics to optical image analysis. According to former Nature editor Philip Ball, “it’s fair to say that, despite the seemingly definitive tests in 1988, the status of the Shroud of Turin is murkier than ever. Not least, the nature of the image and how it was fixed on the cloth remain deeply puzzling”. The shroud is one of the most studied artifacts in human history, and one of the most controversial.
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26 Jan 2012 - 3:03am
I just got this image from the nucleus of a spirit orb on 01-23-12 The thing is I have to go on Google after I get these images just to figure this stuff out. So I have to make sure I'm sitting down when I get a match like this.
Saint Michael the Archangel Revelation 12 tells of a red dragon who is defeated by "Michael and his angels."Michael is also mentioned in Daniel 12:1 as a "prince" who will save the Jewish people. In portraits St. Michael is most often seen slaying a dragon with a lance or sword. The dragon is "that old serpent who is called the devil and Satan" that St. Michael vanquishes in Revelation 12:7-9. Some later images reflect this identity by substituting Satan himself for a dragon. In images where he is slaying the dragon St. Michael is winged, and his attractive hair is a little more than page-boy length. Sometimes he carries a shield with a cross as its heraldic device. Starting about the 15th century he is represented in breastplate, greaves, and other items of armor, as at left and in this. He also figures in images of the Day of Judgement, where he is the Psychopomp, conducting the souls and frustrating the devils' attempts to unbalance the scales used in the Psychostasy or "weighing of souls.
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24 Jan 2012 - 2:39pm
ST. MICHAEL DEFENDER OF THE CROSS
I just received this picture Monday morning January 23, 2012, 12:59:52 AM
At the very start of Spirits Of The Night.
Spirits Of The Night is a mass rescue of earthbound spirits which is held every Monday morning at 1:00 AM.
Archangel Michael is always there to not only protect me, but all those who attend the event.
I would like to thank him personally for this wonderful picture, as well as protecting me and my family for the past two years since starting Spirits Of The Night.
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28 Dec 2011 - 6:08am
Well first its been a while since I wrote on here lol but I figure this is a good topic to talk about and share a bit if insight to some things I went threw and get peoples comments on it. I have always just felt to talk to the trees the animals and sky and this is how it started.
Ok well first I want to talk about way back when I was younger still living in Ontario there. As far back as I could remember I always talked to nature trees and animals and specially the sky. It was like an instinct to talk like I understood something. This started when I was 2 years old and tho it seems out there it did happen but I was 2 living on a farm on lake superior. I have a bit of visual memory of that episode but got other info from my parents. Anyway I guess I has somehow got out of the house wondered across the 30 acre field threw the fences and into the woods leading the to lake but my dog followed beside me the whole time she was half Shepard and half wolf from what my parents said..Anyways now Iv always had flash backs of me crawling to this weird tree that was surrounded by a ring of this weird spinning water. I remember looking at it with my dog dunno why but it sure was different now this is where it got even weirder and bear came up to me and my dog and then just sat there my dog didn't attack or anything i didn't freak ether.
But I have that flash memory of that part and from what my parents said. Now while this was happening my parents called all the neighbors search and rescue the fire and police where all looking for me..for 3 days.. I crap you not!! but they did find me after hearing a howl they said and they all followed it threw the woods and my step dad said saw me the dog and a bear they chased off and found me asleep and just fine. My mom said the search and rescue didn't have a clue why I was just fine specially with a bear there and i wasn't starving. My step dad said they tried to find the spot where I was again and couldn't and many years later I tried to also and couldn't find it. What happened during that whole time I have wondered a long long time and everyone says it didn't make any sense. But after that over the years growing up id sometimes wonder off into the woods or field and talk to the trees and animals and talk to the sky and everyone was always freaked when I talked to the sky id do what i did as if I was getting answers back but not really in words.
I remember when we where on a school camping trip i was about 7 and i was playing with the sand and it was a sunny day clear sky 2 or 3 clouds at most and then i dunno i looked up and felt something and i was like oh ok and went to my teacher and was like the kids should get out of the water and we should head back to camp right now and she was like what why? im like cause its gonna rain and storm really bad really soon. and my teacher was like chris go play with the sand and stop that nonsense im like well dont say i tolled u so. then i played with the sand and said guess they dont want to listen and then bout 15 minutes and big ass thunder storm came out of know where and i mean big one and everyone was running back and the teacher looked at me in amazement and said how did you know? I just laughed and said i tolled you soooo... but things like that happened a lot over the years. So I thought I would share that bit and if anyone has had something crazy like that happen to them or they find they have had that connection or sorts id like to hear it or get any others thoughts.
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27 Dec 2011 - 7:29am
If you’re not familiar with A Course in Miracles then you should know that the course teaches a radical shift in how we see the world. This isn’t a course in superficial niceness or be good and you’ll go to heaven. This is a course that asks you to radically change your thinking about the world. It asks that you look within for answers and open your mind to spirit. In doing so you learn that the world you see with mortal eyes is in Reality an illusory experience. You come to experience that in Truth you are love.
The course refers to two worlds, illusion (world of form) and Reality (Truth.) In the world of illusion we adapt the belief that we’ve separated from God and exist as separate bodies. In this belief of separation we are not whole and we create the illusory need to seek completeness in external things. In our search for love, peace and joy we experience suffering and disappointment because nothing in this illusory world is Real. It’s analogous to trying to win the lottery in your dream, not a very sane approach to finding fulfillment.
In Truth we ARE love, peace and joy. We don’t “need” things to make us feel the truth of that. In fact, if we can learn to give up anxiety, fear, and worry we can experience the Oneness (completeness) that we are. This requires undoing all that we’ve learned in the mortal world. Our thinking needs a complete reversal of how we believe the world works and instead identify with the truth of our being.
The illusory world must be seen for what it is, not Real. This doesn’t mean that the physical world is to be denied. Everyone would agree that there is an appearance to the world of form and it is very real in its effects. However with the realization that it is not real, we have the capacity to see beyond it. Similarly we all have dreams when we sleep, but we wouldn’t necessarily ascribe reality to it. We can enjoy dreams but still recognize the illusive quality of them.
One of the Course’s central themes and way out of the illusory world is through forgiveness. Forgiveness is to overlook. In doing so we let go of our guilt and the guilt that we project onto others. We release our judgements and heal our perception of separation. When our perception is shifted, we experience nothing less than miracles. We are given an opportunity to answer a call to love and experience its extension. In doing so we identify with the love, peace and joy that we ARE.
From a mortal perspective this is all easier said then done, thankfully however there is Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the mediator between the illusory world and Truth. And as the mediator, the Holy Spirit serves as your guide (inner voice.) Your only requirement is a willingness to experience Truth and allow the Holy Spirit to evolve your thinking along the likeness of Christ consciousness.
Everything you’ve ever wanted you already have. You are connected to God (Oneness.) You are an extension of love in this world. You are here to extend love to others. Upon extending love to others you extend it to yourself because all is One and interconnected. The love that you are is eternal, forever, no past, no future, right now and without death. Heaven is not a destination but a Reality right NOW. It is a realization afforded to those who become enlightened. We all have the potential to become great avatars and the course is certainly one of many paths to help you there.
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www.craigvillarrubia.com
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17 Dec 2011 - 10:12pm
Do you believe that the other side is trying to contact us?
Well for the past ten years I have been working on that contact.
Last week we connected!
And I mean in a real big way!
Look at these images that were taken on 12/12/11.
You will see deep inside of these spirit orbs like never seen before.
God wanted us to see these pictures as a gift from heaven to all for Christmas,
One note! You may want to sit back a little and relax while you’re looking at these because I find them better viewed from a distance rather than close-up.
Start out with what stands out the most right in the front of the pictures.
Then slowly work your way into each image in the photo! I usually start with the biggest ones first, or whatever hits you at first eye glance.
These pictures are very strange because they can look differently at different angles of your computer screen.
There are faces beyond faces in these images so don't be surprised if you turn them around you will see even more things in them.
There almost like 3-D.
Please! Enjoy this Christmas Gift From God, Jesus, and all his Angels!
Merry Christmas !
The Prophet.
--------------------------------JESUS-----------------------------------------------------------------------------ARCHANGEL MICHAEL--------------------------
----------------------------ARCHANGEL GABRIEL----------------------------------------
--------------------------------------------------------------THIS ANGEL IS MY PERSONEL BODY GUARD---------------------------------------------
-----------------THIS ANGEL IS DESCENDING TO EARTH----------------------------------
------------------------------------------YOUNG MATTHEW SPENDS SOME QUALITY TIME WITH DAD JOHN-----------------------------------------------------------------
----------------A HOME IN HEAVEN-------------------------------THIS BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IS MY MOM---------
-------------------------THIS IS MY DAD TOM---------------------------------------------------
-------------A MILITARY MAN IN UNIFORM--------------------
---------------THIS IS JIMI HENDRIX NOT QUITE MORPHED-------------------------------------THIS IS MY SPIRIT GUIDE--------------------
----------------------UNKNOWN PERSON----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ELVIS PRESLEY---------------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------THIS IS JIMI HENDRIX --------------------------------------
A YOUNG GIRL HUGGS HER FAMILY AS SHE JUST ARIVES IN HEAVEN
-----A SPIRIT MORPHING------------------
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1 Dec 2011 - 9:48pm
For awhile I've been curious about the teachings of eckhart tolle. No news there right? Many people have been drawn to him ever since he was made popular through oprahs worldwide telescast. I mean, Who wouldn't have some kind of passing facination for a writer/speaker who influenced so many people round the world. What I find to be different though is I just don't really see how he fits into spirituality, which to me is really kind of a science, when none of his teachings seem to really appreciate it. While I've never really seen him actually come out and condemn (except for some slight derisive remarks towards chakra healing) it he says things like the "presence" "goes beyond thought which is the conditioned mind"(I'm paraphrasing here) and "if mankind is to survive we need to evolve past the thinking mind" (again paraphrasing). Well, wouldn't that like totally throw spirituality out the window? Ideas of ascension, states of meditation, perception of spirits, traveling to different dimensions, and so on wouldn't have any relevance would they? After all if everything that consists of thought what room is there for anything in the structures spirituality has been built upon; the very essence being that of thought?
