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7 Jun 2012 - 3:19pm
Can anyone help me. I'm definitely doing something wrong as far as creating my reality. My rent was due Wednesday and I haven't paid it. This has been a constant issue for years. I can't seem to change it. What am I doing wrong? I don't see how I can be any worse than anyone else.
The only thing that has worked has been asking for donations or getting jobs where I live somewhere and get room and board. I left an abusive retreat where I was overworked and not paid but only got room and board. Currently I'm renting weekly at $150/week and only eat 1 meal a day because of my funds.
I'm talking with someone about a caregiving job but I'm so tired of working hard living in homes in exchange for free housing and food. Why do I keep recreating this. I trust my higher self but there wasn't anything this week!!
I am desperately seeking any help anyone can offer also because time is of the urgency because my landlord wants her $150 by tomorrow morning (rent was due Wed). If anyone can help I'd appreciate even a little money. My paypal is: beyondformandmind@gmx.com
I hope lightworkers will allow me to keep my money request/paypal information and I hope noone is offended by my post asking for help. I'm that much in need.
I'd also like to hear from people on what I'm doing wrong. Isn't money the same as taking for granted the road I walk on everyday will be there.
I would like your input. I'll read your posts and be quiet.
Thanks.
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7 Jun 2012 - 1:42pm
Hello to All Lightworkers,
I hope this is of some use to you ...
SPIRIT LIBRARY forum is CLOSING in
June 2012 so many of the members of the
forums are now in the process of
moving to an Up and Coming Really
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I have moved there too, I STRONGLY
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and Very Open Minded Spiritual Discussion
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There are MANY Surreal and seemingly
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There is something HUGE going on, which
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many of us mostly seem to be moving often
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5 Jun 2012 - 5:48am
I saw this thread here: http://lightworkers.org/forum/160853/anybody-feel-new-feminine-energy
It bugs me that so many people are so worried about being gay. I mean, why would it matter if you're gay or not? If you don't have an attraction for the same sex, don't be with the same sex. If you do have an attraction for the same sex, be with the same sex. No ones going to say, "OK, now your sexual orientation needs to change because we know it bothers you." I mean seriously, dude, it just feels like you're worrying over something pointless. Plus the way it sounds is that you're against being gay. I don't know if that's accurate or not, but that's not the premise of this message. I'm just finding it weird that so many people are worrying over something as small as loving the same sex. If you didn't wish to be gay when you designed your life, it won't happen.
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4 Jun 2012 - 5:21pm
These days were in, we are starting to feel these new feminine energies come to our planet.
The other day I felt the intense feeling of feminine traits within me. I am a man, but the flow of feminine energy was present within me. I felt the lift of negative thoughts, I walked a little feminine, my speech was feminine like, and I was having feminine thoughts.
I have been told I am from the Pleiades in the 5th demension which rings a bell for my feminine side. And from what I know, the 5th demension and Pleiades hold a feminine vibe.
It's weird because I feel myself swaying away from masculine type things. It also makes me question my future. I think I can be feminine in nature, and not be gay. I see the beauty in both males and females, but I am not attracted to males sexually. I'm kinda scared because I do have gay thoughts sometimes, but I know I wouldn't wan't to do anything sexual. So hopefully I don't turn gay, because that's not the direction I wan't to go in, but the thoughts I had the other day were uncontrollable, so I'm questioning my future with my sexuality. I am not sexual at the moment, and I like it that way. I do like being a little feminine, but I'm not sure about the gay thoughts. LOL
Just some thoughts, going through my head. Thanks for reading.
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3 Jun 2012 - 3:07am
You have a plan
All is Well, every moment.
Why resist?
Why resist?
Acceptance is key.
Realize that everything that happens in your life happens for a reason, contemplate that reason and accept those events for what they are.
All Is Well and Will Always Be Well
Float down the River, dont swim against it...Just sit back and enjoy the ride.
Zach
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2 Jun 2012 - 5:30pm
Has anyone else got a story of magic and synchronicity to tell? How far have you followed the signs, how profound are they speaking to you? A journey to Oneness leads to the living awareness of All being One, right NOW, simultaneously therefore leading to synchronicity in each breath and every detail, of everything.
Over the past two months I have been lead and allured by the magic of it all. I'm now sharing that story, one that went from unbelievable to undeniable, all by leading the way with Knowing.
http://www.youtube.com/user/totalityasone?feature=guide
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2 Jun 2012 - 8:25am
"The cost of sanity in this society is a certain degree of alienation" - Terrence Mckenna
“Even if you are a minority of one, the truth is the truth.” - Mahatma Gandhi
I have to admit that nowadays recently,
all these "seeking the real, ultimate Truth" down the rabbit hole have somewhat alienated me from my so-called real-life friends, people around me, and even family, thinking that I'm starting to get more "strange, weird, unusual" and even "antisocial".
But since I will admit honestly that I'm still somewhat a newbie in all these real-Truth-seeking, sometimes I will occasionally got pulled back again, and even agreeing with all these "pragmatist, realistic, all-about-money, profits, status & materialism" society & like 99% people all around me.
The thing is: I'm just scared, very scared actually, that what if THEY're right: what if all these "Truth-seeking" journey, which is very risky, that I'm taking, is all just pure nonsense/B.S (according to the 'society'), it's not real (ie: "you're watching damn too much movies, alright?!..so snap out of it already and get REAL!"), and just a "lunatic" made-up fantasy/wishful-thinking and/or sort of an escapism from this "harsh reality (or real-world)" ?..
But,...
thorough my constant research, even daily (that even I'm starting to abandon ALL my previously 'worldly' desires and ambitions, activities, etc),
and also from reading various good sources, such as this Lighworkers community for example, and most importantly, and strangely, feeling even more CONFIRMED that indeed there is *SOMETHING MORE* than what this so-called current "reality/real-world" seems to be on the surface,
I've just sort of come to the conclusion, or at the very least, FEEL strongly (or intuitively?..) that indeed: "these all can't be all bullshits/B.S"! that indeed, the REAL reality might be stranger than it seems (or, "the Truth is stranger than fictions"), and that as I swallow more of the 'red pill' and go down the rabbit hole even deeper, I will start getting more & more alienated from the "real-world" society and all its 'shallow, meaningless' worldly ambitions, goals, targets, and activities..
and these days lately, I even started to feel that this is all perhaps really WORTH the price to pay!..
so,..after feeling like what I've described above,
what should I *DO* now?...
hope to get some feedback and even perhaps some 'enlightenment' from all of you here.
thank you~
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1 Jun 2012 - 10:22pm
Aren't you people afraid!?
I get fears sometime. Primal fears that arise from the ego, while reading or listening to wisdom of enlightened masters. The fear of collapsing the mind content , the fear of the unknown. Now I 'am just a fool. It's very ease to make up a perfect dream of spiritual concepts and stories , and to repeat the words of a master, and to be immersed in the juices of ones vanity. But to let go of all that junk in the mind, that ''knowledge'' and really be open, even for just a little for their words, to believe, or better yet to trust in all of this is a scary thing for me. My ego is probably the greatest coward, hiding in its intellectual games striving for more knowledge and praise falling only deeper in confusion. Yes , maybe that is my path, to see how futile and miserable these mind games really are, to see that what people call intellect is nothing but a machine repeating the same patterns again and again. I have a friend that is always silent. She always radiates peace and well being. I like her company. I was always the talker, a big fat parrot on a branch, I just can't seem to let go of fighting, but I love her wisdom and soon I too might just let go. The urge for words will fade, no words, nothing to say anymore. Nothing is of importance. A word is a lie. Every word is a lie, a useless concept or belief that the mind is waiting for like a spider for it's next word game play.
The internet has become a viscous monster for some people , a never ending stream of knowledge and words is coming forward ll the how's and shoulds , I feel that we have so much more knowledge and yet we are becoming even more retarded and foolish. Some of us are becoming completely knowledge depended , no space for wonder or trusting one self, always listen to the other guys words always search for more or better. It's like an obsession. And if some of you think I am smart or something please don't, I am a big fool actually. A talker is always dragging one foot behind, never wise but full of words to spread. They like praise. I don't like praise. Praise when figured out the wrong way is a sickness, it' like honey but too much and your teeth will get rotten and you root from the inside.
Never praise me or anyone else, it's a slave device from society to condition us. It's funny I always read the entire text I have written..and always just end up more confused, realizing then I don't know what I am saying. But it was fun so there!
so the fear is probably to let go of the world of words and information that our (my) mind is obsessed with. Of all the comfort and security these concepts provide. Because the more I read and listen to enlightened words the more my world is falling apart.
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1 Jun 2012 - 1:51pm
I have had migraines in the past but maybe one every 2-3 years. Now I am having them a lot more often. I had one last friday and one yesterday. I had another one about 3 months ago. These are Halo migraines, very debilitating with symptoms very similar to a stroke. Losing some of my sight, numbness of entire body,vomiting, inability to think clearly or do anything and a very strong pain in my head.
I may be going through stress, and i be tit is taking some part in this, but I had it before and only now i am having these migraines so often.
I know that I need to be consistent with my Yoga practice, and after enduring so much pain I am now sure that i want to commit time every day to my well being practices.
Anyways I was curious to see if some of you are also experiencing this and if this could have anything to do with ascencion symptoms.
Thank you
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1 Jun 2012 - 11:14am
Why do people here on lightworkers.org, humans, consider them alien? I am a real alien. I don't even consider myself to be a human. Being an alien in human form is RARE. So why do people here proclaim themselves as aliens/starseeds?? Just a question, 'cause i don't understand.
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1 Jun 2012 - 3:40am
When a crystal darkens did it die? I don't feel any energy in two of the darkened crystals and the other one I can barely feel anything from. Does anyone know why?
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31 May 2012 - 7:56pm
SWEET! Guess what? The past few days and today the old parts of my life started falling away. I guess I outgrew them and didn't even notice it. I ordered supplies for building my new super computer and I kept feeling that it was going to get messed up somehow and that feeling was amplified. A wrong order was sent, I got a couple DOAs and the fuse in my 880W PSU blew out when the machine was idle. (I'd imagine something was shorting out and the culprit was most likely the SD Card reader module that was DOA and making my machine act funky in other ways too.) So, its been a hassle, but I used to enjoy creating them. Now its becoming a hassle. So, that part of my life has apparently fallen apart. I wonder what will come of it.
Plus, one of the people I was working with was being rude to me a couple times during our conversations and she decided not to accept my help anymore. To me that means that that was all I could teach her and she could teach me, so we are no longer needed in each other's lives. That's why people leave your life when they do and they enter your life when one or both of you can teach the other person something as well.
Also, one of my best friends said she was done learning from me as well, but the ending to that was much more pleasant. I asked if she wanted to stay friends with me still, but she hasn't gotten back to me yet. Maybe that's finished as well? I did ask the cosmos to make it so that people will leave me by way of saying they no longer feel that we can benefit from each other anymore and we should part ways. This way it isn't painful by someone calling me negative simply because we are different stages of evolution.
I just finished with learning patience over the last few days and it was a major lesson in my life. Now that its been learned and it was a very old lesson, a LOT of old will be falling away now. I have one more major lesson, but right now I'll wait until the dust settles in order to work with it. I feel that I've earned this break.
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31 May 2012 - 3:10pm
http://www.galacticmessages.com/blog/2012/05/message-from-the-galactic-federation-of-light-52812/
Read this post myself and the message seems to say if you want to be a part of the trial, juat post online. So here i am posting. I would like to particpate any way i can. Anyone else wants to volunteer, lets bring some attention to this.
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31 May 2012 - 5:50am
Ever since that wonderful experience the other day nature keeps talking to me out of the blue and I'll get a mental image of it's expression of source...or rather now that I type this out I think it's source expressing them self through me.... (if your confused refer to my latest blogs about my experiences.)
On monday I was walking through my front yard looking at all the plants and flowers planted around my parents house. I was standing under a plum tree planted in the corner. This is the first year that it has produced plums and it has so many they are falling everywhere. Anyways, I got this mental image of the plum tree as a whole and then as a plum starting off as a bud and then swelling or rather (Expanding) into the plum that it was...Once it was a full fruit, it became aware of itself and fell from the tree falling or rather (Descending) from the tree until it hit the ground (density) the plum then started to plant roots, going farther into the ground (density) Until it remembered where it came from and what it truly was, The plum started to expand farther but this time it was going up, back out of density, it rose until it broke the surface and it stayed for a moment while it was bathed in light from the sun (zero point), the sun giving it strength (love and light) the plum began to grow up and this time while expanding upwards it was also exploring itself and all it's potential forming branches and leaves, It grew and grew until it became a plum tree all of it's own.
Then Tuesday while I was at work gazing out one of the windows, while waiting for a patient a cloud came over and It too sent me a visual message. It showed it self as a cloud and then I was taken within the cloud and I could feel the immenseness of it. I then noticed that I was then shown a microscopic droplet of water...It had just become aware of it self...It then started to combine with other droplets of water and started to notice it was a droplet of water. It then fell from the cloud down to earth, where it sank into the ground and then kept going down and down and down until it started to come together with other droplets becoming bigger and bigger until it was a stream under the ground and suddenly I was shown all sorts of bodies of water that it could have been, it then showed me how it would then feel the suns energy (love and light) and it would remember and become thinner and much more lighter so that it could float back up out of the heaviness. at that point it was then shown how the droplets could remember at any time depending on where it was at and where it wanted to go. some droplets traversed the densities until it became one with the ocean and then stayed for ages and ages until it came to rise up again, some droplets were showing coming from rivers and streams that were new and not as old as the ocean, and then some droplets realized half way down from the cloud and would then go back up. They all ended up returning to the cloud.
I basically saw a trees life but through the perception of source, and the same thing about the water cycle it was sources way of telling me and showing me that source is in all things, There was a pattern and we are in the same pattern. I could see how I was like the plum growing back to remembering that it was a plum tree. I am remembering my divinity, I am source, we all are source. Also when I saw these they were flashes and feelings all at the same time but it only lasted a moment but after the moment I was able to remember all of that in great detail.
The experiences that I've had the past few weeks with all the new energy, the source connection, the kundalini surges, the divine birth I was able to witness, source expressing them self through me and nature. For me this is all the PROOF that I need that ascension is real and is happening. It really is a personal experience for everyone, and it most definitely is my own truth, I've seen and felt all of these things with my physical senses and non physical senses....we all are on our own path back...just like the water droplets each path down and back up was entirely different but they all still made it eventually, even the droplet that went into the ocean for ages upon ages.
Love and light, may divine wisdom be within all beings, and may the source of all awareness be known within all of you.
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30 May 2012 - 6:19am
I keep hearing there needs to be a balance between light and dark in order to ascend.
That doesn't make sense to me. To me, in order to ascend we need love, light, and peace.
If it were balanced than we would stay in duality which we already are.