Now, granted I've heard him say that there can be thought, out of the absence of thought (his term being "stillness) new creative ideas can emerge. So it seems there could be some acceptance. Plus he has said that there is room for thought in life. But I do think for one person to have such strong, for lack of better word, pull, there should also be more balance in terms of a more cohesive spiritual viewpoint. Then again, perhaps this is already happening through his "tv" network enpreteneurship that he started hosting wayne dyer and marian williamson. Still the scales could probably be tipped more.
Y'all let me know what you think. Am I just overanalyizing here?
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28 Nov 2011 - 1:21pm
Hi guys I was just wondering if anybody has had a similar experience to me,
About two years ago I was sitting on the sofa, just thinking about stuff a relaxing when all of a sudden a bright sort of ball of light either shot into, or shot out of my chest area!
It only lasted a split second like a flash of lightning. It was pretty cool. Does anybody know what this could have been. : ) cheers jack x
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21 Nov 2011 - 1:38pm
Namaste
It saddens me to have received this email from my family. The dolphins are being killed so that the young Danish men can proclaim that they are of age and being a 'man' by following their long traditions of killing dolphins. So very sad and cruel....and so much horror with so much blood - this is atrocious!
~~~~~~~~~
What a shameful act! How sad!
This is the real hypocrisy of the West.
They protest about the Japanese killing the whales.... They complain about
Chinese eating shark-fin soup...etc.etc.
What about this? Look for yourself, they are discriminating
against Asians. The rest of the Western World seems to
be blind and dumb....!?!
Is this is okay?? See for yourself.
We don't hear about this in the news at all.
Please keep this mail going around the world....
Please send this on, this is serious cruelty.
Denmark is a big shame.......
The sea is stained in red and it is not because of the climate effects of nature. It's because of the cruelty of the human beings (civilised human) who kill hundreds of the famous and intelligent Calderon dolphins.
This happens every year in Feroe Island in Denmark . In this slaughter the main participants are young teens.
WHY?
A celebration, to show that they are adults and mature!
In this big celebration, nothing is missing for the fun. Everyone is participating in one way or the other, killing or looking at the cruelty supporting like a spectator
Is it necessary to mention that the dolphin Calderon, like all the other species of dolphins, it's near extinction and they get near men to play and interact.
In a way of PURE friendship
They don't die instantly; they are cut 1, 2 or 3 times with thick hooks. And at that time the dolphins produce a grim cry like that of a new born child.
But he suffers and there's no compassion while this magnificent creature slowly dies in its own blood
Its enough!
We will send this mail until this email goes around the world that many more people will know about this shameful Danish acts.
Take care of the world, it is your home.....!
Forward this email as a sign Against this cruelty.
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9 Nov 2011 - 4:10pm
Last night I went outside around 11P.M by myself to be alone and talk to God,the pleadians/galactics and my angels. The moon was so bright and had a huge perfect white ring all the way around it in a perfect circle and my yard was lit up perfectly. It was unlike anything I've ever seen before. I was hoping to see a UFO and asked the galactics to show themselves to me.
As I was talking I began to feel frustrated that I am so open minded and so ready to see some sign that the galactics are with me and yet despite my going outside at night in multiple attempts over the last few months to hopefully see some sign Im not crazy and putting too much hope into all the 2012 articles I read Im always left never seeing a thing. I was hoping to see a blink in the sky or something to that effect.
I spoke my frustration out loud and asked to see validation that I was being heard and just then an owl flew down from out of nowhere and landed on the fence post I was standing next to. It was only a foot away from me and just looked at me. It was beautiful! At first I said out loud "This is not a UFO. Is this my validation? I want to see a UFO!" I then realized this must be my validation and I asked the owl "are you my validation?" and it flew away. What does this mean?
Thanks
Daphane
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6 Nov 2011 - 12:23am
Do you believe in survival of the spirit and soul after death? Apparently millions of us do, including me. I spent many years researching the archived readings of the legendary American mystic, Edgar Cayce, in particular the life or reincarnation readings. In January of 2010, I decided to share my acquired knowledge and started writing articles using Edgar's reincarnations and other related readings that involved survival of souls and reincarnation. Some of those articles are reproduced on Lightworkers. Other articles can be accessed through my website. See my profile or articles for the website. In October of 2011, my first novel was published in the United States, called Soul Awakening. It is a work of fiction inspired by a series of actual events which led to my personal soul awakening. You can see more information on the book in Market.
Do you believe in survival of the soul and spirit after death? How about reincarnation? Please share your views and hopefully we can develop this topic into a wonderful learning activity. Whose first?
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27 Oct 2011 - 10:39pm
Tonight I had to deal with a severe existentional crisis, but I read few articles how to help myself and I feel better. But still, it does not solve that the problem - even if I learnt how to NOT CARE - is still here. You know, it is abou this: FOR MY WHOLE LIFE, I NEVER STOPPED FEELING LIKE I DON´T BELONG HERE AT ALL. I NEVER FIT IN, AND IF I TRIED TO FIT IN SOMEWHERE I THOUGHT I COULD FIT IN, THEY ALWAYS KICKED ME OUT. I am 27 years old. Not being depressed, do not have the impression, guys. I am just desperately trying to fit SOMEWHERE and up until now, I have never met anybody who would be like me. I know that lot of people deals with this problem and I am aware that I am not the only one. I have come a long spiritual and psychological journey, helped myself improve my life. I live in celibate for more than a decade, so I have turned to these studies and it got me further than most people of my age would ever get. I understand my feelings and thoughts, I can analyze every situation I am feeling, I sort of found what my life purpose could be, yet it does not solve that I am horrible alone. I am not talking about love reationships (tho I know I need to get some). I am talking about feeling AT HOME in this planet. No, I am not a STARSEED, even if these thoughts are most natural for them than for any other people. I just want to ask you IF YOU COULD GUESS FROM MY STORY, WHAT I COULD BE OR WHERE DO I BELONG IN.
I always thought that I am an incarnated angel. The dscription fits me in every posible way, except for one: I dunno if I REALLY am a lightworker. I like helping people, and I plan to white a psychological book on How to help yourself be happy in life. I can feel other people´s feelings, and even if I thought for a very long time that I am very emphatic, my parents keep on telling me - and when I think of it, they might be right - that I actually don´t give a shit most of the time. Of course, if something severe happened to you, I would help. But otherwise, I am like: "I don´t fucking care about you. Don´t bother me." That´s not exactly the behavior of the lightworker, is it?
I know what emotions you are currently feeling, what you are thinking of. I cannot, of course, hear the exact words in your head, like word by word, but I know what you are thinking of most of the time, and what kind of persons stands in front of me. I know his/hers bad and good qualities ASAP. Is that some kind of clairvoyance?
Or is it really EMPATHY? Like I am an empath and I deny it? You know, I have been the member of the Empath community for quite a few years now, but recetly i strated to think that I misjudged my qualities and that I do not belong there. But I know that Psi-vampires have these abilities, too. They are not to be confused with the emotional vampires, beause they are quite different.
I recently become a member of the Psychic vampires community, even if I dunno if I am one. Frankly, they don´t think I am one of them. However, I have many indications: I am draining my mother of her energy, because she has compassionate words for me, and because she loves me and I ardently love her. But that´s just with her, I GUESS, it is not the same with other people. If I take THEIR energy, I do not do it knowingly. Tho many people in my presence say: "There is something in your rhytm or tone of your voice that makes me nevous/sick/exhausted."
It is true I love being near people, tho not exactly with them (I always thought of myself that I am a sociable loner), like in the clubs or coffee bars, because I like the excitement and the happy athmosphere hanging in the air. I can almost smell it. But when I am done there, I need to be alone.
I also recall that I keep on telling my best friend that she is like a sunshine and that her simple presence makes me feel amazigly hyper, healthy and happy. It is not because I like her, I am not talking about THIS. It is her all about her ENERGY. Yet she is never drained from it, when she leaves me. Or she does not appear to be.
DO YOU HAVE ANY POSSIBLE THOUGHTS OR IDEAS WHAT I MIGHT BE? I know very well that Imust find out the answer myself, but I tried everything, to be honest. And I dunno where else should I research. I dived in my inner ME, of ourse, for the answer. Did not get it.
I really REFUSE to believe I am so "unique" that no group would want to accept me. But it seems to happen. I also know about the thing: "You always draw what you are thinking of" (positive things attract the other positive ones, negative things attract negative things), but really, it´s NO HELP TO ME. Seems like no one cares about me, and it is frustrating.
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23 Oct 2011 - 7:34pm
Blessed be to the conqueror of the heart
For they shall see the mighty worth in giving to the light within,
To touch this is to light a beacon of hope
To light the flame and prosper in the wonder of life
And this shall be the greatest gift to gift to another
Anointed to the higher realms of peace and love.
Follow on in that well worn path to Epiphany
And God’s will as we stand upon the salient hill
Will be spoken in a thousand tongues and meanings
So that we that seek shall share in eternity
This our freedom of truth to be awoken from our slumber
And walk among the wayward stars, gather to the guiding light
With a beating Heart of Fire that will echo through their soul
And at once be united in purpose for the betterment of humankind
To serve with a will and justly cause, for in time immortal
We shall stand together within that understanding
And no veil of distortion shall hide the truth
For once you are born to the light then so that light shall never
Be dimmed, no earthly fear to fail or stumble but be the beacon
Of life and stand tall among the humble and needy
For then the realms of the masses shall take their rightful place
Within their destiny’s call.
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19 Oct 2011 - 7:29pm
At the heart of it all, we are One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRUHmo5ho1Y&feature=channel_video_title
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17 Oct 2011 - 1:01am
I hope this isn't a repeat topic (there were so many on the forum I couldn't sift through them all). I was wondering if anyone else is struggling in their working lives? I know that many starseed indigos (which is what I count myself as), lightworkers, etc. tend to gravitate towards certain kinds of work where they can be helpful and impact the lives of others in meaningful ways. After many years of hopping from job to job and feeling totally frustrated, I'm finally moving toward a career path that speaks to me (art therapy). But in the meantime (as I search for a school, research programs,etc.) I'm working retail and I feel that soul crushing *run for the door* feeling I usually get before I leave a job that is meaningless to me.
I'm just curious to know how others are doing in their working lives with all that is happening internally/spiritually/energetically? How do you find a balance? How do you stay (aside from the obvious reasons like needing to eat)
I'd also like to know whether the job that pays the bills is just a job for you, is it important for it to be meaningful? Do you care? I know for some people it doesn't bother them one bit.
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11 Oct 2011 - 10:42pm
When i close my eyes I see what seems to be a yellow matrix with a blue and red dots above it. I can only make out the 8 in it so far. But I see two of them and they move in a diagonal. Any ideas as to why i could be seeing it or what it means?
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28 Sep 2011 - 1:11pm
You know, throughout my entire life, I have always believed that everything that I have done, all of my actions and behaviors was me, is only me, came from me, and is my own full responsibility (perhaps due to the conditioning from my teachers, parents, associates, and pretty much everyone I have come to know). Yet I sometimes wonder if some of the actions and behaviors I have taken was really me, came from me, and is only me. I am fully aware of the internal self, accepting the self, and acknowledging that many of the answers in life lie within me yet within me, I still yet wonder where these answers come from that is supposedly within me. I sometimes wonder how I have survived some illnesses and as I much as I want to believe that I healed my own self, I cannot see this to be the actual case because I recall I did not have any thought processes associated with the healing of myself whatsoever. I totally respect those who believe in the internal self wholeheartedly, believe in the Supreme Being that is inside oneself, believe in the Supreme Being that is or are themselves, and believe in the Angel and Fairy that is or are themselves. Yet on the contrary, I can still conceive of Beings that are outside of myself, linked to me, following me, very much alike me yet separate from me. They are Beings in which from the eyes of the average being, seem to be me, just me, and only me yet in reality they really are separate from me with the traits and personality like me. Hence, it is only by automatic logic, that they are assumed to be me and only me.
Some of the actions I have done, I have come to realize that it can’t possibly come from me due to the sophistication in those actions and behaviors. Some of those actions and behaviors I believe, are programmed behaviors and actions originating from some Independent Variable that is probably superior to me, knows more than me, and possesses the kind of knowledge not explainable in words and language. This Independent Variable is a variable that is of course a part of me, is within me, and can influence me yet I can clearly see its separateness from me. This Independent Variable is a variable that is of course a part of everyone else, is within everyone else, and thus, by its automatic logic, assumed to be everyone else and that includes me too. The very nature of this logic can only make one come to the conclusion that everything is them and themselves only due to the similarity of such highly sophisticated behaviors and actions. Yes, indeed, I acknowledge the confusion of this overlap yet I can still see with my perhaps what others may call a wild imagination, a Being that is separate and outside of myself, is separate and outside of other people’s self as well. It is this Being that is truly all-knowing, all-powerful, and what some may term God. Yes, I am able to see the beauty and uniqueness within each and every individual in this planet, it is this uniqueness that only makes me see an all encompassing Creator because each individual "cannot" have the uniqueness of another individual. In other words, a special God-given talent is truly a gift from God but this gift is unique, very unique in which one individual possesses but another individual cannot possess it but that individual possesses a gift in which the preceding individual cannot possess. It is that in which one cannot possess in which somebody else possesses that leads me to conclude that there is a Being outside of myself. A potential counterargument would be that each and every individual are expressions of the Creator (Creator in this context defined as combining the intellect and consciousness between all thing and all creatures) and that this is what constitutes the Creator. I agree but I can see this Being that creates all kinds of things for this Being likes all kinds of things, likes variety in all kinds of things, is indeed very very creative, something in which one person or one individual cannot enact or engage in such various acts of creation.
As I am sure discussions of light and dark and what constitutes them is discussed often in many spiritual forums, I can perfectly see clear labeled distinctions of light beings and dark beings. I can see beings that are good, indeed only good and I can see beings that are psychopathic and indeed only psychopathic. And of course, there are beings that are somewhere in between or have no classification whatsoever. Perhaps the notion that light needs dark and dark needs light is not as accurate as I had initially thought for I can clearly see one living without the other. It is this very reason why although some may suggest that there are no levels, no labels to distinguish power differentials, which only lead me to believe in power differentiation. The Creator that is outside of myself is Perfect, Separate, and All Good. It is the creatures that were created that need proper training the way a parent sees a child, pushes a child, and perfects the child. Evil is only manifested in its creatures, the goal I believe, is to grow out of them. In growing out of them, we go through an evolutionary process, and it is in this process in which we become more Creator-like. :)
Finally, I must remind myself of the countless times in which I have relied on outside forces that inevitably only resulted in my successes. For example, I was able to defeat my competition in obtaining a job at a bank. I went up against two other people that had four years of experience and I had none. I believe I was put there for a reason, reasons in which not even the collective consciousness of everyone (including the team I join too, yes, not even them would know the real true answer as to why I was put there) would be able to comprehend, such comprehension can "only" be understood by the Mysterious Entity/Being that controls all. I was able to survive illnesses in which I was literally out for three weeks without any intervention at all from myself. There was no positive thinking or positive imagery and from what I recall, it was mostly negative thinking and negative imagery. I was also drinking fluoridated water, used fluoridated toothpaste, ate foods containing monosodium glutamate, food coloring, and basically all my food came from the local supermarket so I guess all the meat and fruits and vegetables I was eating came from the government too and God knows what they have done to the food. I am not sure if I had ever ate pure organic foods in my whole life which indeed I find very intriguing and interesting. And yes, I have to remind myself of someone I know who also claimed to have an experience in which something outside of herself took control of her vehicle and she didn’t crash (even though she thought she was going to crash). It does makes me wonder if her internal self can save her. :)
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28 Sep 2011 - 1:48am
So, I'm curious. I've met a few vampires before and I'm curious as to what their purpose is. I mean, why do they have the need to feed on energy? If they don't like being a vampire, would they be able to not be a vampire and is it healthy to make them not a vampire? One of my friends said that she takes in ambient energy and only eats the negative energy and then returns the positive. This is VERY useful to making sure that the planet is filled with more light energy. I don't think the negative energy does anything negative to her, so maybe it doesn't sway her negative/positive polarization. That being said, if that's their purpose, then that's a VERY positive thing, very useful as well.
Are any of you psychic vampires and if so, could you answer the above questions or if you know resources from psychic vampires that could answer my questions as well, I'd appreciate it. I know many otherkin differ in many ways, but I'd like to get a better feel for the overall average of a vampire's purpose. I'm asking her these questions as well.
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26 Sep 2011 - 1:09pm
just wanted to know if anyone knew about the sings on crows/ravens. i was driving to the gym today and the whole way there, there were crows on either side of the road. either flying. sitting in treas/on light posts. was a little out of the ordinary..
also wat the symbolic meaning of three crows would be,,
thanks
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25 Sep 2011 - 12:12am
I bought the sacred g fusion from cory herter http://www.corelove.com/members/. i want to sell all the sacred g that i have for $50.I have sacred g fusion,stickers,and capsule. I cannot ship this to other countries due to high shipping price. So i prefer to sell it to someone who lives in Toronto,Canada .
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5 Sep 2011 - 6:37am
WHAT’S HAPPENED TO ME LATELY
Wow, well I just want to say thanks to everyone who replied so far to the “My terrifying experiences” thread. I posted replies to your responses there. It was interesting to hear some of your own experiences and opinions. I guess I didn’t have to be too concerned that everyone would get caught up in this unknowingly, as it seems most of you have dealt with these things and overcame them. I am SO VERY happy to hear that. There are a lot of brave souls here!