Can somebody explain to me why we need balance?
Thanks
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29 May 2012 - 8:33pm
I hear voices. It's like a universal voice. Is that the mind working as one?
Does it have anything to do with my 3rd eye?
Anybody have any info on voices?
Does it have anything to do with telepathy?
Thanks
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28 May 2012 - 4:45pm
I posted this as a blog for myself, so that I could come back and re-read the experience so that I could re-expereince it whenever. I also feel I should share my experience with others...So I shall post it here too.
Last night, I experienced and witnessed something so wonderful and beautiful I can't do it any justice in the explanation of it. Last night, I witnessed and experienced Earth being born into the next dimension. It was around 10:30 p.m. when I went outside to my front porch, it was dark out and I was going to meditate and do some grounding exercising to draw in source and ground divinity into my reality so that source could express them self through me into this reality. While drawing source down into my being through my chakra energy bodies I noticed I had some blocks from past things that needed cleared before I could move any further. I literally started doing soft tissue manipulation to muscles and fascia while sending it love and asking it/myself to forgive and let go of all fear/pain/sorrow/and hurt. I did and I felt my body relaxing further and further letting things go I could feel the emotions coming up and then I would acknowledge them and let them go, replacing the lower frequency vibration of that energy with love/light/and forgiveness. I then was able to go further and further down the chakras each one letting go of past emotions/energy. It was interesting because each thing I had to deal with was different and always pertained to the chakra that was being cleared. I didn't think I had any blockages in my 3 upper chakras due to them being overly developed through my life until within the past year I realized I had 3 very underdeveloped lower chakras which were just as important as the other 3 higher ones.
Anyways moving on I cleared my energy bodies and brought source into myself...I realized, which I already knew this, that source was me...at least I noticed a difference between us but at the same time I knew we were one and the same so it was very easy to allow source to experience through me. I asked source if they could send me love and light energy in that moment to allow my body to vibrate at the frequency of source...of love and light. I felt the energy pouring in through the top of my head and it was like this warm/hot liquid golden fire...it washed over me filling me and when it would touch one of my chakras it vibrated really strongly and then the color of it was intensified and shined really bright. I witnessed this all through my minds eye. once the energy filled me up to where I felt full and expansive I felt a stirring sensation or a spinning sensation at the bottom of my spine and I knew it was the kundalini energy. The kundalini energy then started to rise while the golden liquid fire continued to fill me up. The kundalini energy coming up was intense and made my whole body vibrate and shake...I started to get really cold and could see my nervous system. I then went inside my nervous system and it was like this river of golden energy was going through it, my nervous system then turned from a light violet/greyish color to a golden bright color. The kundalini energy then broke through the top of my head and I felt the divine meeting that had just happened.
I then was startled by a bright flash (eyes were closed) and a loud roaring bang and rumble. There was a storm outside. It wasn't like any other storm though, everything seemed really charged. at this point it was 11:44 (my phone glowed without touching it, and that was the time displayed) even though it was this late I could see everything, the dark clouds in the sky, all the trees...there was this bright light behind the clouds that illuminated the sky enough to where you could see everything but it still had that greyish color due to the sun not being out. anyways... I knew then that I was a bridge of light and that I had just connected Heaven and Earth. Source and Mother earth. The event I was watching was the birthing process of earth. the wind started blowing and it was as if the trees and everything were dancing and talking (actually comforting earth during her labor pains) the lightning was like nothing i've ever seen. It was right over top of my house it would explode with a bright flash, then spread in all directions outward. I could smell the rain coming and then I new that earth was about to be born again into the next density. The rain finally came and it was as if earth's water had broke. I could feel all the elements moving together and communing with earth. The wind, the rain, the lightning, the trees. (Air, Water, Fire, Earth) but the experience of it was so much more intense because I was watching all this through source who was actually watching all of it through me....kinda hard to explain. I started to send earth love and comfort and thanked her for everything. I believe I went to a place of being because I don't really remember being outside for more than an hour or so and then I kind of came too and realized the storm was over...I could see all the stars and the moon, all was calm, everything smelled fresh like right after a summer rain. I looked at my phone and it was 1:22. So I came inside and continued to meditate and just think about what I had just witnessed/experienced. Also while I watched the event I remember someone (my voice) say inside my head "This is what you've been waiting for! You were right to believe! It's all true, it's all happening right now!"
This is also the song that I listened to while watching the even happen.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=cJcoNDy9HVc
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28 May 2012 - 1:55pm
heyho dear lightworkers,
i often feel like am totaly stuck in my 3D life,
no matter what direction i choose it doesnt feel good and
is attended by failure.
I often ask my self which path to choose,
and my HigherSelf gives answers i dont want to hear....
...so i think to myself when all directions are blocked there is always one direction open,
to my inner self, "inside".
...just some thoughts.
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28 May 2012 - 11:43am
I just learned a very painful lesson. With the new energies being so intense, I could feel the pain of this lesson so much more. It made me nauseous and it felt like I was being ripped apart with energy it was so bad. I wanted to help people by telling them that a video I saw was misinformation, but the people there were really rude to me in order to help me learn the lesson much more quickly. So, today I learned that its actually hurtful to people when I tell them that something is misinformation. I didn't realize that, but the way the events transpired, connected the fact that everyone has different beliefs and its true in their realities, with the fact that things that feel like misinformation to me because I see them as negative, might not be misinformation to others.
It still feels awkward not letting people know it, but yet there's a certain feeling of liberation involved that I know I no longer need to do that. As soon as I learned that lesson, the verbal abuse stopped, as there's no such thing as pointless pain in my reality. So, from now on, I won't state that another channeling is misinformation. *BIG stretch!* lol
Oh, and thank you to Black Ishtar (I think you're Helen) for taking part in slapping me about to help me learn that lesson. lol It worked well. =) (Suddenly I'm reminded of this thread: http://lightworkers.org/forum/160225/would-you-beat-your-students)
UPDATE: In case you're wondering, this is the video in question. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QJxuqLigYE After I posted this, I got another slap from HelenHealer, so now I'm not entirely sure if the lesson was learned. Please read the comments I wrote and the responses. The negativity is painful, but its useful. I'm just not sure what other lessons were meant to be learned. I still have decided not to post that something is misinformation anymore, though. Any input would be helpful. Thank you.
UPDATE: I think I learned a couple more things I was meant to. I should be more passive in helping people. By that I mean instead of taking the approach of coming up to someone whom I think is witnessing negativity in them and showing them my views in order to help them, I should just post a message so people can come to learn if they are guided to. I might not actually be helping them because what I see as negativity, might actually be something that needs to stay in order for them to grow. So, in telling them about a different approach, I might actually be hurting them. So, I'll help people passively like how I'm documenting this lesson, as well as writing in my blog. Plus, if people ask me for help and TONS of people do, I can help them that way as well.
The other thing I learned is that I should be more passive when it comes to religion. As long as religious people aren't trying to force their views on me, then why bring up things in religion to show that they're messed with by the dark ones? I mean, even though the dark ones messed with the religions, it just acts more as a catalyst for growth by injecting perceived negativity to some so they can learn not to listen to that. It also gives people a stronger resolve in what they want to believe and make a part of their reality. For instance, I see a figurehead Goddess who's ruling over me, as someone who is trying to say they are higher than me and not my equal. However, other people might see it as a mother looking out for her children. So, there's only perceived negativity there. Its an important lesson.
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27 May 2012 - 7:09am
Jamali & Jalali
Perfect Masters have been known to exhibit qualities of both the jamali and the jalali.
‘Jamali’ means mild or sweet-tempered, whilst ‘Jalali’ refers to the fiery tempered who occasionally beat their followers.
One example of the latter is Upasni Maharaj, (1870-1941), the Perfect Master who set his seat at Sakori on the Maharashtran Deccan.
A visitor once recounted visiting the Perfect Master only to later witness Upasni knocking six bells out of one of his devotees.
This visitor was even more surprised the following day to discover that this devotee was not only physically unscathed, but positively glowing.
So it seems that being physically beaten up by a Perfect Master is a good thing.
But how do you know if someone is a PM (Perfect Master) ?
And would you let them beat you up just in case they were ?
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27 May 2012 - 1:08am
So many people keep seeing that channelings are saying that things will happen soon. They often wonder when soon really is and why a date isn't given. They also wonder why when a date is given that what they thought would happen, didn't happen. Let me explain why this is. First, let me say that the word "soon" is used because time is an ILLUSION, but when referencing the shift itself, where we are in the middle part of the 3D/5D gradient, and after the shift when we are in 5D predominantly, is December of this year. This is my perception on it and MANY people share this reality as well. A strong shared reality will help to make that reality the one that they will experience. So many people are saying they can't see past December. So many people are talking about 12/12/12 and 12/21/12. So many people are talking about this and that. It helps to make that reality the one that will manifest for them. Soon is in perspective and isn't a definitive date. Its simply soon.
As for the dates that are given and they find that things didn't happen for them, keep in mind that at many things could have happened. Either they were following misinformation, or they weren't allowing their selves to partake in that reality or they simply didn't notice the change or misinterpreted it.
As always, YOU are the one in control of YOUR reality. Experience what you WISH to experience by manifesting it. Not all manifestation is instant.
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26 May 2012 - 2:07am
(This was a message I wrote in response to the higher GFL channeled message that can be read here: http://www.galacticmessages.com/blog/2012/05/message-from-the-galactic-federation-of-light-52112/ I truly believe it to be something beneficial for everyone to understand. :3)
We consist of a people who are not aware that the grass is greener on the other side, for the vast majority of the earth population knows not of the other side, and for those of us who have faith it is there, have still yet to see it with our own eyes. We exist in a world bound by logic and evidence, it is through mental understandings in which we interpret and create our world here in the lower dimensions. We are spoon fed teachings by our societies and religions, claiming to have all of the answers for free and to be acquired for little to no work. Some of us can taste the ill will and falsity of those ideologies so painstakingly shoved into our mouths, but many cannot… We are taught to strive for money and power in this world; taught to worship Gods and obey them without question or else be faced with discrimination and eternal damnation. Most all forms of self-expression and creativity are severely undervalued and viewed as worthless as critical thinking and self-understanding is simultaneously thrown to the way side. We are taught to strive for ourselves and ego, when it is love and compassion for others wherein true happiness and fulfillment lies… Those forces of dark intent who have maintained power for so long have suppressed our drive to create, and suppressed our ability to love; the two single most important and brilliant things in all of existence…
I personally have been led out of all of this brainwash by dwelling deeply on any given subject or topic and applying a profound logic and reason while having a great sense of compassion and empathy accompany me in my thinkings all the while. In doing so, I have been able to gain a sound mental understanding within the logical world of which my reality is bound, as well as acquiring a sound emotional understanding seeped in love and the caring of all others who may be involved. I have decided to ALWAYS conduct my life in this way, on the basis of logic and love, and I truly believe all others must be taught how to do this in order for them to learn how to think correctly, rather than have their minds and hearts enslaved and manipulated. All of you higher beings tend to emphasize that you do not wish to force anyone, and that everything must be accomplished from within, which is entirely true, and this is one of the things that gives me so much faith in you are who you say are. If you wish for the people of earth to self-evolve more quickly however, you need to give them the tools to dig themselves out of their ignorance, and emphasize the importance of logic and love so that they will be able to manifest themselves internally towards a truly understanding being of light and love.
It’s not enough that you tell us your ultimate words of wisdom and love, for you must also tell us precisely how and why it is you arrived at those conclusions, so that we can understand and feel the logical steps of how to get there ourselves. Surely we can feel the immediate power behind your superior words of light, but unless we are taught the steps of how to get there from within, our understanding will allows be one that is lacking and more shallow. When Jesus taught us the golden rule, to turn the other cheek and to do unto others as you would have them do unto you, it definitely seemed like the direct words of which our God and creator might like to share. However… Without him describing how it was he came to that conclusion (at least I was never taught how he did, and it certainly isn’t emphasized in Christianity if it is), the impact of those words will always fall short and fail to establish a foundation to the core of being who did not understand the mental and emotional bearings they have. The ultimate words will become like a shiny golden shell for us to behold and acknowledge, but if adapted and incorporated into our lives blindly, the insides will remain empty and groundless, and that shell easily broken and fractured when challenged or pushed on to greatly.
And so… It’s not enough that you show and tell us who or what we truly are, or what our ultimate existence is like or will be like, but instead you must have us understand these things in the realm of logic and love. We need to be first shown the beginning steps and then led upwards upon each higher one as you guide us into ascension. While that highest step is something nice to think about and vaguely feels right, it is surely un-obtainable without the others leading up to it and giving us a deeper understanding of how to get there is it not? In your vast quantities of love and understanding, always keep in mind and remember this: that many of us do not understand the enlightened things you currently do, and we need to be carefully, and precisely show how it is to get there. Many of us fear the unknown and the foreign, but that is because we fear to UNDERSTAND the unknown and its value. All fear stems from ignorance and a lack of understanding, so when guiding us here on earth, focus on the issue of making us understand. Make things not only as clear as possible, but provide multiple interpretations of the same concept in order to have specific individuals on different wavelengths resonate with your teachings.
In a message from the GFL on 5/21/12: “We look for the magic key that will unlock the shackles from you, but one cannot be found. One cannot be found because there is not one reason you fear, but there are countless reasons you fear.”
Yes there are countless reasons we fear, but those reasons are all generated from the same cause, ignorance. The one double pronged magic key that will unlock our shackles is logical and reasonable steps for us to mentally grasp and walk upon, with the undeniable feeling of compassion and love immediately associated with each and every step forward. All fear stems from ignorance and a lack of mental or emotional understanding. The dark power at be in this third dimension have tried to keep us as ignorant and as stuck and close minded as possible while simultaneously keeping us in a state of emotional turmoil, and we need your help to become unstuck and to make the masses understand.
“You fear strangers, you fear the unknown, you fear the mysterious, you fear the dark, you fear the cold, and you fear new ideas and concepts that will change the way you do things on a daily basis. Why? Why do you fear these things?”
I fear strangers a bit on earth because I know they are a product of this third dimension density, contain IGNORANCE, and may hurt me out of that lack of mental and emotional understanding... But I know they are bit an immature or lost soul, and they do so because it is the nature of such a place as this and comes with the territory of being here. I personally do not fear the unknown or the mysterious because I UNDERSTAND that the unknown and mysterious is the single most useful tool to teach me new things; a way to give me new understandings, as well as a fun adventure for me to experience. I fear the dark and the cold because I am currently ignorant to the vast depths of light and warmth that my eternal self knows of, however, I do embrace and take delight in the fact that the darkness and cold exist; for the darkness draws contrast and enables the light to shine more brightly, and the cold makes the warmth that much more enjoyable and amazing in the end.
I UNDERSTAND the true nature of these things, and so I find great solace and happiness in them. It’s not enough that you tell us these constructs are wonderful gifts being presented to us by our Creator and beings created by our Creator, you must EXPLAIN and make sure we understanding WHY they have implemented such a system as this for us. We here on earth were incarnated 100% ignorant, and so have forgotten most everything and are slowly trying to remember; gaining new experience and insight along the way. Please remember to always start at the very beginning with those souls who are still utterly lost in ignorance, do not preach end results of ultimate wisdoms of light and love to them, but thoroughly explain the logical and loving steps of those ultimate wisdoms of light in all its aspects. Do not give us the finished result of your puzzle, but hand us each piece one by one so that we may complete it ourselves, taking delight in and enjoy in the miraculous feeling of: “Oh! This piece goes here and is connected to these ones!”
“Why do you fear what is new when what is old is so saddening and maddening for you? Why do you fear the keys that will unlock your shackles tying you to every day toils? Why do you not see these keys as gifts, wonderful gifts being presented to you by your Creator and by beings created by your Creator who love you and want nothing but the best for you?””
Living in this third density where the dark ones have diminished the majority of the population’s sense to strive for understanding by suppressing our creativity, self-expression and individuality, the saddening and maddening, while horrible yes, has also been made to give a false sense of comfort as well. We are broken and being manipulated in this way, and are in dire need of repair and truth… We cannot see the keys right in front of us because we have been locked away for so long that they are unrecognizable. Some may even fear finding those keys because they have been so far distorted by the dark ones as to appear as something that should be feared. Simply put, we are ignorant as to how to recognize these keys. We are ignorant to the nature of our true existence here. We are ignorant to so very much… The dark ones have used this greatly to their advantage, and we simply need your help to understand once more what we already knew, but they prevented us from knowing.
Ignorance is the root of all evil, as well as the root of all fear. It is not bliss, and it is furthest thing from it. Ignorance is innately harmful, but insanely helpful. It is the single best tool to teach an immature, lesser developed soul the basic lessons of what it means to exist. Through experiencing the darkness that a third density world has to offer, we gain a deeper understanding of the light, and we are able to feel and understand the light to an extent otherwise unobtainable; for it is through two stark apposing contrasts in which we gain a greater perspective and deeper understanding of both sides. And so, we will enter a third density in order to accumulate those need to know foundations of mental and emotional understanding, but the dark beings here have slowed and manipulated this process to their advantage.
THIS is what needs to be said and understood by the masses, emphasized and reiterated in so many ways to the point where people are sick of hearing it but it is able to resonate within every single being on earth who wishes to ascend. All that is negative, bad, evil, harmful, and fearful, stems from a common place of ignorance, or under the shrouded guise thereof. I am able to be an all loving, all forgiving person because I understand the nature of Ignorance and its importance. I pity those still more lost in ignorance than I, for their life will be more painful as they fumble around in the darkness attempting to understand what’s what; inflicting damage to themselves and others as they bump into this and that. I do not hate these people who appear to be ‘bad’ or ‘evil’ (as hatred is not an emotion I am willing to, or care to harbor and is one of the lower densitites), rather, I want to help them as much as I possibly can; as I’m sure you want to help us ignorant earthlings now for the same reason. Thoroughly understanding the nature of ignorance allows me to do all of these things, and I believe to be the first step in teaching people to understanding how to be all loving and forgiving.
Explain to the masses the nature of ignorance and why it is so important to leave it behind, highlight the importance of understanding things from within and what you have said many times about not forcing us to do things, but by guiding us. Guide use on the grounds of understanding, of logic, reason, and of course love. Give us back our emotional and mental bearings on what it means to exist and how it is we can find true fulfillment, meaning and happiness. Give sound explanations as to how ego and self-interest is harmful, whereas living for others and caring for them will give us infinite happiness and pleasure. Stress how important it is for people to be creative, self-expressive individuals, and how very fulfilled and meaningful we can feel through making something of ourselves and bearing it to the world in that way; doing so can make one feel very vulnerable and at the mercy of other’s ridicule and judgment, but it’s something we MUST do in order to feel truly happy, accepted, and to also feel completely and wholly loved by others; every act of self-expression that we exhibit that is acknowledged and appreciated by others is a way in which we ourselves can truly feel love and accepted for who we truly are.
I am not a channeller, nor have I had too many run-ins with the super natural or other-worldly. It’s hard to give those rare exceptions any bearing in reality when they are so very few and far between; fading and fleeting as quickly as they happened in a third density world. All of my wisdoms and truths I have obtained through dwelling deeply and trying to understand the nature of existence and our meaning here through way of logic and love. Through all of this I have learned how to be all loving and all forgiving, and I KNOW that done any other way than this will always be lacking; a mental construct founded on faulty grounds with no real bearing within one’s self, and susceptible to falling at any moment. There is blind faith and dogma, and then there is calculated faith and internalized truths.
I, like all of you enlightened beings here trying to help us, do not want anyone reading all of this to “just take my word for it.” Rather, I want you to go within yourself and dwell on the logical and loving words I have written, and to build for yourself your own mental and emotional understandings. No one can free you from ignorance but yourself, others may only guide you in the right direction and try and illuminate your path. I have learned this to be true, and so it warms my heart whenever I hear it stated in these channeled messages and it gives me great faith in the rest of your loving words and promises as well.
I have typed all of this up in hopes of providing answers to your questions, or at least to give some unique insight from a third dimension perspective existing here and struggling to understand by way of logic and love alone. I will not believe or accept ANY beliefs or views unless I myself can see the mental process and compassion behind them, but so many here on earth blindly follow the beliefs and views of society and religion without a second though; or rather without a single thought at all… Herein lies our single greatest problem: a sedated, manipulated, non-thinking, close minded, close hearted, IGNORANT human population.
I have great faith that when the dark entities are fully removed, we will see all of this lessen greatly. I can feel the levels of love energy rising, I can see them rising around me. I thank you so much for all of your help and all that you’re doing. <3 Thank you for being here at this time, for putting up with our ignorance, and for being patient with us. As you know we are patient with you as well, and look forward to finally meeting you face to face.
Thanks for reading, and I hope this was in any way at all helpful or insightful to any of you more advanced souls. Go forth and continue to spread love and understanding however you can. See all pain and suffering that may come into your life as a personally challenge for inner growth and self-evolution. It won’t be long here before we all ascend back up to our rightful, well-deserved higher existence. Can’t you feel how close it is now? Please stay positive, stay hopeful, stay loving, and stay forgiving in these finally months of being here.
From the darkness and ignorance and into the light love of understanding. foxroar~
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26 May 2012 - 1:10am
I want to alleviate as much misinformation as possible on this site so people aren't being discouraged. That being said, if you post your questions you have for channeled beings, I'll channel them. If you have a question for the Arcturians or the GFL, I'll post my own knowledge as I'm an Arcturian starseed working for the GFL. If you don't like my response when you ask something of the Arcturians or the GFL, then please let me know and I'll channel them so we can see what comes of it. If you are a channeller and wish to help out on giving your own responses, please do so as a reply. If something sparks a debate, please create a new thread to host that debate. I'd like to keep things quick and to the point. When this thread goes cold, I'll post the questions and answers to my blog and post the link here so you can see it. When I do that, please start a new thread to ask more questions. I'm hoping this will help.
Here's a post I made to a thread that describes what I'll be doing here as well.
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I am part of the GFL and I can answer questions from my own knowledge that I have acquired over the lengthy time I've spent with them. I always speak from spirit (The real me, not my shell) whenever I give advice. If I don't feel confident in my response that I would give or if I don't know or remember the answer, I can channel a fellow GFL worker. Keep in mind that the GFL is a collective of people from all over the galaxy and our organization is the one who is organizing many if not all of the efforts to help Earth and her inhabitants to be more of love and to ascend. That being said, the fact that we are at the core of this project means that we are going to be the most useful organization for dark entities to pretend to be. This leads to MUCH misinformation.
I recommend that you validate EVERY channeling (GFL and non-GFL channelings) with your heart. You (spirit) live in your heart center. You do not live in your shell's head. This is why when you astral project, you feel like you're pulled from your heart center. (That's what I've heard people say who have astral projected and left their shell.) I advise you to validate what I tell you and what I channel for you, with your heart as well.
Remember that the channeler may be misinformed and not realize it. When you read channeled information, keep in mind that if it doesn't feel like it was written out of love, then it could be misinformation. If you are ordered to do something or you are told that so and so will save you, or some other off the wall type of deal, you can bet that its misinformation. The best channels are ones who are free of any bias or are as free as possible.
I'm free of much bias, but like all beings, we feel more partial to things that coincide with what our life's purpose is or whatever we are working on at the time. I'm a very balanced being and I've been around for a VERY long time. I have many MANY lives to draw wisdom from, but keep in mind that the current now is the one that has the most impact on how you respond to the world.
In this life I put spiritual growth above everything else. This means my spiritual growth as well as other peoples' spiritual growth. So, I aim to be as clear of a channel as possible and I aim to remember what we do, but remember that I'm in a human body right now and I'm living in the same world as you are, so my experiences might accidentally impact the message, just like any channeller's experiences will impact theirs.
So, please keep this in mind and validate everything with your heart. If you don't like one of my responses and you'd prefer that I channel a fellow GFL worker, please let me know and I'll do that for you. I'm going to post this as a thread as well so I can try to remove as much misinformation from this site as I can. This should help people to grow and not be discouraged.
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25 May 2012 - 10:44pm
I call you brothers and sisters , I call you to real life and joy , I call you to the one real truth and only way to life. I call you...a call to the real love , that no other and no thing can give you . I call you by the allmighty and Holy Name of our God and Lord - Jesus Christ.
I came here not to lie to you but to give you the good news. God love us so much...If you just ask in his Holy Name to reaveal Himself in His glory to you and come to live in your heart this will be the day of your ascencion , I promise you that you will be lifted so high , and you will expirience so many miracles that no other teaching will interest you ever again and you will buy planty of bibles in all sizes ;)
Love you brothers and may God Bless you , in Jusus name I pray.
PS. If anyone of you is interested in the miracles I expirienced for less a half a year knowing Him , just ask. This is real life and joy , and I cant even imagine that if this is so good what will be when His Kingdom come. :)))
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24 May 2012 - 9:32pm
This message was not channeled and is just another, personal, atheistic point of view of ascencion.
At first the basics my view relies on:
The Singularity
In an Singularity there exist no space and no time.
Scientists believe that before the BigBang our Universe was an Singularity.
I assume that we still live in this Singularity, and our Universe is only one of unlimited possibilites it offers.
The Space-Time Continuum
Space and Time are since Minkowski/Einstein united in one curved Space-Time-Continuum.
An "curved" Space-Times means that there is an theoretical posibility for Einstein-Rosen-Bridges aka. Worm-Holes,
means that any point in Space-Time can be directly connected to any another point in Space-Time.
Quantummechanics Interpretation
One way to explain the Quantummechanic Effects we can measure is the "Many-worlds interpretation",
means that we live probably not in an Universe rather in an Multivese with many Universes inside.
The Human EGO
The Human EGO is an experience which travels forward through the Space-Time-Continuum inside an 3D vessel.
First Conclusion:
The Singularity we live in offers unlimited possibilties in unlimited Universes which are able to interfere with each other,
but the Human EGO is not able to experience all of them.
While we stretch, bend, expand our EGO, we stretch, bend, expand the reality we can experience
and the limit is -> our EGO.
Second Conclusion:
Ascension is the process to stretch, bend, expand and play with your EGO, and when you got enough, to let it go
so "you" can reach another level of experience.
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Comments appreciated.
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24 May 2012 - 12:50am
Heyho dear Lightworkers,
i wish to introduce another point of view of ascencion, another view of reality.
I assume that we all live in an Singularity.
In this Singularity Time and Space are united.
I have read a lot of Channels, Posts and Comments the last week.
These views of the lightworkers realities show me that every one of us lives in his own reality,
some interfere or "resonate" which each other, some don't.
But what if all of these realities are real in an bigger Multiversum, in an Singularity.
I experienced by myself that it is possible to shift the reality, to enter another Universe.
The most time i did this i felt uncomfortable, maybe because i have an "Root"-Universe where i came from.
So what i want to state is that all of us are right and wrong.
Right, because all of our experiences are real, wrong because all experiences are nested in an
bigger context, an Singularity.
Makes this sense to you?
If someone comments with yes i will go further into this idea and post my results....
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23 May 2012 - 6:57pm
Since this has been a huge week for us, energy-wise, I am befuddled by a sensation in the upper left,just off center area of my chest. I am a 45 yr old, single mom to a 9yr old girl who NEEDS me, and my father died at 43 of a heart attack. I also felt this in the fall, which is really when I felt my ascension process begin to unfold. I am very in tune with my body and don't want to ignore a sign, but I can't seem to discern if it is an issue with my heart that should be attended to, or fear seeping into my serenity. I have tried meditating and asking for insight,but feel "fuzzy" and somehow cut off. I am staving off a panic attack, which I want NO part of!
PLEASE, if anyone has a true gift of psychic ability or can get a sense of what this is, I humbly ask for help. I feel that if I am meant to get a response that rings true to me, I will have touched someone willing to reach out. I do know my work here is not done, but I have felt for some time, that I should be taking better care of myself. I am praying for a hand in this moment of confusion. Aside from this, I have been amazed at the wonderful changes within me. I want to stay here and do my job and find my way!
Thank You for letting me ramble,& love to all who stumble across this.
Blessings,
Minervas1
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22 May 2012 - 11:09pm
I have been reading and contemplating these channelings (with discernment) now for nearly a year, but only just started posting anything here. Many times I have felt that what I had to say was channelled to me by the celestial beings, but am still not clear on who is speaking to me. All I know is that I am being given helpful information for how we lightworkers are to manage this time. Yesterday I published an article in the blog area entitled "The Ring of Fire". Please go to that section to read it if you like.
Today's message is that we should go and rent the video entitled "Special" with Michael Rappaport. It shows what happens when one of us starts to access their "special powers". As we go through this transition, some of us will start to notice our special powers beginning to appear, and this movie provides some valuable insight into how we should deal with it, given the current attitudes and presence of the cabal.
You can check it out of the local library and watch it for free.
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22 May 2012 - 7:07pm
When i was once in deep meditation i accidently touched my metal-ashtray,
it was first a shook, i did not know what happened, but i got aware of some "metal-consciousness",
i was not able to move or to stop the process,
it entered slowly into my consciousness,
and i finally saw and felt its bizarre but beautiful structure.
This event may took an half hour, but in my mind it was like an eternity,
and my arm who touched the ash-tray was like frozen.
I am curious if someone had similiar experiences...
PS: actual i removed the most metal from my meditation-room
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21 May 2012 - 8:27pm
Anyone experience a great pressure more like stiffness in their head (brain)? Really annoying sensation , maybe it's not ascension related at all but because of it's strange kind I wanted to ask if anyone else is maybe having it?