I realize what a spiritual rookie I was! :P
I basically ran into battle without any armor or weapons of self-defense. I was desperate to fight off the bad guys so I let myself believe what I wanted to believe.
“Oh look, some nice guys in space suits have come to be my spirit guides!!” Not too smart. :/
It’s like I couldn’t think straight when all of these nasty things were around. I didn’t even feel like myself.
I think they were partially controlling my mind and emotions. They were definitely messing with my energetic bodies.
It’s kind of interesting to find that since it’s been about a week since all of the insanity, I have no fear or anxiety at all, in fact, I feel really bold! Christ’s power is amazing.
It’s weird, because I know from my descriptions of what happened I probably sounded like a total wuss. I’ve faced down some bad stuff in my 3D life before, but anything in the spiritual realm were things I was COMPLETELY shut off to for the longest time. I closed myself off to those things as a small child, partially because no one believed me when I’d say I didn’t know if they were nightmares or might be real.
I was always told to “stop making up stories” or “you have an over-active imagination” or “you’re such a liar.” I didn’t know how to process what I was experiencing. And while I mentioned I never saw entities while awake prior to now, I’ve had freaky waking experiences that have made me question what was real and what wasn’t. Some happened so long ago, I can’t be sure if I imagined them.
After a while, I started believing what everyone was telling me and my “abilities” started to shut down. I didn’t grow up in an environment where “out of the norm” ideas were talked about or even considered. My third eye was closed ever since. So when it was pried wide open, it was like I chose the right pill and woke up in the Matrix, lol! :D It totally threw me for a 360.
NEGATIVE ENTITIES
I personally believe these things were demons in various forms, but I won’t dismiss the possibility there are other entities out there that can be just as bad. Doing so would be putting a limit on what God could have created.
I personally believe good and evil exist on a sliding scale. You’re either moving in one direction or the other. Toward light or toward darkness. There’s extreme evil (Satan), extreme good (God), and everyone in between. And all beings have the potential to act differently under different circumstances. It’s not all Satan’s work. It’s free will at work, which we all have.
That said, whether these beings are demons or other entities in the astral realm influenced by the evil that exists in the universe (after the fall of man), they are targeting and oppressing us from the very start.
My own opinion, from the perspective of a born-again Christian, is that Indigos, Starseeds and Lightworkers all describe a certain type of personality. I think, for whatever reason, God created us the way that we are to fulfill a purpose the way He intends us to. It’s up to us to find Him (in our own way) and find ourselves. We may not necessarily have a “mission” but we might, who knows. I welcome everyone’s thoughts on this.
I’ve learned some tough lessons and I am only beginning on my journey. Like everyone said, I was shown these things for a reason.
I think the biggest mistake I made was the way I started fighting the beings off - - with negative energy. After I realized I was “being played” I wasn’t only scared, I started getting really MAD.
I’d have one creature attacking me several times a night, every night, for nearly a week straight. I’d wake up, fight it off as it tried either choking, pummeling, or doing who knows what else to me, by sending LOADS of anger its way, go back to sleep, and then get “jumped” again even worse. When it was bright enough in the room, I could see one “fade” into thin air near me and my left ear felt blocked after.
I tried everything to repel them and the only thing that worked was the name of Jesus Christ and actually BELIEVING in everything behind the name.
I'm going to keep an open mind. Everyone has a method or beliefs that work for them and I respect that. Now that I’ve found God I think things will be a lot easier. From now on, I’m asking Him for guidance. I think I’ll take a “wait and see” approach. I’m not going to consciously pursue anything. If by chance an experience comes to me, I’ll proceed with caution.
I know I’ve won the battle but not the war, however. Though I feel better than I have in years, I still feel drained most all of the time. I’m CONSTANTLY getting the digital time prompts and I notice I have these odd, small red welt-like marks a few places on my legs that I can’t attribute to anything else. They don’t itch and I’ve had them since the “attacks.” Also, my jaw and left ear have been feeling a bit strange at times. Who knows, maybe I’m reading more into it than I should?
Again, I appreciate all your opinions and respect your views. I’m going to keep the faith and see what God has in store for me.
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5 Sep 2011 - 12:31am
As a family, I am blessed. However, I have an adult son that has had so many challenges- that would seem to be unavoidable (illness, accidents, lost job, car engine blew up - totally, etc).
Although I am of the opinion that because of these incidences that came in succession, that his vibrations were lowered, his hope lost, and his faith shattered. I feel that created an environment that is attracting more of what he doesn't need or want.
However, although he knows that I am a Light Worker and is very open to all that and had been attempting to understand; he let go of it all because he was never able to truly get his footing solid! So now, he doesn't seem to be grasping the concepts at all.
So my question is this: I want to continue to help my son in any way that I can and of course, financially is his main need.
He has two little boys and these unfortunate situations are costly and it certainly isn't the little ones fault.
He does not have the resources but I do. I truly do not want to see him struggle or worse, homeless but I am getting so confused myself because it has been going on for 2 years.
So how does one assess whether they are interfering with a life path that he may of chose or ...
is he being "used" in a sense because he is an easy target for negative energy production and the residual affect is that it affects me who is working toward ascension?
Namaste,
Nana
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4 Sep 2011 - 8:40am
Dear ones,
I have passed thru another spiritual experience. in the past(2000-2003) when i walked thru my dark path i commited many crimes, i was a drug distribuitor( i distribuited 1 kilo of marijuana per week per 3 towns during 6 months, until i quited because i think that who lives this life is always caught someday) and stole small amounts of money to my family. Since I had decided to help' humanity by giving an example and to make my soul rest for the crimes and sins it comited and happly be in prison if sentenced to, today in the morning i went to the police office and confessed all my crimes/sins of the past.I was well treated and they decided not to arrest me and forgive me for my acts of the past. the spectacular part is that i guided myself from my hearth and now feel in peace with humanity and myself.
Light and Love.
Akira
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1 Sep 2011 - 11:52pm
I'm curious. I saw a story on Yahoo where a guy had 6 fingers on each hand and 6 toes on each foot. I instantly became curious as to what race's DNA makes that possible. I mean, which race has that form and placed their DNA into the human creation when we were developed?
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1 Sep 2011 - 11:31pm
INTRODUCTION
This posting is for all who identify as Indigos, Starseeds, Lightworkers, or any combination of the above. I admit I’m extremely nervous about how everyone will react to the information and experiences I long to share. However, my hope is that my story can help others who are going through these same kinds of things to discover answers for themselves and achieve inner peace. I know everyone here has good intentions for the world, and I want to help as much as I can.
I’m about to share my (long but hopefully very eye-opening) story with you, but before I do, I first want to say I am sharing my experiences (many that are absolutely harrowing) with you because I care. I don’t want anyone here to be hurt and have to go through the living nightmare that I did :( I’m not saying this to scare anyone. Only out of love and concern. Please believe this.
If you are someone who is very sensitive to descriptions of frightening, unexplained incidents, I have to warn you what I have to share is disturbing. But I’m sure many of you have experienced things like this.
I’ve broken this story down into sections with headings to hopefully make it easier to read.
Also, I cannot emphasize enough, I am in no way trying to impose my beliefs on any of you; I am simply presenting you with information and allowing you to come to your own conclusions. Everyone has free will and I respect that entirely. Also, I can assure you I am in no way mentally ill or on drugs. I’m just an average person who began to experience terrible things that led me to many truths.
What happened to me changed my life forever. I have had a profound spiritual awakening, but the only way it happened was by going through Hell. My heartfelt hope is that by sharing this with you I can help each of you to awaken spiritually and realize the truth about WHAT IS BEING DONE TO US!
I have seen, felt and experienced things I wish I could erase from my mind, heart and soul. I’m still in the process of healing.
HOW IT STARTED WITH ME
I’m a 28-year-old woman, and I’d rather not reveal my name, but you can call me The Seeker, because that’s what I am. I’m a person just like the rest of you, who happens to be on a spiritual journey.
I’ll start by saying that I, as recently as a few months ago, identified myself as an Indigo Starseed with a Lightworker mission. I contemplated joining online communities such as this before. I lurked at several sites, read as much as I could about such topics (devoured them, in fact), and they resonated so strongly with me I subscribed to my new life and identity hook, line and sinker. I couldn’t get enough!
“Finally,” I thought, “now I understand why I never fit in anywhere, never belonged, always felt like an outcast. There are many others just like me!”
I had a difficult childhood and teen years, and had several negative things happen to me throughout my life that I’d rather not discuss. I didn’t understand why. Some members of my family tried supporting me but could never understand me, it seemed. I felt hurt and alone. I was raised a Roman Catholic but I officially quit my faith at age 24 and became an atheist.
For a long time I was interested in Astrology. It fascinated me and I recently started reading more and more about it to help me find a career. I was unemployed. I haven’t had the best of luck with finding jobs or schools I liked, though I’ve always had steady work for the most part. I attributed it to my being an “Indigo” after I discovered info about Indigo birth charts. Mine matched the description of an Indigo chart to a T! I took online quizzes that confirmed my “Indigo-ness” every time! I also identified strongly with Starseeds after taking numerous quizzes that said I certainly was one (I learned I was a Pleiadian in a past life to be precise).
That lead me to the world of New Age teachings and I was instantly hooked. I had lost my faith in Christianity a long time ago and I believed I finally found the “answers to life.” Indigo, Starseed and Lightworker sounded like me all the way.