Thank you
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20 May 2012 - 6:37pm
on August 24th 2011 I had the most intense spiritual growth in my entire life. I have always been an out of body experiencer and even lucid dreamer since a child, also can scry and remote view easily.
But on August 24th I was sitting in my bed at about 11:00 pm (indian style reading my bible) when all of a sudden all the energy in my room burst into a bright blue light and I was literally stunned for someone who sees energy everyday. I couldn't move for about 3 hours or so and my eyes stayed open the entire time I dont even think I blinked. I was with someone being pulled by my arm away from my room (my astral body of course) I remember looking down and seeing the room and the house and the sky get fainter and fainter until we were in the heavens and it was dark, really dark. For some reason the man pulling me never revealed his face or I never turned to my left to see him I dont really know because he soon disappeared and I was no longer me myself but an Angel of gigantic porportions I dont know how I knew but I knew that I was very very far away from our universe and that I was very old but it was in the past much further back than right now like billions of years in the past.
I was a woman, a beautiful woman and I had huge white wings with color on the edge (kind of like tie die). I had a bow and arrow or something like that sort of weapon on my back and no shoes. My hair was long and my tunic was almost barely around my body. I was very beautiful and I was literally walking on space without falling. I knew that I was God's 1st daughter and that he loved me dearly although I never saw God's face in this vision i did see where he resided. It was like the Brightest Goldest beautifully gemmed diamond set of doors you could ever imagine with a set of golden stairs that looked kind of rusty and old that led to this magnificant door.
As this Angel I suddenlty was I had no desire to see my father God I instantly knew he was working on some new seals, which I will explain later, and that he didn't want to be bothered. Then at once memories of my life as this Angel came rushing into my mind and I remembered I could fly and that I looked like a star to those on earth for that was really what we were "stars". First thing next a man appeared beside me as I was flying to my usual place next to Fathers Throne but the man whose name I think was Metatron (but really not positive that was it because this part is hard for me to recall for some reason) anyways he started going on and on about how I could go back to my spot and that I was not their to stay. I remember we were talking telepathically not with our mouths and that he told me he was able to recall everything ever done ever and that he hadn't stood for a very long time so he wanted to slow down. That was weird to me for some reason, it was somehow just known to me that I do not ever get to sit nor any other angel or 1st child of God. But he had been allowed to sit and write and keep record of everything there ever was and all for my Father God. He was also one of few he was allowed entrance into the set of doors that Father generally stayed. He said that I was important to the balance of things for being the first Angod yes he called me an "Angod" that had mercy on evil. I then started remembering alot of things about what Metatron was speaking and I looked down and there was a tattoo on my ankle of a snake in a spiral and I was shocked to have this tattoo on me but knew exactly why.
It was when Father marked me for my heart for my brother and best friend Lucifer (the morning star) the one to the left of Father and the 1st son. But also the one who betrayed father and pronounced himself just as much God as Father. All over a warrior Angel who sought entry into Fathers Throne. Morning Star (Lucifer) refused him entrance saying noone goes through God without permission. The warrior Angel said, "You are not the God Head, move over". At this Morning took out his arrow which had fire on the end and was about to annihilate this warrior Angel until a huge thunderous noise shook the entire space floor and everything I could ever imagine and when the the Golden bright gemmed doors busted open my eyes were shielded and I could only hear a voice and even though my eyes couldn't see him I still could see the light with my eyes closed and covered by something. The voice was angry and demanded morning let God's messenger pass and to take back his words of being the same as God. When morning didnt say anything Father got very mad and the heavens shook again and morning finally said, "no, I am God too. I am just as powerful as you for I am you, and will replace you for you are already weaker everyday from the broken seals,you should know this is not working we will need a higher consciousness to fall to bring into existence your idea of utopia and I am not falling and neither is MoonStar (I came to understand I was Moonstar and apparently of a higher cosciousness than the other Angels)and you know it."
At this hordes of what looked like bright lights really stars to us came from behind me and when they got closer I was surrounded by angels all around with cloaks over their eyes unable to view father but it didn't stop them from hearing. Father was angier than I have ever seen any person angry at his son and said that because of his defiance and arrongance and it seemed if God could be embarrassed he was, and the next thing I knew their was a flash of lightning and my brother Morning was falling and as he fell I noticed his seal still on his forehead. But soon it dissappeared because he fell so far that as he did his wings faded and he almost looked human and he was naked and then he continued to change and he was a snake that spiraled into a circle, it looked like a snake that ate its own tail.
At this I felt sick and sad and knew that Father would bring him back and when he didn't there were protest and lots and lots of angels were cast out and some even went of their own free will. Where did they go you ask well I soon found out. It was very far away and I had to ask permission from father to go there, I remember the conversation and being inside his sanctuary with him and there was a silver cauldron type thing he was hovering over, I can rememeber all visual images during the conversation where he didn't look directly at me. I had a long conversation with him about seals and then I remember mornings seal and thats how I convinced father to let me go to where he was I promised I would not enter the realm but that I would just reside outside it say my goodbyes and let him go. Father cried and said Michael (archangel I guess) was going to take over Lucifers position and reside in his spot from now on forever. I dont remember saying anything to this but just understanding that it would be best especially with both morning star and now myself gone from fathers throne. For some reason part of my job was to be beside father and watch for him and make sure safety is in order, but I was often allowed free will that included seeing other angels and flying over Fathers universes in progress which were all produced through the seals that we Angels had in our foreheads.
I understood immediately that once Lucifer fell with his seal into the outbounds that a new universe and eventual planet would come into existence. You see in this reality I was percieving we Angods and some others Angels were all given seals from Father in our foreheads. All different and unique so that if one of us fell from being killed in battle we would still exist. At first as a universal system then after that universal system broke down or just came to an end then we angels or Angods would be reincarnated back as a more powerful and experienced star or Angel. Father loved us all so much because each seal was unique to our personal personalities and beauty. Father was able to send certain angel volunteer without having them die in battle to fall on their own and create a universal experience and in this way Father was able to experience it as well and improve on each seal and each universal energy. Some Angels who fell or were slain were friends of mine and I had actually gone to their universes in search of some truth of what fascinated father so much. It was amazing, one universe and planet was so spiritually evolved that we were all made of light bodies and telepathically communicated, we never needed food for their was a sun like energy source that kept us alive. We merged with one another and when I say others the reason why their are suddenly others on these planets created from the volunteered or killed in battle angels is because when they fell out bounds into the creators consciouss they are all that exist even though it seems to be seperate. One angel can be a million people. And it was beautiful.
When the Angel came back with his seal intact Father was able to view it all and even sometimes he would make a special trip to one angel universe himself.
But when lucifer fell with his seal it became apparent that the universe and that would result from this Angod would be one of duality since he fell in rebellion against Father rather than being slain in battle fighting for Father and the Light source. When I finally reached where my brother was I was probably 1000 of years above him from my view of his universe expanding I stayed until I could say Goodbye and I cried and missed him and was even mad that he defied father so much. I continued to come back to where his universe was growing over a period which would seem long to humans but not long at all to us what I came to notice was that the their were two kinds of light bodies forming from Lucifers consciousness. One of darkness and one of light. I still didnt tell Father or anyone but went back until the light bodies became of substance and it went so fast as they evolved into darker and lighter souls underneathe their flesh exterior. I could see some with wings and some with only one wings and others with no wings at all. Somehow though the darker beings took over the beings of light with or without wings and then Also I got too close and he detected me but did not remember me at first oddly then when I told him who I was and began to cry my tears fell on his tail and he miracously turned into a man. He was not himself exactly he had no wings and no clothes he was naked he just looked human and I could tell he was disgusted but I was not then he asked me to ask Father for his wings back and I knew I couldn't so I said no. At this he grabbed my arm and tried to pull me into his orbit and a flame grew inside me of heat and he jumped back from where my skin had begun to burn his he looked scared and I said do not touch me morning for you have lost your true self turn back into the snake father made you and I will pray you make it back to us, before as he turned though he began to beg me to allow him to sit on my brow and protect him forever, he suggested I turn him into a golden snake that would rest in my hair above my forehead and would always protect me from that which I could not see. I got angry at this to think he believed I could defy Father God and I grabbed a knife that was strapped to my left leg and stabbed it into morning tail pinning him there and with every intention of killing him then and there I somehow stopped myself and looked down on him in pity as I flew further and further away.
It was then I informed God. Then Father sent Archangel Michael (well Michael actaully went with me to see it first than declared he would fall and incarnate in Lucifers cosciousness (Planet) and extend his own spirit into others so that freewill would be made available through letting the few light entities left know the truth about their true Father for God had not abandoned the children of Lucifer but instead wanted to redeem them and help them make it away from the darkness and into the love. It was during this time that father and michael went into the sanctuary for a very long time and other angels began to talk about who would take over michaels place next to father, which happen to be empty when my vision ended, but I do know when michael was there next to fathers throne his star was blue not white like mornings and he was not talkative to me much even though we were technically brother and sister. I felt like I missed my morning star and even felt sympathy for him but not anger at father, I remember then michael came out and when he ascended the stairs he grabbed me by my arm and said that he would be incarnating as Jesus Christ along with a few other Angels father had decided to give a chance who would all work to bring the Holy Spirit into the Planet Earth and its peoples souls. I remember it was the only time I felt close to him because he told me he would always understand my pain and that he would be back to comfort me soon and that I shouldn't worry.I have to mention that while in this Angel form and experience I did get the feeling that the Angels were able to couple if they wanted but few did and although I was female in perception in reality we were all genderless but alot of us still identified with a female or male appearance though some were more androgenous than others. I was not interested in that at all at that time.
when we reached the Earths orbit and Michael fell I grabbed my seal on my forehead and threw it into the swirling mass that was once Michael it went with him into incarnation along with his own seal and I knew that meant the holy spirit would not only be stronger inside his soul than anticipated but also that Father would be furious because I had sent my seal which included my conscioussness and energy that had sympathy for lucifer and wanted him to not be punished which could and ultimately did alter everything he had set out to do which was to have morning repent on his own not allow him an escape goat. I was then branded with the tattoo or whatever you want to call it of the snake eating its own tail on my left leg but I was not angry but happy to bear my brothers mark for I knew I would do the same if it were Father. He immediately forgave me and promised to protect me forever but before I left he said I would have to fall eventually as well not to be punished but to retrieve my seal because without it I could lose it forever, if morning doesnt repent and turns into nothing but darkness he will surely take my seal and all other angels seals with him for power. I was disgusted and upset at that and felt almost naked, I asked if he could imploy Michael to retrieve it while he was incarnating to save the souls of the innocent. But Father said no to that because Micheal (jesus) did not have time to fix my mistakes but only I did.
After this I was flown backwards out of the sanctuary and taken to the right side where I had once resided for only about what seemed 3 hours then I was taken back by the arm by another angel and told to be patient and to trust in myself for the seals are being multiplied due to Michaels (jesus's) impact on earth and that I had time to recieve my seal if I asked for it and rememebered it. Then my room rematerialed right before my eyes and I was in shock for about a week over this experience and very confused.
I will never forget it and still don't know what to make of it. But I did another vision shortly after August 24th 2011 where an Angel appeared to me and filled me with the white light of the holy spirit and communicated to me that he was sealing my forehead for I am a child of god and one of 144,000 to lift the earths grid and humans energy patterns to be in balance with the new energy of divine love and oneness that was now taking place. He said I would go through energy changes and that I would always know when he was around. And ever since whenever he is near me I feel a light touch on my third eye chakra right where I was sealed and also on my left temple. Sometimes if there is something important he wants me to know or pay attention at the time he will touch my left shoulder blade and make my wings come out and i will feel a really amazing pressure of energy and love flow through me as he enlightens me to accept the higher energies of everything available. Not only am I to set others auras back to a lighter state but to continue to lift my own energy levels and I am so happy to say that I am amazed at the things I have experienced and I wish I could say these things to an actual person rather than just a blog. No offense but its hard being so alone in my reality and truths. It's hard to accept others dispossitions of disbelief and treating me like a fool but I know that even trying and saying it to them is making a difference because I am not submitting to adversity but pushing it aside in the name of Father God, Jesus Christ, and The white light of the Holy Spirit.
Please understand this was all a vision I witnessed and not something I am even sure what to make of.I have received no more information about this event from any of my spirit guides. Almost like they can divulge no more or maybe just wont I don't know. Alot of times in meditation and communicating telepathically with my guides I here very straight forward answers but sometimes nothing comes when I ask a certain question not even an explanation as to why I am getting no answer. I think possibly they have restrictions that they are honoring from within my own chart before I came here. I think that when I turn 25 on July 4th this year 2012 I will have an even higher transformation than I am at currently that date and age I know in my heart are very important for some reason.
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20 May 2012 - 10:18am
Hello all,
I have been on a spiritual path fro a long time now. I am 31 years of age and for the last 10 years or so I have been devouring self help books, starting with the power of positive and text like that. Over the years the urge to devour has not halted and I have found my way to ET transcripts starting with Abraham Hicks, Bashar, Kryon and now I have been reading and listening to The Pleiadians.
From this brief encounter I have now established that I am a member of The Family of Light. Its taken a long time for me to get answers after pretty much all of my life trying to deal with this dissatisfaction of life and always having to tend to a 'niggling' feeling that I am here for a reason... to do something more than just 'tow the line'.
Now, I have worked in a bank for over 6 years, after stumbling into this job from University. At first what seemed like a good career to be in, pays well and is pretty 'cushy'. Although, I have always felt that I didn't fit and couldn't really understand people who stayed late to work, and actually cared about this big faceless corporation.
After reading studying Pleiadian teachings and awakening to what's actually happening in the world, I have discovered that I am actually working for the very people that are keeping the the earth in FEAR. For the last couple of weeks I have been very close to getting up and walking out as the more I experience the environment the more it seems absolutely disgusting and pointless. I feel I am in the belly of the beast. I need out but I am tied to this thing financially, and I know that I should just quit and have faith in being taken care of by the universe but I still am unsure. I have been saving for a 'around the world' ticket to go travelling so I kind of really on this money to get me there. I feel trapped and confused.
Does anyone else work for a corporation and feel like this?
Thanks for reading
Ginny
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20 May 2012 - 8:09am
I was curious about Obama since he seems to be mysterious to me. As I practically know nothing about him and I have no interest in the news or politics, but many people do, I wanted to see if his energy was positive or negative primarily. I wanted to know if he was good to go as someone the many would have as a positive influence for a change. So, when I felt his energy to know more about who he really is, I felt it and it was quite strange. His energy is unlike anyone's I've ever felt before. Its like he's an infinite ball of energy that just keeps expanding. I guess that's the best way to put it. Its like when you try to release energy and you overextend your opening you move the energy out of.