I then started to delve into new areas. I tried contacting my spirit guides, I tried meditation, I listened to binaural beats because I found them relaxing, I focused on aligning my chakras, clearing my aura, channeling earth energy, and lastly, activating myself as a Starseed. I then started receiving time prompts on my digital clocks (the 11:11 time prompt and others – I will talk about this later and provide a web address for those who aren’t familiar with this phenomenon).
I thought it was GREAT!!! I felt total elation.
Then, strange things started happening. Terrible things.
THE BEGINNING OF A LIVING NIGHTMARE
It started with dark, negative feelings that started to creep in. As I child I used to have horrible nightmares from the time I was about two or three up until about age 6 or so. Then they started to taper off until age 8 when they ceased, but I’ve always felt scared of the dark. There was always that unease. I used to think it was ridiculous – but I now know it wasn’t, and I’ve found out WHY!!!
From time to time I’ve suffered from sleep paralysis and a few times I’ve had some unsettling experiences (thought I saw Grey aliens, heard voices, chanting, strange music) but I always chalked it up to my imagination and dreaming.
One morning a few months ago I woke up paralyzed and heard the most hideous growling noises. It was like a giant dog going to attack me. My skin tingled like there was electricity around me. Then it faded and I awoke fully. I dismissed the experience as a dream.
A few nights later I saw, while wide awake, what could only be described as what is known as a shadow person. Just typing this makes me sick to my stomach. This thing appeared right next to my bed while I was lying in it, wide awake before going to sleep. This thing was huge! All I could make out was a shadowy blob silhouetted by the light of my bedroom window. This being was blacker than the darkness. It paralyzed me and then moved to the foot of the bed. I started praying in my mind to God for it to leave me alone (I don’t know why as I didn’t believe in God) and it soon vanished. It was the first thing that came into my mind to do.
MY PLEIADIAN GUIDE
The following two nights I slept with the light on. I was officially freaked out. I’d seen been bad things in dreams before, but NEVER in waking life. By the third night I couldn’t sleep, so I decided to do what I read about. I would call on my spirit guides or guardian angels for help and protection. I called to them verbally to help me before I went to sleep that night.
Something woke me up. I had no idea what time it was. I felt like I was in some sort of trance but I knew I was wide awake. I heard, out loud, a voice talking to me. It was a deep, resounding male voice. It said, “I’m here.” Then it repeated even louder, clear as a bell, “I’m here.” In front of me appeared a crystalline light form of what I would describe as a beautiful “Nordic” Pleiadian man. He was absolutely gorgeous and his aura was so powerful it both scared and comforted me. Then he disappeared. I don’t remember what happened after that, but I went back to sleep. Somehow I knew he was my guide and was there to help me.
For the next few weeks I could sleep with the light off. I felt safe and watched over, yet still very apprehensive about the dark. I began to try contacting my guide more to get to know him and see if he could help me. I started having flying dreams and non-deliberately astral projecting when I went to sleep. My guide started talking to me, as did several other guides both male and female. I asked my main guide his name and he said, “Akanti.”
I felt so loved!! Then, things took a harrowing turn.
ABDUCTION AND SOMETHING WORSE
One night I woke up but I wasn’t in my bed. I thought I was dreaming, and maybe I was.
I was in what appeared to be a spacecraft. I was strapped down in a chair in front of this big screen. Someone was there. He looked human but I knew he wasn’t. I recognized him as one of my other guides. He said something about a procedure then started putting these drill-like things in my mouth. I couldn’t talk or move. He used to be very friendly but now he gave me a bad feeling. He was abrupt, cold and callous. He started doing something to my teeth with these tools. I felt EXTREME physical pain. I thought, “I’m not dreaming, this is real!”
In my mind I begged him to stop!! He did and then I felt far from the screen. I could see the inside of the spacecraft. I looked up and Akanti was standing on a walkway above the screen with an older looking Pleiadian man with a white beard.
Akanti then said this, “God said you’re the way and the light, that’s all there is to it, kiddo.” He sometimes would call me cute, affectionate things like that, such as “dear one” and “starlight.”
Then, I abruptly was transported to somewhere else in a flash. I think I was asleep again and dreaming as I was standing in my room near my desk where the lamp is, my back facing it. I then immediately heard a demonic male voice say loudly and slowly, with increasing anger, “Yessss, you b***h!”
My dream body was propelled forward, and I couldn’t move or scream. I was being THROWN directly toward the window, which is three stories from the ground outside. I snapped wide awake before I hit the glass. The weird thing is I was disturbed but not all that afraid when I was awake. It was morning at that point.
I SAW THE FACE OF HELL
I FOOLISHLY chalked this up to a dream. The following morning was the worst. IT happend!! :(
I was dreaming I was kneeling at the edge of my bed and it was morning and daylight in my bedroom. I was wondering why I was kneeling at my bed. Then I started to have this light, tingling, electric feeling all through me like I was about to astral project. I thought right away, “this is always the feeling I used to get when I was a child and something bad was about to happen in a nightmare!”
Then my body started getting pulled upward, feet first, toward the ceiling. I grabbed the sheets and started thinking in panic, “No, no, it’s happening!”
My mind’s eye was WIDE open at that point and I turned around and glanced behind me. The window was behind me and the shade was drawn but the room was bright enough. This dark shadow started to materialize behind me. It faded in fast and this being fully manifested itself and I “snapped” awake. I WAS NOT ASLEEP ANYMORE!! I was fully awake in the astral!!!
I saw this thing with my own two eyes. It was grabbing me by the legs. It was the most horrifying, hideous thing I’ve ever seen in my life. I can only describe it as being straight from the mouth of Hell! IT WAS A FULLY MANIFESTED DEMON!!!!
Believe me, I didn’t believe in Hell up to that point, but after that I KNEW it was real!! To think of that monster makes me sick!! It looked like something that ate pure death!! It was snarling and writhing and biting at me. It was humanoid in form but nowhere near being human. It was grayish black and had sunken holes for eyes and a gaping black mouth with pointed teeth. It had long arms and huge claws. Words don’t even describe how bad it was. I knew I was staring directly at the face of Hell. I was surrounded by this psychic COLD!
I started saying, “No, No,” in my mind and repeating, “Go away in the name of Jesus Christ!” over and over. I snapped back to my body again and woke up. I was so scared I knew I couldn’t go back in my room after that. I then realized I heard this thing’s voice before. Years ago I heard it say “Yessss” in one of my sleep paralysis episodes. I used to hear demonic voices in dreams as a child. Now I saw one and I knew it was all REAL!!! I broke down in tears, ran out the room and closed the door and ran to the living room, logged on to my computer and started frantically researching info about demons. I wondered if I needed to call a freaking exorcist!! I was panic stricken!!
I then came across information I believed saved me! I didn’t want to believe it at first but I HAD TO, because the incidents only worsened, with that same demon and others stalking and psychically attacking me during my sleep and eventually during the day while I was wide awake!!
THE TRUTH GAVE ME A WAKE UP CALL
At this point, let me say to everyone here to please keep an open mind. I only have your best interests at heart. I will provide a couple of web links at the end of my story so that all of you can research this on your own. Again, I’M NOT trying to force my beliefs on anyone, simply presenting a personal truth I feel I learned, and what I feel IS the truth.
The signs were there right along and I never knew them. I WAS DECEIVED!! ;.;
Most Indigos, Starseeds, Lightworkers, etc., aren’t what the New Age Movement says we are. I’m sad and heartbroken to say I think - WE ARE LIFELONG VICTIMS OF DEMONIC OPPRESSION!!
I’ve experienced those “Ascension symptoms” talked about. I’ve struggled with them for years – debilitating fatigue and a litany of other symptoms. Only recently did I start to have painful electric jolts running through my head and body. I would sweat and feel jittery and nervous and scared. I started hearing and seeing and smelling strange things. I saw faint faces and eyes staring at me out of the corner of my bedroom when I was wide awake. Images of symbols flashed in the air. Always felt someone or something was watching me, and not in a good way. Voices would call my name. My doorbell would ring and no one was there. I started becoming more “psychic.” My mind would prompt me “look at the clock,” and I would see a synchronized time prompt. Or I would think “pick up that knife and stab yourself.”
I would be driving and my mind would prompt me, “drive off the road and end it all.” But I knew right along it wasn’t ME thinking that. And I KNEW I wasn’t schizophrenic and I wasn’t doing or taking any drugs or drinking.
I HAD TO FIGHT A SPIRITUAL BATTLE
To sum it up, I continued fighting a spiritual battle all by myself, seeing other things around me. Shadow people, a black cat sitting on my bed (and I don’t have a cat!) I didn’t tell ANYONE about this, including my few friends, for fear they would think I was insane. I lived in fear. I suffered alone, which no one should have to do.
I learned the so called aliens and spirit guides I had been contacting and conversing with were actually demons in disguise, some even masquerading as “angels of light.”
There is only one thing that put a stop to this. TURNING MY LIFE AROUND and turning to God.
I’m begging each and every one of you here, out of love for my fellow human beings, to please PLEASE consider what I’m saying. I don’t EVER want to see anyone go through what I have.
I found websites that helped me find my faith again. And my eyes were opened for the first time in my life! I broke down in tears. I cried, I prayed for days, I read the Bible, I confessed to God I was mad at him, I told him how hurt I was then confessed ALL of my sins. ;.;
All this is coming from someone who was once an AVOWED ATHIEST!!
IS THERE A SAD TRUTH ABOUT INDIGOS, STARSEEDS AND LIGHTWORKERS?
In one episode, shortly after deciding I was a Starseed, before the truth was revealed to me, I sat on my bed with an old Bible I found and read passages out loud and mocked them! All this time I realized I wasn’t worshipping “Christ consciousness,” I was worshipping SATAN!!
I was demon oppressed, and I would have been POSSESSED had I not taken immediate action to turn my life around.
And I know (because I used to think the same things) that some of you might think you don’t want to turn to Christianity because it is hypocritical, oppressive, Illuminati-controlled, etc. Again, I’m not telling anyone what to do. Only sharing what I believe is the truth.
As far as organized religion goes, I’m providing a second link that might answer some questions or concerns you may have. The info might shock you! My honest answer is I don’t know the full truth about organized religion. I’m still searching for that answer.
I do know one thing though. Reading the Bible, praying, turning to God for answers and confessing sins on my own IMMEDIDATELY PUT A STOP TO THE TORTURE I WAS LIVING!!! I pray every day and night it doesn’t return because I now have full faith in God, the Lord Jesus Christ! I thank HIM every day and night for helping me find the truth.
I am no longer doing anything New Age and I have quit all occult activity. I found it only opened doors that were never supposed to be opened. Believe me, I learned the hard way. I wish I had never tampered with these things. :(
I am telling you all what I believe is the sad truth because I care about you.
I discovered I probably had what is described in the Bible and Christian religions as a “familial curse.” It was why I have had “Indigo” experiences my whole life. I learned it not only affected me but members of my family as well! This is REAL!!
I had to pray diligently for God’s forgiveness to break those bonds. If any of you here have had similar experiences, or members of your family have, you could have a familial curse on you!!!
I believe the Illuminati is alive and well today. It has infiltrated many aspects of our world under Satan’s guidance. I believe Indigos and others like them are TARGETS FOR SATAN AND THE ILLUMINATI!
This can happen either through familial curses, a person’s own sins or involvement with the occult, or even through having the “right personality” to be manipulated through evil forces. Many are innocent victims who think they are helping the world and doing the right thing! :(
I HOPE THIS HELPS ALL OF YOU IN SOME WAY
I know this was very long, but I had to speak my truth to everyone. If anyone has questions, please feel free to ask me here on this forum. I only wish the best for everyone and I’m doing this out of love, believe me. I’m deeply concerned for all of you and I want nothing more than for this information to help you in your lives.
For the first time, I felt immense peace, happiness and a lightness of heart and soul I’ve never experienced before!!!
IT’S WONDERFUL!!! :D
I reached out to God and He reached out and helped me before it was too late. He wanted to all along but these HORRIBLE THINGS were blocking my connection to HIM. It was through my free will I was keeping God away. I hadn’t truly welcomed him into my heart EVER. Unseen evil forces were influencing me from an early age. It wasn’t until I started New Age practices that they were able to manifest!! I realize now God was grieving for me. Once I was set free, my real guardian angel could step in, under God’s command, and help me.
Here are the links for all of you. The first is the most important. I don’t know the woman who made this web site personally, but her information helped me immensely. So many, many, many thanks to her! I hope it will help each of you too.
(Check out the sidebar on the left of that page. All about the stuff I’ve mentioned, including digital clock time prompts, and some absolutely chilling videos. I encourage you to browse the whole site.)
(Plenty of food for thought, spiritually speaking, to help you make up your own minds. I personally believe the jury is still out on this but I’m taking it into careful consideration and asking God to help me find the answers.)
Peace and love to all of you! :D Take care!
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23 Aug 2011 - 11:59am
First of all hello everyone I am new to this website and I've instantly fallen in love with it! I'm looking forward to getting to know all of you!
OK so I've never had any spiritual experiences before (at least none that I can remember!) which probably puts me in a newbie category compared to most of you here. Anyhow I've been meditating frequently recently attempting to connect to my higher-self, spirit guides etc. and as of late I've started to feel quite strange. One of my symptoms is a certain light-headedness which I've read here that could be due to the introduction of new and higher energies coming into the Earth at this time. Anyhow I've been doing grounding exercises so that's fine. But what's really bothering me is that I've been experiencing this strange buzzing/tingling noise in my head. It seems to be more concentrated around my ears but in general it's all throughout my head. It used to come on and off in the past so I never gave it much attention. But lately it's always there in the back of my mind all throughout the day, this strange buzzing noise. If I focus on it it gets stronger. I KNOW I'm not imagining it!
Never really heard anything about it before so if anybody could explain to me what's going on it would be greatly appreciated. I'm not worried but rather intrigued.
Thank you all.
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28 Jul 2011 - 4:32pm
And not that it upsets me at all, it's just something I've been noticing more and more lately, and I wonder if anyone else has:
In a nutshell, in the last few weeks it seems that a lot of people I used to be close to are...I don't want to say ignoring me, but it's almost like to them I don't exist anymore or they've completely forgotten about me... I don't really know how to describe it accurately. On the other hand I'm very close to a few friends who are on the same path, and I've been drawn to other similar people. This situation I'm describing happens with people who are definitely not awakened and not into spiritual matters, or very negative in general. I'm going to describe a couple of examples so I can be more clear:
Family members who I've always been veeeery close to won't answer my emails or facebook messages (simple messages, just to say "hi! how have you been? let's get together one of this days"). There's been no disagreement, or negative situation with these people either, so it's not a situation of them being offended or angry at me.
The same has happened with a few friends. The most "extreme" case happened with the wife of my husband's best friend, we've been very close even if we don't see each other more than a few times a year, and she's shared a lot of things with me, we've never had any problems between us. Last week her husband called to tell us they're finally pregnant after struggling with infertility for 2 years, and I emailed her to congratulate her (she hasn't answered), and also went to her facebook page to post a message and to my surprise I could no longer find her in my friend list, which means she probably deleted me from hers. I was a bit surprised and puzzled as to the why but not upset, I just perceived it as us growing apart as expected because of our different vibrations. I guess I just didn't expect it to be so blunt ; )
Has anyone else noticed this kind of thing, or have any insight as to the reason it's happening?
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23 Jul 2011 - 9:03am
If you could create your own world, a world with no limitations on what is possible, a world where your imagination could run free. How would it be?
Describe physical appearance, health and fitness? Would you age?
What abilities would you have.. would you fly or teleport?
Would creating and building be labour intensive or performed simply at will? Where would you live and what would your world look like?
Describe the weather and the elements? Would you have a power or energy source?
How would you communicate? How would you spend your time?
What about population, societal structure and transport?
Relationships and family?
Other life forms, animals and pets..
Food, sleep and clothing..
These are just a few ideas, respond any way you like!
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21 Jul 2011 - 12:26am
Today I was looking through the cupboards in the kitchen for something I was quite certain was in there. Well after looking in every cupboard and then in other obvious places, I asked my housemate if she had by chance seen it. She hadn't, but then mentioned that a couple of other things had disappeared too. Several of our dinner plates are missing and have been for a while, but I had assumed she must have simply lent them to someone or gotten rid of them. I'd thought nothing of it. Also it seems a bottle of shampoo and conditioner are missing from our bathroom. Today I went looking for a paper I intended to drop off at a government office. Low and behold, I could not find it anywhere. This should have been in my bedroom, where I leave that sort of thing. Again, after I good search it was in no logical place at all. I will have to ask for a replacement copy of that paper tomorrow. As you can imagine so many missing random things in a short time is both annoying and also weird. Of course it's occurred to me to wonder if these things might have been stolen from the apartment by a guest, but I can't imagine why someone would take such things as dishes and a government document, and yet no money or electronics have ever disappeared. Anyway I have no reason to believe that anyone who has come in here would steal. Of course I know too that things sometimes just get lost. But several items in a week and from different rooms?
These random items disappearing are the latest on a list of odd things that have happened to me in the past few months. Today after I spent a minute thinking it all over, a thought or likely what must have been a higher insight, occurred to me that this is not so random at all, nor is it an act of absent minded clumsiness. What say my fellow light workers? Anyone else had a similar issue lately by chance? The thought that cam3e to mind for me was that this is somehow dimensional.
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17 Jul 2011 - 11:43am
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7 Jul 2011 - 2:23am
I don't know why, but for some reason today I cant get that question out of my mind. It was a random though and it won't go away, so it's probably a sign that I should ask on here and maybe one of the channelers or someone can get an answer for me. =)
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5 Jul 2011 - 9:17pm
Hi, I hope this is the correct place to post this.
For sooo long I have tried to understand the meanness that goes on. What are they? Are they the true humams? Are they some other breed other then Human? Example...in yesterdays news....a father and his wife have his son tied up in a cage. They torture him for years. Beating him, starving him. Horrible horrible stuff. I cannot imagine someone doing that. Things people do out of anger/the heat of the moment..whatever..not talking about that. I am talking about true "evil" for a better word. Things are done by people every minute of every day that is truly unimaginable. Some cultures seem to have this ...or the biggest part of that culture.
For a long time I liked the " we are one " philosophy but I did not feel it. Are we truly connected? How could we be connected to what seems to me to be a "species" of "monsters"
Any thoughts?