So, I'm curious. Does anyone know what or who he really is? I heard other lightworkers saying he's positive, but as politicians up until him whom I've ever known, have always been the dark ones' play toys.
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20 May 2012 - 4:05am
Today on Bones their lab was stormed by the secret agents and they were to investigate how someone dies in a classified case. They weren't allowed to identify the body, but they eventually found out that it was Kennedy. They showed plainly in the end that the secret agents didn't like that they knew and tried to take the case away from them. They arrested the agents in their FBI lab and finished working on the case. It had a LOT of things in it showing that the government was covering it up. So, people who are still asleep will start thinking about how the government really does cover things up and they even stated that governments throughout the ages have been known to hide things from other governments and their own citizens. This can make the sleepers start thinking of what the dark ones even put in history books and they will think more about how its plausible and then they will look into it online if they're ready to awaken.
So, the TV is being healed too. =)
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19 May 2012 - 11:49pm
I just wanted to give some pointers to the people who are still feeling like the money control system is what they should be basing their help around instead of love. I'm in the poor house and I don't charge and yes I understand that this world is on monetary lock down right now. So, keep those details in mind while you;re reading my advice.
I've seen way to many people out there who charge to help those in need who simply want to improve their lives and help other people as well. They insist on charging people for spiritual services and other things especially when they get a large amount of viewers and requests for help. I get around 100 unique visitors to my website every day. That means that 100 different people each day visiting my website. Some people are repeat visitors as well. I've made many friends through my website and helped many people as well. I spent countless hours even just creating over 300 binaural beat videos on my YouTube channel and I show people how to download them as well in each video. I offer reiki healing and attunement (AKA showing them how it feels to use reiki so they can do so easier) completely free. Heck, I even PAID for (In crystals and in money) Petra's J-Seal removal service and I learned how it was done so I could make it so that people had a free way of removing J-Seals since there wasn't one until I did that. (Note that I haven't been to her website recently but I did see a post of hers and it shows that she understands not to charge those who can't afford to pay. So she's overcome this barrier as well. I'm proud of her for doing that and I'm glad that she was almost over it when I traded in part with crystals. She did well, so I don't want you to think she's still taking money from people to help them. It wasn't my intent.)
So, why don't I charge for my services? I don't charge because I love EVERYONE and I believe that EVERYONE should have the right to free healing and enlightenment assistance. I'm taking a stand against those who would lock down their services for cash by giving of myself (service to others) freely instead of giving to others when it can benefit me (service to self) by locking it down with getting their money. If people need help we should help them no matter if they can give us money or not.
Now that I've shown you my perspective on this, let me give you some ideas in how to still be able to make money so you can live off of it like I do, but without taking the money from the people who just want help. I threw other ideas in as well to help you learn to loose the fear aspect of not having the money you think you need. Let the cosmos bring to you what you need and want.
1.) YouTube videos - I made a total of 334 videos to date and I take part in their revenue sharing program (I qualified quickly, but I don't remember how they activated that on my account. Its automatic, so you just create an account with good content. (If you're charging people, you have good content)) I don't think I'm allowed to discuss the amount I make of there or Google will kick me out of the program, but I'll just say that its a large chunk of change that I make, so its worth it. You get your payout once a month after you reach $100, so I get mine monthly. As that's common knowledge that that's when you get a payout, I don't think its against their terms to say that. Its enough to supplement my SSI income nicely. I also post ads on my website as well.
2.) Donations - I've made over $100 in donations for the duration my website was up. Its not much, but whenever people donate, it helps me out at the perfect time as that's the second way that the cosmos will bring me the money to live on. Donations are OPTIONAL! A forced donation is a payment for whatever its being forced out of the person for, so I'm not sure why I've heard people ask me why donations are different, but to me its obvious. People don't have to donate if they don't want to, yet they can still be given love by whatever help they ask you for. Forcing a person to give you their money is not a donation. Its an act of control. "See something you need help with? Well give me your money and we'll talk." <-- Does that sound fair?
3.) Ask for volunteers - I know that if I have hundreds of people requesting stuff from me, then I can't help them all because its physically impossible. If I have lots of requests, I'll ask people to volunteer to help me help others. No, this doesn't mean becoming some 503(c) company to hire people on. That's another control structure. You just need to ask people to help out. Think of who you're friends with who ca help. For instance, I know that FoxRoar and I are on about the same spiritual level, so I'd ask him to help if I need help taking care of requests. Who do you know you can trust to provide for the people who ask you for help. Don't block the traffic through money to slow things down. Add more love to the situation by having other people who can help, offer their loving help as well. You can't run a large operation alone. You need to have other people share their love with you and your friends you meet who ask for help, as well.
4.) Know that money is not your end game. Your end game is having your needs and wants met. - Keep this in mind. Money is a means, not an end. Money is worthless in itself. You want a roof over your head? You COULD use money. Want to eat? You COULD use money. Want to pay the bills? You COULD use money to pay those too. You COULD use money for a cell phone or you could use money for this or that. You could use money, Sam I Am. Yet I don't like green SPAM in hand! =) So, what else could you "use"? You can network with people who have what you need and can trade you for it either out of love or for something you can provide. Trading should be done out of love, but in 3D its more difficult to trade out of love for many people because of the fact that so many people live in fear. They think that if they give of their self then they will be in lack. That's not the case as everything is in abundance. That being said, for the last 7 months left in 3D, it'd be easiest to just trade goods or services for goods or services. Let the cosmos bring you the opportunities to get what you need and want and then seize the moment.
If other people have ideas to make money without hurting people, please post them. This is an infectious control system that should be overcome so that people don't worry about why people aren't paying them when we ascend. Yes you might be doing what you're doing out of love, but even if you don't realize that what you're doing is controlling people by forcing money out of them, its still control. It needs to go to be more healthy.
I hope this helps some of you and if you want the free help I have to offer, you can always go to my website at The Life Master.com. If you need help in liberating yourself from the control system of money, you need only ask. I give of myself freely. Helping people, healing people, liberating people, and spiritually enlightening people, is my purpose in life. Keep in mind that my home world in the Arcturian system is in balance. We don't have a money control system there. We're in balance so much that we travel to other worlds to help them to be liberated and enlightened. This is a major part of the life of my people.
- Na'ven Enigma of the Oppressed People
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19 May 2012 - 12:03am
This started I think in 07- I thought I could feel my hair growing. Last summer 2011 I took a picture up close of my new hair cut- I could see faces. Since than for the last 11 months I have been taking pictures of my head and it has gotten very strong. Only a few friends know because it's pretty overwhelming. They appear mostly in a purplish colorful cloud. They are all dif looking- what I thought whete straws coming out of there mouths and I thought maybe they whete living off my energy- but a closer look you see these bubbles are actually more beings. These beings are not scary they are smiling and there energy feels good. There are thousands all over me.My head is tingling as I write this . They are moving all over my hair. I have taken thousands of photos to share. Not only the faces but my head has electricity moving all through it. I am thankful my husband looks at the pictures and confirms I am not crazy:) . I hardly get on the website and something urged me to today and come forward with all of this. Is there anybody else experiencing this? I will try to figure out how to post pictures for everyone - not good on computers or phones.
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16 May 2012 - 1:29am
So how is everybody doing????? As for me, I don't know what the hell is going on with me
or the world anymore. In the beginning of my awakening about four years ago, I felt I was
getting somewhere or being transformed by what I was doing like meditation,spiritual practices,
change of life style...etc etc But lately I am experiencing frustration and disgust by everything
going on here on earth and lack of any meaningful change..... just saying ...
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15 May 2012 - 11:13am
As can be seen from my other threads,
I often act as a 'devil advocate', being surrounded everyday by the 'normal' people & society and the pragmatists, skeptics, "all-about-Money-and-profits" kind of daily ordinary people,
I can't help to keep wondering new question upon question,
because in the end, what I want is only one: the ULTIMATE Truth. not just some 'pretty made-up words' or wishful-thinking escapism only.
So hence, a very curious thought suddenly arise:
If all of these are said to be "written already in the Divine Plan" (whether by God/s, the Universe, the 'Matrix Creator/s' (Whoever/Whatever They might be)),
then how about those Suicide, and Torture cases?
you know:
- those mortal people who die in pain,
- those GOOD, kind people who have to undergo painful tortures, pains, and unwanted deaths
- and finally those GOOD people who can't stand any longer of the burdens exceeding their wants/needs to stay in this earthly world, and chose the final option: Suicide.
Can you still somewhat 'easily' say that "these are also part of the Divine Plan of the Universe/Gods/etc" ?...
again, I believe if this forum is all about seeking & searching for the ULTIMATE Truth,
then it shouldn't only be about 'good wish-wash' stuff all the time,
but have to deal with these HARD, 'realistic' question(s), and the 'BAD stuff' as well, in order to be fully complete and taking account ALL perspectives!
So, is there perhaps a 'Divine' or basically a well, logical, "Truth" explanation(s) for this curious 'realistic' matter, that always happened all across this world?
thanks
~regards from the Truth-seeker from Indonesia~
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14 May 2012 - 4:57pm
I am getting woken in the middle of the night by something either shaking my bed or last night it was as if a cat plopped on the corner of the bed but nothing is there. Thoughts?
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14 May 2012 - 3:34pm
I'm quite a spiritual person...I know something is happening, just not sure what.
I have worked through most of my issues and am usually quite blissful in my amazing life...
there are things that are happening however, that confuse me....and I guess I'm looking for clarification. I have a feeling they are ascension symptoms, or even more than that. I have looked up ascension symptoms and am not seeing some of the things I'm experiencing on those lists. Sometimes the opposite. For example:
-I'm soooo happy most all of the time. I have a huge love of life...I have overwhelming feelings of love for so many things...the plants, the water, and oddly enough sometimes inanimate objects! BUT the "ascension symptom" lists say that people that are ascending are depressed and lost?
-I get buzzing in my ears and my ears "pop" even though my altitude levels have not changed...I find this odd.
-My allergies that I've had for 20 years have all of a sudden disappeared. GONE. I'm usually SOOOO sick this time of year, and everyone else I know that has allergies says it's the worst season they can remember for allergies...BUT the "lists" say that people ascending are GETTING allergies?
-I feel so dizzy sometimes...like I'm drunk. But I'm not LOL
-I see particles and little light specks in the air. I actually freaked myself out the other night when I went into my sons room and saw like 5 little lights "zooming" around...but when I went to focus on them they were gone.
-meat sometimes makes me sick. I usually LOVE steak and BBQ...but the thought of most meat is not resonating with my guts. I always thank my meat before I cook it for letting myself and family get sustenance from it, but lately that isn't even helping.
Any ideas or similar things going on with anyone else? I also feel like something BIG is going to happen physically...and abruptly, not "over time/gradually" like some people say.
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14 May 2012 - 4:48am
My Dear Sisters and Brothers in Light,
As a 20something girl I was living the life of a soon-to-be-famous actress in Hungary: partying,drinking,smoking and guys...yes, all of it all the time...not thinking to much about spirituality or life or anything alike. Thanks to my parents I was never doing anything too dangerous but since I moved out at the age of 14 I was just lost...completely lost...
5 years passed...TODAY I live in Hawaii/Los Angeles, do not smoke, do not drink, have an amazing boyfriend and enjoy every moment of LIFE.
I truly hope you ask: WHAT HAPPENED? HOW DID YOU DO THAT?
Well, I am here to share my incredible experience with you and all of those who aim change and desire a better understanding of who they really are...
My first meditation was about our stellar connection to the planet Venus, discovering and re-living the history of Venus on a spiritual non-physical level. I was blocked so strong that I slept through the entire session but my soul was well awake and soon I joined a weekend course to reactivate my Merkaba Energy field as well. After 2 days intensive meditation my body's vibration level raised so high, that despite 10 years smoking I was not able to light a cigarette! I could not breath in that low level energy! 7 days passed I went for an other 2 days session and decided to stick to it. My wonderful teachers Dr. Beatrix Czeizel and Anikó Greskó introduced me to an ancient knowledge, the roots of our existence: The 13 Stellar Nations. Through them the universe opens up it's secret. Giving a true understanding of ourselves, our intentions, what force is driving us, how are we connected to the Starts, what is the purpose of life, how can we learn the lessons and discover the beauty of our existence.
2012 is a special year in history, we expand and reconnect, our aim is the Ascension. In order to raise we have to go deep and understand who we truly are. I invite you to this journey. The journey to re-structure and change yourself from within. This beautiful teachings are now available in English to reach like-minded, like-hearted people in the world.
Please visit http://www.stellarnations.com You can follow up, read about the book: STELLAR NATIONS -SOUL FAMILIES and the authors Dr. Beatrix Czeizel & Anikó Greskó. Listen to your heart! I am grateful for the teachings and feel honored to be a channel for this message. On a higher level our hearts know of each other and I am sending my Blessings and Love to You. Thank you!
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13 May 2012 - 1:19am
The other day I noticed that my face no longer had as large of pores in it anymore and today I noticed that I am starting to loose my body hair. My face hasn't looked this smooth in a years and I can tell that its getting better every day. So, those of you who say they can't see physical signs of ascension, here's one I've noticed. I plan on posting as many things that I find during ascension so others can see that this isn't some escapism. Escapism from what anyway? I mean, denying this doesn't make things go away, just like denying ascension doesn't stop other peoples' ascension. (You can stop yours if you really want to, though.)
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11 May 2012 - 10:07pm
At the community park was a girl with whom something was identifiably different. She played easily with unrelated younger kids and looked to be what used to be called “learning disabled”. Who knows what the (largely) junk-science field of Psychology would label her these days, but no doubt something difficult to pronounce and requiring some array of pharmaceutical measures. She would procure empty cups from the trash so the children could make their mud pies. Trash-digging was something socially verboten in my childhood, and I saw pariahs made thusly many times.
I chatted with her grandmother, who as it turns out was her custodian since her mother wanted no part of her care taking. We discussed dogs, as our little guy was with us and despite his standoffish nature (common with rescues) he draws a lot of interest.
What I noticed was the girl was exceptionally sweet and harbored no hint of meanness. But functionally, when she grows up she would be lucky to land a job bagging groceries or perhaps working in the casherial arts if she excels. Certainly, society has written her off already and she can look forward to her peers incessantly driving that point home for a long time to come. The carefree play took on a melancholy meaning knowing this.
Contrast her with a multi-millionaire relative of mine (by marriage). She is personally vile, but strong in society by virtue of being born to Moneyish family, though she would claim to be self-made and one is a lazy idiot if they haven’t achieved at least an MBA. She knows on some level that her appeal to others is not in her endearing personality or movie-star good looks (both which which she sorely lacks) but in something else. Needless to say, she is never satisfied and is well on track to die unfulfilled. If the trials of the ancient Egyptian afterlife are true, her heart will be as dense as the depleted uranium munitions with which we poison and obliterate life.
I got to thinking, what if in some dimension, time-line or iteration of reality there is a benevolent group that holds the most caring and gentle members as the most valuable. Not as marks, rubes or prey. Not as cattle, herds or charges. Not for harvesting, taking advantage of or as a source of amusement. Why if not, then this is all a mistake.
But, as some correctly point out there are finite material resources and since the first two primordial amoeba touched each other there has always been mortal conflict (or at least since original sin if some are to be humored). I know, because I was the biggest amateur social Darwinist of all at one point. As part of my growth, I deemed it necessary to break certain cycles. To ask my soul: Why are you bound? Reality is but perceptions and if I play a part in wanton destruction then I am guilty. I shall no longer bear that burden. I will no longer accept and justify that my energy waves propagate a cycle of negativity.
We have clues from all around that the great change is upon us. Not from space or invisible sky friends, but from within us individually. Because we are right proper tired of it.
culturalrespawning.com
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10 May 2012 - 3:54pm
i woke up this morning the second time this week of having very vivid dreams of being in hawaii... or somewhere tropical and seeing huge waves. the first dream was beautiful much larger than normal blue waves crashing up against where i was.. and last night i saw it get worse. from blue water to brown water typhoon height massive waves... people running and getting swept up, swimming for safety.
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8 May 2012 - 6:32pm
Hello Lovely Family,
I am driving cross-country next week (going to Mt. Shasta!) and would love a bed or couch to sleep on/near Rock Springs in WY, Reno, NV or along Route 80 in between! I am an Ascension Counselor, Writer, Radio Show host & Artist, it would be great to share some ascension chat on the way to Shasta.
My true self is expressed at http://www.sandrawalter.com and my show is archived here: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/ascensionintegration If you resonate with me and have a place to share, please feel free to write!
In love and light,
Sandra
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4 May 2012 - 6:50am
I keep seeing people who are loosing sight of the fact that the ascension is happening, so let's all work together and list things we have seen change in the world in a major way due to our working towards ascension. Maybe if we help them to know its really happening, they could be a force for change their selves and not be skeptical anymore.
1.) People are becoming more spiritual.
2.) There are LOADS of people who have noticed things that FEEL different.
3.) There are many people who are going through life changing events and awaken at the end of them. After the major event, their lives (including my own) change to being a much more loving and peaceful life and the hardships from the lesson they just learned are gone completely. As there is no such thing as pointless pain.
As I think of more of them, I'll write them down, but these should get the ball rolling for now.
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4 May 2012 - 5:18am
I havent noticed any difference =) Many of you having high hopes something will suddently happen in some certain year out of nowhere? =) There is no way to wake up like snap of fingers, its long proccess I dont see why it would happen just like this :) I notice more and more people seeking new-age and spreading info about it. Way I see it when soul is in cycle long enough they start snap out of it slowly or you can try fasten this proccess by practising your senses, but people arent doing anything special really so why out of nowhere would they snap out of it :) Even common awareness I havent notice any difference on normal humans. And those who seek for new-age some if not most just seem to do it as to make themself look cool and in like fashion to be "new-age" without even any idea what its about, and its not even new-age. Everything has been there forever there is nothing new in it, only reason why I call it new-age is because we are allowed to talk freely, passtime people belive all they dont understand = devil = kill+hunt them, now days you can speak freely without having to worry of getting killed for thinking different to some. How ever year 2012? Freedom of speech have been there already for very long I dont see this certain year any special, like some think it is. Order of planets supposed to be in same line? So what? If someone wants to try explain me why year 2012 is so special feel free.
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3 May 2012 - 12:11pm
(*please forgive for my cussing words...it's just that I'm being VERY honest and bold with my feelings & thoughts today when posting this!..*)
seriously, when will all of this start to REALLY HAPPEN?
all these "Mass Arrests, Disclosure, Galactic Federeration Light helping us from I-don't-know-where" etc etc?
WHEN ??...will it *really* happen at the often-said THE year 2012 (and beyond)?
or, it's just some made-up fantasy/escapism B.S ??
which one is true??
damn....you don't know how I'm sooo f*cking tired of waiting SO damn long for the REAL, RADICAL CHANGES to happen!
this world is so f*cked-up, and I'm becoming such a misanthropy and can't relate to society anymore these days!..
I hate NOT the planet, but the real-world and its 'mundane, dry' , bloody money/profits-seeking vultures, and ignorant SOCIETY these days!...
when?...when?....when?...
is it real?...or not?
is it all real?...or just a bunch of invented 'creative' B.S/nonsense/wishful-thinking/fantasy?..
that's all there is in my mind these days...
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3 May 2012 - 2:25am
I've always loved the Daily Show and Colbert Report, and I just hummed with excitement when I saw this video! <3
http://www.colbertnation.com/the-colbert-report-videos/413500/may-01-2012/carne-ross
It is an interview with this person Carne Ross talking about a new form of government as well as new banking system to employ... Sound familiar?! ;3 There's also mention about how he revealed some government officials in England as well as George Bush to have being doing shady stuffs... A true lightworker in the media and some real evidence that change is trying to be impacted on us to support what all of those channellers have been saying is upon us. :3
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2 May 2012 - 7:44pm
Is anyone familiar with the meaning of a symbol that is a circle containing 3 number sevens?
thanks!
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1 May 2012 - 2:03am
Once the ascension hits and we enter that place of peace, ultimate happiness, and pure pleasure, where will you take things from there? And what does it truly mean to be happy and in pleasure in the first place? Surely it means to love all others and be that sort of being of love, as I'm sure all of you lightworkers know... But there is also another aspect in which we can find fulfillment and meaning that I feel isn't emphasized enough, and that is the concept of creation and self expression.
Why do humans crave struggle and conflict? No one wants to watch a movie where their is no conflict and resolution... We find this to be something boring to sit through, but why? This is because it is through struggle and conflict where new understandings and growth and evolution occurs, and all beings crave this. Similarly as to why there is so much pain and suffering in this realm of earth, it is a place for immature souls to fumble around in the darkness and try and find lights of understanding to illuminate what it means to exist in certain aspects of being. To gain understanding and evolve in this way.
Once a soul has evolved to the point where they truly internalize and understand love to be the single most important thing in existence, their journey becomes one that is less painful in all ways. This is the peak of existence that everyone on earth will achieve once we enter the ascension, but it is by no means a stopping point in any person's evolution...
I have always wondered what that Christian view of heaven was like, and just how exactly it would keep me happy and pleasured for an infinite amount of time... White fluffy clouds where everything you want instantly happens for you and such? It appeared like a place of stopping, and a place where no more growth would occur... Is this a state in which you can be permanently happy and pleasured? It is something very vague and non-coherent... So let me tell you what a true state of heaven and bliss is like! And how we grow and evolve even after the ascension hits.
Yes, love is the most important thing in existence, and it is through love that all things can become deeply connected and at one. But love has close and personal sidekick which is very integral and needed at all times, and that sidekick is a being's ability to create and be self expressive. ;3 It is through our ability to create new thoughts which allows us to grow and evolve and get to the point where we are loving beings at all in the first place! And is through expressing ours creative selves to others that we are able to demonstrate who we are, and are able to have them truly feel, love and accepted us in return. It is our ability to create and express which enables us to metaphorically reach out to one another in this way, and it is this ability that enables us too branch and grow towards others more and more deeply. Creation is something intimately connected with the concept of love in that way.
Once the ascension hits, love will rule our world. And what's left to do from that point forward is to continue growing, advancing, and gaining understanding of what it means to exist by interacting with each other through creative and expressive means. It can be a work of art or writing, an invention or simply a new idea you thought of. The mediums of creation are endless, subtle, and hidden, and are what truly enable us to grow and evolve forward for an infinite amount of time.
No being is perfect, and no being will ever BE perfect... There is infinite room for growth and evolution, as their is an infinite amount of perspectives and other beings to learn from and appreciate, and an infinite amount of creations that will be created as a result. All creations are worthy of love and are something beautiful, and all creations can only cease to increase the amount of love in existence in this way.
I tell you these things not so that you will dwell on the future and what you will do once the ascension hits, but in hopes that you will live in the present and take this idea of creation and self expression to heart! ;3 Like love, it is through expressing ourselves and creating where true happiness and fulfillment lives on earth, as well as anywhere else. In the end, love and this ability to create will the two guiding principles that enable us to grow and evolve for an infinite amount of time. So the quicker you internalize this forgotten aspect of creation and try and incorporate it in your lives more, as well as help others to become more creative beings themselves, the quicker we can raise ALL love levels and bring this ascension upon us I'll have you know! ;3
Thank you~ And Namaste and all that Jazz! x3 I'm actually avid follow of the show 'My Little Pony friendship is magic'... And it has an internet following of adult males called 'bronies' who try and spread love and tolerance as well! Anyways... I like their saying they have better than 'Nameste', as it is more expressive and humorous...
Thank you~ I'm going to tolerate and love the shit out of you. ;3 Whoever you may be. :3
Go forward and be your unique, amazing self. Create in all aspects of life that you can and do it in a way that is entirely you. Try something different, branch out and THIS is what it means to live and grow forever. Look at others creations, look at life and try and take something new away from everything. THIS is how we can feel truly alive. :3 THIS is heaven! The feeling of creation and love.
I love you all and I look forward to seeing your essence and soul displayed in your creations in the future. :3 And if you ever feel lonely or need a friend and someone to love you personally, please feel free to send me message so I can be there for you. >^.^<
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30 Apr 2012 - 11:32pm
So many people are focusing more on other things that are non-critical, but can be fun to think about and learn about as well. I wanted to post this message to help everyone to remember that the only thing required to ascend is to be as close to pure love as possible. Now, you can still ascend if you feel angry at times, or have some problems that occur, but the way you can ascend is by raising your vibration. Love is the highest vibration in existence, so the more love you have, the higher your chances are of being able to handle the energy of the photon belt when it comes over the Earth to finalize the ascension to 5D Earth.
Yes its fun to explore your heritage as a starseed and learn about your home world. Yes its fun to learn about how ascension works. Yes its fun to learn about all the things that were hidden from us, but remember that the main objective is to be of love. =)
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29 Apr 2012 - 10:16pm
I've been open to metaphysics for about 4 years now. And for the last 3, I really wasn't that active in the practices. I mean, I knew of stuff, but my beliefs weren't yet grounded enough to practice what I knew intuitively. Well, I'm now in a personal year 7 as my ruling number is also a 7 and I feel like I am growing rapidly spiritually. My third eye has opened along with my crown chakra but I'm still trying to get used to seeing with my third eye and staying aware to my new found growth. I also feel that I am leaving my spouse behind, though I would really love to bring her along as well as my children. I am 27, but know I have been here many many times. I also have been shown things in dreams and feel that I am here to do something very big. I've recently come across information on telekinesis that may be a reminder coarse of what I once was able to do and I am now being reintroduced to it. I just need a place to vent my thoughts and feelings, as I go through this transitional period. I feel like there are very little people I can speak to about these things at this point. I do, however, feel that I will be teaching others how to transition themselves into the next phase of our evolution. I must first awaken though.
Comments are more than welcome.
Thank you.
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29 Apr 2012 - 2:12pm
Lets not let his message be lost just because his body is no longer here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpUtw5xIxDA
(couldn't post this in videos section for some reason)
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29 Apr 2012 - 5:05am
My insides feel like they're on fire right now and they do that very often anymore because I'm worn out. I can't handle this feeling and working on spiritual stuff only injures me further. I'm not entirely sure why this happens, but being able to feel energy no matter what kind it is, doesn't help the situation. Negative energy makes me feel like my heart is on fire and peace makes me feel surreal, so when I need to get out of pain, its just like suffocating me and I need to get away from the suffocation as fast as I can. I can't concentrate right now. If you have any ideas as to why this happens, please let me know.
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26 Apr 2012 - 4:31pm
I need help! Atm moment that I Spirit that "inahbit" this body, i am slighty confused. I know that this post has nothing to do with the readings of Urantia book and for that i ask sorry, but since i chosed to be transperant i have to share what's happening to me, as sinal of respect, sincerity and love for you all !Dear and beloved brothers and sisters of light, beggining of last year( 2011) when i rediscovered God all my life suffered a reset i always had the stong desire to be in deep space and my heart always told me that i am invulnerable( this happens since 2006 when i had the most intense spiritual experience). Last year also at night when i was tryng to get some sleep i sensed two presences in my bedroom , one said that they were there to collect DNA samples, the masculine voice put his hand over my eyes and told me that he was doing it so i dont get scared, the other, a feminine told me to do not worry that i was invulnerable( this was inserted in the context that at that time i was under psycologic war), and gave me a soft kind kiss in my mouth, from this event i realized that my most intimate desire to deep space travel was also correct also. Few months later when i was sitted in my bed a warm light filled my bedroom from the above , calm with very love , a voice that atm i identified belonging to Aton cheerd me up and told me at the end that i would become a master. last year also in converrsation with a lw friend of mine he reavealed o me that my body is made high light fiquencies but he didint told me more , only that i had to discoverr who i am , and when the time was right i was to execut my mission here on earth, after this, one week before easter, i read this channeling: " http://lightworkers.org/node/155367 " and on the first day of the week after easter i speak with "mysticblack", a lw channeler of Haton who channels him and awakes me and tells me that i am is phisical body only needed to raise my counciousness. today a sister of ours shows me this channeled message: " http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ixkHSy0vTk&feature=share%27%2C%29&fb_source=message". please tell me what your spirit tells you to help me? light and love , "unidentified entity"
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24 Apr 2012 - 11:47pm
I'm wondering if its just me or is other starseeds find their current shell difficult to maneuver. If you're a starseed and find it awkward to move about sometimes, are you from a human based race, or are you from a different kind of race? I'm an Arcturian starseed, so I'm curious if that has anything to do with the awkward feeling I get sometimes when I walk around. I've felt that all my life.
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23 Apr 2012 - 10:09am
Much Dear and Much beloved brothers and sisters lightworkers,
Althought I AM tryng to raise my consciousness to its "natural" level and this is my only objective, i ask sorry for not being able to serve you bether , beside presenting this concept and illuminate your bright shining path if you wish so to accept it become it reality. I Apeal to all lightworkers special the most dedicated ones who served humanity thought all these years, to analise and to unite and organize. the concept is very simply we are a family we should act like one! the lightworkers comunities are very scattered and have a lack of intercomunication wich is not efficient to more fastly and accuratly act in this duality. I in my interpretation of reality sense that even the fake channelings could be more easly detected , and the information resources wich are the most important could be more easly spread throughout your world.I presented you this concept in a very soft way to be more easly read and easly spread, if you wich to know it in fully
feel free to contact me and i will offer it fully writen and complete. I remind you i have as my main objective to recover my counciousness , and so i will not be able lead it into reality, and i also sense that its a good lesson to you all to achieve this "by yourselves".I ask you to share if your spirit so agrees
Light, much love, much joy , much peace, much wisdom and the best of the continuities,
Aton
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21 Apr 2012 - 9:55am
I desire to be in havona again, to sleep at road floor , feeling the God light , love and presence closer!