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25 Jun 2011 - 12:38am
Hi and thanks again for the forum. I thought I'd share this experience as it has taken me by surprise but may of course be considered as a coincidence by some. I was at my weekly yoga class which is held in a school in the evening. There was a fly banging against the window as the lesson started,when I'm at home I prefer to safely catch them and liberate them in the garden (quite a challenge).Anyway as we were meditating at the end of the lesson I held my right hand open and tried to attract the fly into my palm (by thought obviously) so that I could gently close my hand and release it outside. The fly didn't go for it ! He preferred to keep banging on the window (it's a fly thing). Anyway I went home and had something to eat and started getting ready for bed. I stood in the kitchen and called my dog to get him to go in the garden before we both went up stairs. As I was waiting for him to get up,he's very old,a moth landed on my right hand and seemed quite happy to be there,I opened the back door and off it flew. Odd huh :O)
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6 Jun 2011 - 10:05pm
I was wondering how many countries get their names from ET races. So far I've noted Syria and the Nordic countries. I actually saw what a Syrian person looks like in one of the dreams I had. Lately I've been learning a lot when I sleep since I asked for the right of initiation. I saw someone who looked human in their entirety except there face. Their face had sharper teeth and black stripes on their head as well as cat ears and then in the dream I thought to myself that he must be a Syrian. (Cat person) So, I woke up and checked my email on Yahoo Mail and one of the news highlights was talking about something happening in Syria. I decided to find out what the people living in that country look like and sure enough, their facial shapes all had that same look to them. The humanized version of them have human ears, human teeth, and no stripes, but they do look the same otherwise.
So, now I'm curious, how many countries have the same name as an ET race and consist of people who look similar to that race?
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4 Jun 2011 - 12:53pm
Dear All,
I'm new here. I would greatly appreciate if someone could help me to find the following article which I read a few weeks back on the Internet.
http://lightworkers.org/wisdom/129703/cycle-separation-and-connection-between-twin-flames-karen-crystal
Blessings
Thanks
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3 Jun 2011 - 3:21am
First of all. This proves nothing but my own doubt. and its 5 am and i should be in bed. So consider this late night rambling.
There are so many people here who hear messages from god knows where, who speak with angels, who believe aliens are coming.
How do you know any of that is true? What if it is just our human hopes in something greater then this sad world manifesting them into voices and believes. In the medieval times people believed in the bible, because it was nice, the world back then was very cruel, and every day was a gift because of the cruelty that happened nothing was sure, but the church offered the people hopes in those dark days, something that gave everything suddenly a bit more sense, something that made the suffer seem less cruel. But does that make it true?
Maybe i don't belong here anymore, i have tried to believe..and i do not want to spread doubt or anything in this beautifull community, nor will i be the one to take away one's hope. But what is truth in a world where all we can see is signals from our eyes to our brain wich are deformed by our life with abstracts so far away from the objective world. I was i could see this "light" as clear as some of you do here, because all i see is a very very messed up world. I respect this place almost more then anything, if believe and unconditional love can achieve a place full with goodwilled people like this one i guess there might be some hope left for the future.
Sorry, i begin contemplating too much in the middle of the night when i should actually be sleeping. So no offense ment at all. I'm even so sleepy i don't know if i'm making sense at all right now. Best of luck, i know faith is something everyone has to find for himself..so perhaps one day things will be more vivid.
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30 May 2011 - 1:57pm
Hi,
I'm wondering anyone else's knowledge about this.
It's a LONG story, but I've had a relationship with Pleiades and cat people since I was a little girl.
I will tell you that about 12 years ago (I'm 43), I had a vivid dream of an old friend coming into my room. He was at least 7-8 feet tall, furry, 4 arms, tail...a cat person. It was like seeing a long lost friend. We hugged and hung out and played.
It wasn't until a month or so ago that I was drawn to google "cat people Pleides", and a couple of websites that actually came up.
I've never had any idea what to do with this history of mine, but I'd love to know if you know anything about cat people in relationship to Pleiades??
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9 May 2011 - 9:26pm
Hey everyone! I wanted to post this and possibly get some feedback on a video series i'm working on. It's called "Spirit Science" and I'm going over everything, Thoughts, Sacred Geometry, Astral Travel, Dimensions of Consciousness, and more :)
Here's lesson 1, there are 4 out now though.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDMzvJOu9vQ
I'm planning on uploading a new one every monday, i'd love to get everyones opinions and thoughts on it, and perhaps ideas for getting them out to the masses.
Cheers!
Jordan
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3 May 2011 - 4:51pm
Hi all,
I'm just wondering if anyone could explain this strange scar/cut I got overnight and if the pattern looks familiar with anyone?
http://i101.photobucket.com/albums/m58/desertrat2k7/231186_10150168204196722_672161721_7186437_5460582_n.jpg
Thanks
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24 Apr 2011 - 8:45pm
Yes... It happened again.
A few months ago I saw this bright white orb (light) in the sky, not moving. After a while it got smaller, and it stopped, started to pulsate, got smaller, and pulsated again and then just vanished! It all happened in less than a minute. (Silent too)
Before this and still I always, always, feel as if something is up there, not everywhere, but in one spot, one area in the sky, right outside my buildning. And this I started to feel before I started to meditate.
So I just made some fun with it and meditated out that I wanted to see a light in the sky, aka UFO or Energy or what we want to call it.
I several times took my phone out because I wanted to film it if it happened. But in a way then I wanted it to happen. But it didnt happen until that day I hade no thought of it what so ever, I starred up like I always do, but I didn't think or wanted to see it, so there it was. LOL (ofcourse no phone!)
Tonight I went out with my dog, and what do I see when I look up in the sky (the same area) I white orb, flying (silent) fast but not very fast, I could see it maybe 20 seconds before it vanished. But at the end the whole orb changed color to a soft red, then vanished, I think it kind of pulsated before it disappered. It lookes like foggy around the bright light when it pulsates.
So freakin cool!
Ofcourse, no phone. LOL! (And I didnt even had a thought about wanting to see it when I looked up)
And no, no plane I can hear then and they are totaly different in color, size and lights.
This was just a plain, white bright round light orb I saw. BIG though. Far up. Flew silent.
For you who have seen the Jerusalem orb (on youtube) very much if not exactly like that was these orbs!
I just wanted to share this.
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24 Apr 2011 - 8:31pm
i wasnt sure which forum to drop this in so i went with this one, but I was just wondering since today was Easter why did Jesus die on the cross? I dont think it was for our 'sins' since we are exactly the way we are supposed to be in order to grow.
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18 Apr 2011 - 8:06am
Forgive me if this has been covered on here already but I can't find a relevant thread.
Does anyone have any information/insights/ helpful links to the implications of sharing a bed with a lightworker? I'm 45 and have several long term relationships over the years, without fail, all of them have ended up on the sofa at night. (Nothing to do with practicalities such as snoring etc) There have been occasions when they have awoken startled by lightbeings over/around me. I understand I'm active in different ways spiritually whilst my body sleeps, is it possible something about my energy body during sleep is almost 'pushing' them out of the bed. Can anyone redirect me to some useful information on this please? With love, Lorna x
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7 Apr 2011 - 9:43pm
Hi!
I have a question. Often now, people around me (friends, family, strangers) ask me what's my religion and I tell them that I don't have a religion because I don't see myself in any religious dogmas but then I start to talk about what I believe in and people ask me to define it under one word and I can't. They tell me "But how is it called?" and honestly I have no idea.
I know that my beliefs like almost anyone here I guess is pretty close to the New Age spirituality but apart from that I don't know how to define it under a word, not sure it actually needs to be defined and somehow sum up under a specific term but I would love your input on this.
Thank you.
Bless,
Louise
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1 Apr 2011 - 8:56am
Hy to all forum's users and reader and to all friends of light!
I am here new, i come from Slovenia. My english is not perfect, i am sorry thatfor and i hope, you will understand me.
I am interested in spiritual themes very much and i like posting the comments in some forums.
I would like to informe you and asking you for the help about this fact:
What do you think is ok to do in thi ssituation?
The subject is the guruji Swamiji and his organisation YIDL in many countries - the problems are here in Sloveni and in Serbia.
I put here the link it is on english and you will understand what is going on:
http://www.swamiji-maheshwarananda-abuse.com and you can see what is going on...
Well, here in Slovenia we have a forum - it call "The Moon Forum" ("Lunin forum") and the topic where is this debate called "Spirituality and personal growing" . the debate about this problem is here:
http://www.lunin.net/forum/index.php/topic/13077-swamiji-domnevno-zlorabljal-svoje-mlade-ueenke/
it has 54 sites and more than 50 000 matches from the 8 th of Marth 2011 rill today.
The problem is, that the owner of this "The Moon Forum" has no moderation's rules, the users can write whatever they want! The forum is not moderated!
And in this theme they are really bad posts, verry bad posts.
I am not member of the organization of the swamiji, of the YIDL, i try to be neutral, i try to explaine how important is to share light and peace, to be kind, to be good man etc ... hope you understand what i mean. But in the forum ahre really the "darks STS beings" verry verry strong, i had the same problem one year ago when i started the topis about the channeling's and spirituality of the Ra Material, of The Peladians&Css scripts etc...i like them all :)
They push metotaly down with labbeling that i am totally crasy....