And you?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwg5rbjK1YQ
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20 Apr 2012 - 7:18pm
Love is what i feel for you all! hope this music helps you all has its helping me at my ascencion, it will trigge you emotions! Feel free to ask for more!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwg5rbjK1YQ&feature=autoplay&list=PL49A5C85B6D463627&playnext=2
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20 Apr 2012 - 12:47pm
Dear and beloved brothers and sisters of light and dark,
“The world is this way”- A concept ,of how the mass population or the world can be controlled(by Christ Michael Aton).
First Imagine a drop of water falling in a calm lake , it creates consecutive waves that will fade out with time, until the surface of the lake is calm again. Now lets imagine that instead of a drop of water we have consecutive drops, but instead of water , substitute by info( news , movies , etc.) that have objective to cause fear.(exp: like the war on Iraq were the G. W. Bush “team” created the mass destruction weapons info that caused fear and even panic in some. )Fear, and sexuality are used presently by psycology of war to control a individual . now imagine that the world and its population are the lake , if you let consecutive drops of “fear based info” it will propagate with very stability, and notice that the waves like in contrary of the real lake will not fade but have a permanent effect since we are not H2o but a complex biology . now for example: first create a little “lie” ( or “fear based info”) to create fear , and after, consecutively introduce many others interconnected to create a bigger general “lie”. Isin’t it possible with this process, to conduct population to an objective predetermined ,by source of the “lies” / “fear based info”, or in other means control mass population? Tell me what you think ? and don’t worry because there are solutions!
Light & love,
Aton
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19 Apr 2012 - 11:56am
Dear sisters and brothers-in light,
Let me share with you one of my very important recognition while I was reading my favourite book, the “Stellar Nations – Soul Families/The Cosmic History Chronicles of the Milky Way Galaxy”.
I’ve been dealing with the Ascension process for more than 20 years now, and from this incredible teaching I understood why I felt so much attracted to the stars, and why I wanted so eagerly to remember my galactic origins. This book reveals the galactic myths while we can understand that are different stellar-rays and stellar beings living within our soul and even body. We can recognize an angel, a unicorn, a winged lion, a Pegasus, a dolphin, a fairy, a priestess of the Goddess, or a serious teacher of the Melchizedek order, or maybe a messenger of the Christ Community inside our existence and our personal galactic fate. And by recognizing all these we can become better and better light-workers in service for the dimensional shift of our planet and for the collective awakening.
Maybe the best if I quote a small part of the book that you can find at www.stellarnations.com:
“…When we enter the process of the Ascension, supposedly everyone will go through his or her own personal journey there. We will travel across the “three days of darkness”, as through a very important initiation gate, the level of trials within our personal inner maze, after which, if we are still able to keep the contents held by our existence, consciousness and emotional bodies in the faith of Light, and if our hearts will really be capable of bearing the frequency level of the Christ Consciousness, an ascension will be started. We will get through the lower octave of the fourth dimension, that is the astral level, and we can lift our consciousness over to the sacred energy field of the Sun’s Gate.
We will greet the Angels of the Sun and the Ascended Masters, and then shift further towards the 5th dimension. We will arrive to a Celestial location where all of a sudden the stellar entities will appear, those who have been accompanying us all the time from the perspective of the entire galaxy. There we will have to recognize the spiritual entities by whom the whole Ascension is guided from the invisible spheres.
But if we do not unfold this galactic memory vision in our consciousness, then the beautiful light-entities dressed in celestial adornments will surround us simply in vain, as we will not recognize them. It is possible that many people will sense the surrounding space as completely empty, as an incomprehensible hazy obscurity of a deep cosmic silence with no guidelines.
Others may feel like being in the magical world of some mythical entities floating about and reappearing from time to time, maybe they will consider it as if they were dreaming, and so they will not be able to make anything of the revelations, either. Although they will see certain entities gliding through their personal spaces, they will still have no idea about how to address them, nor about the reason they arrived for, or about the message they brought.
Only those will be able to reach out for the given help and to receive the sounds and images full of messages from the galactic delegation, who understand and know just exactly who these beings are and what they represent; because they simply remember all these and are able to welcome the Stellar Delegation’s circle, which is formed for their sake, as galactic sisters and brothers.
We can even say that by the right of their spiritual consciousness, which was elaborated in their past, and by the purity of their present lives, the serious and humble sacrifices they make and responsibilities they take up, the light messengers have originally been chosen and called upon by the Celestial powers, to become the leaders, guides and assistants of a great number of human beings here on Planet Earth; of the ones, who for some reason have not yet opened their consciousness for recognizing what exactly is happening with this planet. ... Understanding all these, we can say that by the teachings of the Stellar Nations we have an even greater demand of becoming the human beings who - having realized our own stellar pasts and cosmic history - will be able to recognize the stellar delegates, and by doing that we can connect the whole planet with the bridges and light-powers that are ascending us, and to which the whole momentum of the dimensional shift is threaded onto. …”
Dr. Beatrix Czeizel and Anikó Greskó – The Stellar Nations – Soul Families
I hope to find other starseeds who has some similar recognitions!
Blessed be
Antares13
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19 Apr 2012 - 6:33am
Ascension symptoms are largely due to un-groundedness and imbalance in your energetic system. You don't need to raise your vibration any further, as you are probably resonating to high for everyday life on earth anyway. What you do need to do is find activity that will ground you.
For example, if you are suffering the consequences of the New Energy passing through you and rupturing your energetic system, you may find activities like yoga, weight training, sports to have a cool and soothing effect on you.
The symptoms of pains, depression and the like are being caused by the amplified frequency of the Avataric Energy that is entering the earth very strongly at this time. We are trying to speed things up in essence, but you have to be grounded. This isn't a problem for the average person as their lower chakras are already open, and this energy passes through them (relatively!) unnoticed. However, this energy is causing great problems for many Light Workers whose higher chakras are open more than their lower. The Avataric Energy comes through you, into your crown chakra and will begin to blast your third chakra apart, as it cannot fully make its way down any further than this.
Of course this New Energy is making its way into the world through the many Light Workers who have done the work in the past to move humanity to the point that they are at this time. At the moment however, some Light Workers are only able to ground 5-10% of this Avataric Energy, which is beginning to slowly cook them.
This situation is set to get worse as the New Energy is set to amplify further, and is already 100% more potent than in 2011, now we have passed into 2012.
May the Fathers Will be Done.
Nicholas Russell
Spiritual Teacher - Clairvoyant Healer
Author of 'A Crash Course in Spirituality - Book 1'
http://acrashcourseinspirituality.com/
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19 Apr 2012 - 4:29am
Each day that I've browse and read through these forums (and also many other websites) seem to increase my interest and knowledge about these whole 'ultimate Truth-seeking' , 'Bigger Realities / dimensions' thing.
But being raised as more balanced, critical, and as well as having skeptical side nurtured by many people around me in real life, there always seems to be new & curious questions for these kind of things.
One of the most curious question from me, for example:
We are all here seems to assume that the human's "Ultimate Goal" is : to gain knowledge to know Who We really Are, and ascend, transcend into a Higher Dimension.
but in everyday's reality, I've seen that there are truly good people yet they're the NON-spiritual type (eg: atheists, agnostics GOOD people, or people that simply don't care much about religions, science spiritual stuff, they just do GOOD everyday and living a very simple kind of warm, caring, emphatic life).
So, how can you explain about these kind of 'non-spiritual GOOD' people? (they DO exist!)
what is their 'destiny' then?...
what does "God", "The Source", or "higher Realities" have in store for these kind of people?...
are they 'ignorant'?...not necessarily, right?
so, can we 'judge' them, for NOT knowing about these 'deeper Truth' stuff?
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18 Apr 2012 - 12:21am
Just wanted to connect with anyone else that may be experiencing some of what I amfeeling these days
a very strong energy or tingling in my hands and fingers, feeling like I want to be alone mostly
disconnected from family and normal friends.
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17 Apr 2012 - 12:34pm
I posted this in the blog area already but, thoght I would put it here as well.
Greetings dear souls.
I am needing something in the form of a support group that I can connect with other indigos and, star seeds and receive help and guidance in these times. I am VERY sensitive and, as we go through these energies, I am finding it sometimes difficult to even get through some days. So, I was hoping that there is some kind of support group or "12 step" galactic group that I can be a part of.
If anyone knows where one is or, where I can get any info, please let me know.
Peace and balance to you all.
Namaste
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16 Apr 2012 - 7:57pm
Hey Everyone,
I thought I would give a little background info first before I explain what I've been feeling the past few months ...
So I know I'm a starseed and feel a very strong connection to the pleaides. Since I was a child, I've been very sensitive to subtle energies and used to see auras very vividly as well (not so much in my teens however) and am still very sensitive.
I'm more than certain I've been experiencing a lot of acension symptoms in the past year, but over the past few months the sleepless nights have become more frequent and my physical energy level has somewhat diminished. Sometimes it seems as though I wake up feeling utterly exhausted, as if I've been travelling around all night, expending copious amounts of mental and physcial energy. Is anyone else experiencing this, or just feeling semi-spaced out? In addition, I've also become extremely sensitive to motion, scents, light, and anything remotely grotesque.
Is anyone else experiening any of the things?
Lots of love and light!
Anastasia
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14 Apr 2012 - 12:41am
There comes a point where you've learned so many of the lessons and transmuted so much, that your world feels blank, dull, and pointless. That's where I am now because I no longer serve a purpose in 3D and am only here to wait until the moment of ascension and I can purge a couple other negative things, but that's even almost gone now. Its like my life is on pause because I'm just waiting. So, pace yourself on figuring out your lessons or be sure to find something that you can do to kill the boredom. If I find an energy node that I can just surf for a while and it feels good, I no longer feel in pain from the boring neutrality.
If I get cold with you or you think I'm cold with you at some point, don't take it personally. I don't feel much of anything anymore and I'm simply in a state of suspension until the moment of ascension so my life has greater purpose again. Right now my focus is on helping others since right now I only have a couple things to work on and they are almost finished now too. So, I'm in pain much of the time from being neutral since 3D isn't useful to me anymore in the sense of transmuting lessons. (My own or other people's that were embedded in the Earth.)
Also, I can see that some people might think I'm saying I'm perfect, and that's not the case. if I had more lessons to learn that would bring me into a state of excitement again or I had a way to make my life less neutral without the lessons, then I'd be happier. In in pain because I don't have a purpose that interests me anymore. So, that being said, in my neutral state, the only real thing I can give in 3D now a days is my assistance to other people who need help in their own lessons.
I want to go home, but I also want to help set up the new Earth as that's where I feel a quickening. (An energetic pull that has an exciting feeling) So, I need to be here until the moment of ascension so I can help set up new Earth with everyone.
Read more: The Life Master - The painful neutrality of life when most or all lessons have been learned
Under Creative Commons License: Attribution
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11 Apr 2012 - 7:05am
Remember guys - what you are feeling is collective!
If you feel negative, depressed or deranged it is because this is what the world is feeling. As Light Workers we are all working on the inner planes with our Higher Aspects to clear the negativity here on earth. This of course is occurring through the vehicle of your present life on earth, whether you realise it or not. This mean that essentially you have very little karma yourself. Remember you came to earth to do the job of a Spiritual Master and help free those who are stuck in the physical realms.
The bad news is that the karmic negativity on earth isn't going to magically disappear! What we do is pop into into your nice energetic systems to clear though the proper channels. This means that 99% of the crisis, illnesses, dramas and so on that manifest in your daily life, are the aspects of the collective karmic energy that you are working with and trying to transform for humanity!
So tune into your Higher Self and become aware of this process - things will get much easier I promise you!
May the Fathers Will be Done.
Nicholas Russell
Spiritual Teacher - Clairvoyant Healer
Author of 'A Crash Course in Spirituality - Book 1'
http://acrashcourseinspirituality.com/
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10 Apr 2012 - 3:14am
As a result of a recent personal awakening, I have entered somewhat of a transformation period-- feeling as if I am becoming an entirely different person. Regardless of the fact that I had always liked to consider myself to be progressing as an individual-- I realize now that that has not always been the case for me. Although my personality may have always remained the same, but my deviant nature prevented me from functioning in the dreaded real world. Of course, I was eventually going to have to trade my youth for something, but unfortunately none of my options looked appealing to my idealistic side. In my mind, the insignificant future that everybody else seemed to work towards was a total turn off, yet my ambition to change the world seemed so far out of reach. I felt trapped in a paradox, and for several years I could not find an exit out of my head. It wasn't until last July, just before starting my sophomore year in college, when I finally started to pursue some of my intellectual interests. In my former years, academic advancements had always been a pursuit that I had very little interest in, but regardless of my bad grades and truancy I have always been philosophical in nature. That's why I have always been able to relate my issues to my own personal studies-- plus, I also found it to be a really good escape for me. During this particular phase I started to study a wide variety of topics, particularly science and evolution. Devoting my time to learning is what ultimately triggered my psyche to change. When I learned about how life came to existence on earth, I discovered a more modern phenomenon regarding a potential evolution in terms of consciousness. By relating the evolution of the original carbon compounds in the primordial seas to the evolution of the human mind-- the sociological issues that our world is currently dealing with became quite clear to me. To me, it always seemed like there was two forces with opposing views shaping our current world, and without a willingness to compromise. This of course had contributed to my own personal confusion-- never entirely sure where it was that I belonged.
In the molecules case, many of these compounds were much too complex to survive-- so as a result they disintegrated back into the earth. As I discovered this I felt a strong relation to the complex molecular compounds because I too am also much too complicated to function in my own environment. It always seemed to be the simple people that were able to get by, and unfortunately I am far from simple. Despite the deaths of these carbon molecules life went on until eventually the complex molecules evolved to make duplicates of themselves-- that way they were able to preserve their identity before disintegrating. Reading about this evolutionary phenomenon triggered realizations that lead me to believe that my own consciousness must somehow be preparing me for the future, only a different type of future. Although I may not be physically splitting myself in half, it’s as if my mind is freeing itself to prepare me for a new reality. I will admit that there was still a part of me that wanted to be like a normal person, just so that I could have the satisfaction of fitting in and starting a career, but it all seemed like such a waste to me. Even though it was expected of me, a nineteen year old, to have some sort of concept of what I wanted to do with my life, I never was able to stay focused like all of my peers. I wanted another option so badly, but I didn’t think that there were any until. At least, until I started to ponder our species existence from a more provident perspective, helping me to understand the true nature of my own mind as well as its potential.