I dont' know, what do to - i mean, if it is good that i still write in this forum, because here in Slovenia we don't have forums with sharing of the light and peace visdom.... i like more some Balcan's forums (www.galaksija.com ; www.ohaluforum.com etc .....)
I see that each good and positive post is pushing down with violence and non-tolerance in this forum where it is the debate of the swamiji.
Sorry for my bad english, hope you understand the point.
I am verry glad to be here - my first acount one year ago was the User Dreammer, but i didn't get andy answer and any logging-chanche (feedback from the webmaster, so i am now Dreammer_second)
Thank you for reading my first post,
wish you all the best and take care of you, stay in peace, light and harmony!
Bye from Slovenia!
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25 Mar 2011 - 8:05pm
So for the last several years I occasionally run into people around town that seem to think they know me and since my awakening at the end of January this year I have had this happen A LOT more frequently! Almost every week even! In fact just last night I went to a Shamanic journey group that I had never been to before and one of the people there said that she knows she has seen me somewhere but I don't recall ever meeting or seeing her. Most of the time when this happens the people open up to me out of the blue and start telling me about the troubles in their life...Does this happen to anyone else? Does anyone have any good ideas or explanations for this?
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22 Mar 2011 - 1:31pm
Ok so here's the deal, Ive always known my wife to be a spiritual vampire. I've never really cared before because my spiritual energy is limitless, I'm always emanating. There are times, mainly when and after I meditate where she looks sickly or tired and she makes silly demands of me. Humoring her and showering her with energy makes her return to normal. As time passed in our relationship I no longer needed to constantly feed her and she could tap into my well as she pleased. I would like to think of myself as a light being but I do recognize that I have to capacity to(for lack of a better word) eat another being. I can see the cords tying the spiritual to the physical and i may or may not have cut it and eaten the remains, I dont do it anymore but when i fully manifest its alot of power to controll at once. If/when i used to eat others(i think she somehow encouraged me to be aggressive while manifested) i would feel thier presence within myself but its a taint to my purity, i would "push" it out of me and she would always be right there to comfort me. I know its my fault for her being like this; I got her used to my light and the leylines shifting in early March cut her off from her "tap." Worse part is, she doesnt even know shes is a vampire/node for some brotherhood. Should i give her tough love? It pains me to see her this way but I dont want to reopen the tap so I feed the brotherhood. At the same time i cant bear to see her like this, any suggestions?
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8 Mar 2011 - 8:57am
Because I have just written about Dynamic Prayer and its integral transmission of energy, I might as well go on and give you the New Lord's Prayer as dictated by Jesus in the transmission through George King whilst he was in a self-induced Samadhic trance.
The traditional form will always be treasured and used, but this new one is specially for The New Age as stated in the transmisssion.
This is The New Lord’s Prayer given by Jesus, through George King on Dec. 20th, 1961.
"Oh Divine and Wondrous Spirit!
Oh Everlasting Lord of Hosts!
Send forth, now, through me
Thy great and lasting Power.
Allow me, oh mighty God, the lasting privilege,
Of radiating to all the world Thy great Love,
So that those who suffer may be given the
Power and energy to rise above their weaknesses.
Oh mighty God, in great humility do I ask you
To send forth Your Power.
To give to me this great lasting privilege,
Of being a channel so that my suffering brothers
May be helped and guided and healed and
Lifted into Thy Light.
So that they who know not may look up,
And in doing so, receive through their Higher Selves,
Your Divine Counsel.
Oh mighty God, this day have you granted me,
A Divine privilege.
I ask you, now, to give to me the strength,
So that never again will I turn from my inner vision of you;
Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti.*
In praise of your Greatness, Oh God,
Doth my Soul sing.
Grant it energy to sing on
Forever and forever."
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2 Mar 2011 - 7:47pm
So I've done my own readings a few times with various websites. My Life Path number turns out to be 17 or 8, depending on the website. But I totally don't match up with the descriptions for those numbers! Anyone care to take a stab at it - maybe I'm misunderstanding something. DOB = 9/28/1978. The numbers I get for that are 9+1+7.
One thing that came to me is this: 917 + 2 8's = 17 + 16 = 33 And I'll be 33 this year. And 33 is a number I resonate with, as I feel like I am of the Blue Ray. Probably just broke all the rules in Numerology there! But that is much more like me - a rule breaker! ;)
I'm pretty new to all this. Just trying to figure it all out. TIA for any help!
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25 Feb 2011 - 10:56pm
My girlfriend gets chased by demons and fights off demons during sleep and can occasionally wake up with bruises or aches associated with attacks during sleep. She has occasional sleep paralysis also. Once she encountered a psychic individual in the street and was told that she has something the dark entities/demons want. What could that possibly be? They apparently like when she is under stress and depressed and they tell her in her sleep that she will never be happy. Besides a prayer and light meditation before sleep is there anything else she can do to protect herself before sleep.
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16 Feb 2011 - 10:35pm
http://www.meetup.com/lightworkers/
There is a meetup this Saturday (2-19-11) at the Main Clearwater, FL Library in downtown Clearwater in conference room A/B. It consists of a collection of people who are very interested in health and healing on all spectrum of the health and healing board. There are energetic healers, yoga instructors, acupuncturists, Reiki healers, and people who are just interested in living a healthy lifestyle.
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16 Feb 2011 - 6:32pm
I am interested in building bridges of peace and love between different cultures and religions. I look for the highest teachings in each religion. I'm wondering if anyone here has some insight into Mohammed's true spiritual purpose? Thanks for any input!
Emily
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16 Feb 2011 - 5:49pm
So recently i discovered that there were more than just 7 chakras in your body. Well there not "in" your body but there are apprently 3 above you and 2 below you i guess encompassed by your aura. I was wondering what they were and what they represented and how to activate them? I tried to google this information but nothing really useful came up.
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14 Feb 2011 - 3:34am
Hey there;
One of my passions is the recosntruction of extinct languages, kind of as a way of getting a closer look at a past culture. It's not exactly spiritual in itself. I'm interested in what languages were spoken in Britain around 9,000 years ago, aka what family they were in where they came from etc, and if there are any distant modern reletives. Unfortunately the evidence is basically not-enough and what available things are in vocabulary found only in Britain, a few place names and in some theories about where the first people came from, so I thought what if I could use a higher means to find out stuff like this? - Why? because on a personal level I think it's important to know the history of my islands.
I know remote viewing can trace things into the past, and I am not particularly psychic at all... tried pendulum readings and results were everywhere Xd. Anyway any ideas? has this already been done, is there some kind of 'spirititual library' of all information, I heard of something called the Akashic library which may hold this information, in which case I don't need to focus on it...? Just curious :p
thanks I'd really appreciate replies
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8 Feb 2011 - 2:55pm
I have tried out a few abilities with others before, one being very strange that I never heard of being done before.
I can touch people and send sensations through their bodies from any distance, give massages, etc. I don't know what this could be, eh? Well, when I was learning how to use it, it made my first long distance partner feel cold sensations and my second hot sensations like waves of cold / heat touching them. And can control it very precisely.
I am willing to teach another if someone could help me get in touch with my healing. I have healed others before, but it wasn't at a time of my own realization that I could heal. I need to heal myself, I need healing.
Also have remote viewed before and intuitively read minds on occasion. I would like to practice all these with someone.
Anyways, I'm a very powerful master number 11 aries indigo. I'm 18. If you're interested, pm me!
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27 Jan 2011 - 11:00pm
Dear friends
When I read Sharon's Angel Wisdom a few days ago about "focused intent", it seemed all clear to me. So I tried to focus and visualize what I want and be positive about it - and after less than I day I already saw the change happening around me!
But today I somehow have a hard time to vizualize and feel the right things... suddenly it seemed to me that I am creating high expectations in my head and will be disappointed (again). And now this is really bothering me, as if I had a big knot in my thoughts somewhere! Please help... or does this all just sound confusing??
Be well
Christina
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13 Jan 2011 - 2:44pm
Dear friends
Well, this is very private and delicate, but I would really be happy for some advice... Hopefully you understand my English.
I stopped taking the pill by end of October, and I'm mostly very happy I did so, because I just feel closer to myself, my feelings and intuitions. I have a better feeling for my body and the different phases of the menstrual cycle (is that the word??). But sometimes I just don't know what to do with all the emotions that come up sometimes (like now, having my menstruation I get angry and sad so easily) and the cravings of my body. I think I have quite a strong sexual energy in me, I just suppressed it too often by taking the pill. But what now, I don't want to suppress it in any way, I think that's always deconstructive in some way. Now: during the days of ovulation, before and during the menstruation (let's say at least 2 weeks a month) I have a strong craving vor sex/physical love. This really disturbs and irritates me. I try and eat a lot of chicory because it is said to be anaphrodisic, but it doesn't really work. And I would like to use that energy for something, creative maybe, I don't know... redirect that power so it won't upset me that much but could be used somehow in a positive way?
I hope you can understand my confused writing. Thank you for reading. Any ideas, inputs, advices? Tell me.
Bless you
Christina
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13 Jan 2011 - 5:02am
I'm not sure if this is in the right spot, or if it even has anything to do with spirituality.
I have noticed that almost always after orgasm I will have an intense ringing in my ears.
I have asked some friends and I learned that this does not happen to everyone.
I have heard that the pineal gland has a part in this, but I am unsure of any details.
Is this even a spiritual matter? or am I just weird? :P