Clearly our world is experiencing a huge evolutionary phenomenon, which explains why there are so many social disputes among the masses, not just psychologically but also politically. Similarly to the carbon molecules, many are fighting against change and it is because not everybody is evolving according to their own mental capacities. When the organic molecules did this they were not able to make the change that was necessary for them to survive into the future. Those that tried to prevent this change wasted their energy fighting it, and as a result their own survival was at stake. Since our world is is not going to be sustainable for ever, people should instead be working to strengthen their minds for a dimensional shift, transcending the limitations associated with this holographic reality. This is why personal evolution should be our first priority-- there is still hope for us all if we put a greater importance on this! Like any evolving organism, those that are able to expand their potential are bound to survive into the future, ensuring an ongoing life process. As for the organic compounds, the molecules that were able to make this shift ended up becoming much more energy efficient than the ones that wasted their energy fighting against this change. As a result, they then evolved so that they were able to: absorb and digest energy, rid the body of harmful toxins, and even move from one place to another. In our current society, people have been developing psychic abilities and advanced brain powers, but if we want to increase our mental capacities so that these gifts can become a new norm we must all change our priorities. As of right now our society does not promote the growth of a higher self. Instead, people are more concerned about productivity and conformity and it seems that almost everybody is too distracted by mindless tasks to focus on these necessary personal transformations.
A new species is emerging as a result of this punctuated equilibrium, and with these new minds comes a desperate need for new information. The social structures that we once depended on are failing us-- that's why so many people are becoming completely discontent with how our society operates! Believing that these old ways will still work into the future will only prevent us from making any type of progress as a whole, if anything it is only slowing us down. The people who have evolved the most acknowledge this and spend their waking hours in a constant state of reflection, not just on the world around them but also on their own actions and character. Those that have these mental tendencies do not accept the world for the way it is. Instead, the seek to better themselves so that they can therefore improve the world around them. This is the trait of a great mind, the same thought patterns that all people should adopt if they want to continue their lives into the future. It pains me to know that there are still so many people let themselves believe that their status or degree has earned them a mind, because to be honest neither of those characteristics are the symptoms of an evolved soul. Having a strong opinion is not the same thing as having a strong mind-- opinions do not get us very far, and besides they are only creating more controversy for the entire whole. Right now our society is in desperate need of a new paradigm, but this change depends on each and every one of us being willing to change ourselves. The reason that we cannot rely on a leader to fix our problems is because the root of the problem is internal, and can therefore only be addressed through introspection. Resisting this is not an act of reason or contentment, it is actually a sign of personal error, and unless one changes their actions they then risk their own cognitive evolution. There is a higher-self in all of us but we all must work to promote its growth by training our minds through reflective thought. That we can all transcend the limitations associated with this reality and fulfill our own metaphysical potential just like those tiny carbon molecules that eventually evolved into life as we know it.
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9 Apr 2012 - 4:26am
Two pressing important questions come into my mind lately, which I hope to seek answers from fellow lightworkers and truth-seekers here:
1) How could you convince "The Materialists", which I define as these many, perhaps even majority of people/human beings which are all around us every day, whom are still thinking that "the physical world, and the 'reality' they're seeing everyday (whether in the mainstream TV, newspaper, media) is ALL there is of Existence. nothing more!"?
How could you convince these kind of people, to change their mind, or the very least, to acknowledge that there IS/ARE Bigger Realities out there, more than meets the eye?
I even have encountered these Materialists in my own family (me being the only minority, obviously), and among my daily friends, and many other people. To these people, it's really hard to ever talk about all these 'Ascension' or even spiritual-related stuff, and they will readily dismiss 'em all as pure BS (bullshits) and nonsense which has no base on Reality whatsoever!
What's ironically funny though is how I've found many, if not most, of them will be soo readily got deeply obedient with their religions and religious dogmas, more than the REAL spiritual (or Truth)-seeking!
Which brings to my next important pressing question:
2) After you all lightworkers here know about the 'Bigger Realities' sort of outside of this 'physical/material world',
then how can you still keep your Faith (and Hope) so much?
and how can do you live every day, in day-to-day basis?
most importantly, how do you adjust now with the -unfortunately- still a VERY materialist world in our 'mainstream' society today,
ie: for example most people still value MONEY, profits, and will do literally ANYTHING just to get these two 'petty' yet very dominating-and-controlling things in our current society.
How can you still keep BELIEVING in what you're believing, and know for sure that "all these things will definitely CHANGE for sure (perhaps particularly, in this so-called Year of 2012)?
Answers to these two questions would surely help to clear a lot of my constant confusions,
as well as providing more sense of Purpose and meaning, to know also what I have to really do then.
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8 Apr 2012 - 1:32am
It seems to a lot of us that a new way is descending on human kind. It feels like a fiery new clear war on terror. It isn't one fought with sophisticated technologies or weapons, but one braved by the heart and mind. There is the prediction that earth will end in fire, but I believe that it won't.It is not an outer fire, but an inner fire. It screams and roars “I am one with the universe; all the stars are within me.” This time seems to mark a rebirth, an illumination, whereby which a wormhole is opened, and the operator that jumps through enters into a world of pure consciousness and fractal energy systems. You can feel the fire, that is why you are reading this. There is a new way, and it has to do with two very separate identifications coming to a head. Demons and angels are inside us, they are two sides of the same coin in a perpetual toss. Its and old idea, good and evil. The truth seems to be that there is only one, and within one there is a god and goddess radiating a goodness. The real trinity. The battle of light and dark is a reflective precipice... In stillness all is remembered. All the stars engage and radiate to us, within us, in "standard frequency," to infinity and beyond to tell each other this. It just matters what you personally do with your illumination once you feel yourself as the entire universe. Boom... Polarity interference protocol. Contact initiated. Listen deeply... and play it fwd. We're gonna pick up the ball and run with it!
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5 Apr 2012 - 2:24pm
I went into imaginations of fear. I forgot who I was. I did not
know if I was here or even present in time. Nothing was solid. I
felt what it was like to live a life of fear. Fear pulled at me
until I realized one thing. I know love. The love of my
mother, my father, my stepfather, my people, my nation, my earth,
my love. I also saw that the world became a gentler, kinder,
fancy, gay, and loving place. It let me know that the world does
not need to be torn and burned, that love can provide the most
peaceful and joyous way to ascension. All of love pushed me out
of fear into thankfulness. I thanked the world for the life I
have and the love I'm given. I gained respect for space and time.
There is no rush to get out, there is a loving way, a way of
harmony, a gentle, yet abundant flow of love. I need not get out.
Create harmony of love around me. My beliefs have power. Create
a world I can believe in. Believe in love. Live the way.
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4 Apr 2012 - 6:08am
The New Energy that is manifesting at the moment is beyond human comprehension, and quite often too much even for most Lightworkers to ground efficiently.
The earth is transforming at such a rate now it is hard to keep up. Do you have frequent grounding issues and find it hard to clear negativity around you? This is because the inner space around the earth is being restructured at this time. The Spiritual Heirachy have completed their move from the East to the West and are now fully established on earth as we enter 2012.
More than ever collective work is needed to bring Lightworkers to a point of balance.
My work is to help bring about a spiritual transformation and a new awakening within.
The New Way on earth requires balance more than ever, or you risk being burnt out by the frequency of the Avataric Energy manifesting at this time if you cannot ground it sufficiently through your energetic system.
You may experience pain, discomfort, depression and disaster in your life at this time. This is the expression of the New Energy that is trying to manifest itself on earth through your energetic system. Serious work needs to be done otherwise you will simply burn yourself out and eventually drop your body!
Fortunately help is on hand - ask whatever questions you like I will attempt to answer them as well as I can!
May the Fathers Will be Done.
Nicholas Russell
Spiritual Teacher - Clairvoyant Healer
Author of 'A Crash Course in Spirituality - Book 1'
http://acrashcourseinspirituality.com/
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3 Apr 2012 - 6:32am
Jw....I'm finding it increasingly more difficult coping with the normal day-to-day; go to work and talk about the weather-type existence. Maybe I am being impatient? But I keep getting the nudge that the World needs my flavor of knowledge right now, but then there have been times where I have spoken up too much and have witnessed negative reactions from what I thought was good intent.
I know this is a dualistic reality, do you guys think that will change?
Jw how everyone copes with all this....sometimes when I'm inside buildings I feel like I need to just bust out of the place.
Things are just so serious for me right now, I'm finding it so so hard to pretend that nothing is going on.
hmph. :/
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2 Apr 2012 - 12:03am
OK, so here's the million dollar question. How the fish do we contact you, Master Tony? People keep commenting on my website about the Ascension Study Guide and messaging me on how to get in touch with you, but I don't know how. If you could send me your email, I'll let people know and I'll obfuscate the email on my website so spam bots won't be able to harvest it as easily. I keep sending them to your website, but I'm hoping to give them a more direct approach. Your book seems to be immensely popular with someone asking about it every week or so.
For those of you reading this who aren't Master Tony, here's a link to The Ascension Study Guide. lol
http://thelifemaster.com/Main/Blog&ShowPost=66&postname=Ascension-Study-Guide
Oh, and Master Tony, someone wants to translate it to Spanish. Let me know if its OK or if I should put him in contact with you about that.
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31 Mar 2012 - 8:44pm
Here's a short segment from my book, the part where I interpreted the seven seals from Revelations (page 663 of my book). Enjoy!
The seven seals of Revelations, the book that Jesus is prophecised to present to the world, are actually the Harry Potter series-- the symbols are much more concrete than people make it out to be, too. The series, along with the Revelations in the New Testemant, match up with each other accurately, as does the entire message of virtuous action. In the text, it says that when the Christ comes everybody around the world will see-- and they have. However, it wasn't from the sky like many people assume; I guess that explaining the concept of film to somebody thousands of years ago wouldn't have came easy, so that's why so many of the symbols have been taken completely literally. Obviously it was hard for John to interpret these visions, but I was still able to connect the dots. The horses, for example, represent the creatures in the Harry Potter books, which were present in every seal. John couldn’t accurately describe some of J.K Rowlings mythical creatures during that time because they had not yet existed during that era. In my experience, interpreting symbols that are not already present in our subconcious can be really difficult, and trying to then channel any information also makes it harder to be completely accurate. Instead his mind just projected whatever symbol came closest to the subject at hand.
The first seal, for example, included a white horse with a rider that went off to conquer. This specific prophecy could only refer to Harry Potter's first year, which is when He went into the forbidden forest, a punishment that Professor Snap assigned to Harry and a few other students who were all accompanied by Hagrid as their guide. There, He saw a hurt unicorn, a white one to be specific, matching the color described in the Book of Revelations. The unicorn was laying on the forest floor, wounded by a mysterious creature that was sucking out its blood for remedy, attempting to revive itself. They were not entirely sure what the creature was at that time, but while witnessing this Harry's scar began to throb because it was actually Voldemort, Harry's arch-nemisis that was trying to take over the world. If I remember correctly, a centar ran up just in time with a bow and arrow, saving Him and Hagrid from this snake-like opponent-- but only temporarily. During this time Voldemort had been occupying space under Professor Quirell’s turban, matching the symbol that resembles the "crown" that is recorded in this particular prophecy.
The second creature described in Revelations, and also present in the second Harry Potter book is the Basilisk, with the intention of, “[taking] peace from the earth, [so] that they should kill one another”. This being the event that caused everybody to turn against each other in suspicion. Nobody knew who opened the chamber, but this freed beast targeted any muggle borns, petrifying anybody that got a glimpse of the serpent. In the same seal, also in chapter six of Revelations, a great sword was given to Jesus. This sword, the sword of Godric Gryffindor and pulled out of the sorting hat, was used to defend himself, putting an end to the attacks.
The visions of the third seal, the one with the black creature, was most definitely Buckbeak, Hagrid’s hippogriff. After it had attacked Malfoy the bird-like, mare was scheduled for an execution, but right before the ministry of magic was able to go through with this penalty Harry and Hermione released the poor animal, then using him as a means to rescue Sirius Black, Harry's god-father who was falsely accused of being a mass-murderer. After having been captured by the the hooded, ghost-like dementors, Harry felt that he had no other option but to save him from the prison guards that were about to suck out his soul, without showing any mercy. Luckily, Dumbledor also knew the truth so he gave Harry and Hermione very desecrate directions about how they could, followed by a warning similarly to the proclamations articulated in 6:6 of Revelations. With quickness, Hermione then explained that she had been given permission from the ministry to use a time-tuner, a device that enables one to travel back in time. This is why the rider of this creature was said to have a balance in his hands. This “pair of balances”, present in 6:5 of Revelations, resembling an hour glass, could have easily been mistaken for a measuring-balance, especially during the time of Christ.
The fourth seal was said to bring death, just like the Tri-Wizard Tournament that took place during Harry’s first year at Hogwarts where Cedric died. Then, in the fifth seal there was "a great soul harvest", and Harry Potter lost many people that he loved. He saw, “Under the alter the souls of them that were slain for the word of God”, which was an arch that Harry saw at the ministry of magic. He could see and hear the souls on the other side, those that stood up against darkness to defend what was right. All of the people in Dumbledor’s Army that went with were told to rest after that because they had just witnessed the comeback of Lord Voldemort. During this time the earth has been experiencing a lot of changes, things like earthquakes, hurricanes, and signs of the end-- all happening as these movies are coming out! By the time the sixth seal is opened many disasters have taken place, on earth as well as in the movies. The sky became totally dark when the Dementors came for Harry, but it's not going to happen again in real life because the symbolism being described was inside the seals, which Daniel Radcliffe was qualified to open. The last seal, the seventh one, is said to be divided into two sections, just like the seventh Harry Potter movie. This brought a “silence in heaven about the space of half an hour”, which is actually half a year for us, something that God explains in the Lost Books of Eden. During this time an earthquake will take place [Japan], and angels in heaven will gradually be waking people up to prepare for the final judgement.
Many people are said to be denying Jesus during this time, but what they’re actually doing is denying the new Jesus, the wizard Jesus. While under the impression that reading Harry Potter is going against God, that’s why people are said to be running from God at the end of chapter six. What they are doing is running against the new steps that God has been actually implying that we should all take. That is exactly what fundamental thinkers have been doing, and also why the church has been condemened throughout the entire Book of Revelations for not making these realizations, claiming to know God and Jesus-- but still having no idea of who He is when He is right infront of their eyes. Even though they may be aware of the events, they’re not embracing this new age, or the new face of God for that matter. The Harry Potter series has served as a very significant parable in so many of our lives, reminding us the importance of love, compassion, and truth. With symbolism that mirrors our modern society, this series has been a light in our dark world, providing people, both young and old, with a vision of what is next to come in terms of possibilities, shown to us by the Christ of the past and the Christ of our future.
** The reason Jesus says not to believe anybody that comes in His name is b/c He is not going to come in His name; I am going to announce Him. Whether or not this is the perception of Christ that people have created, the prophecies speak for themselves. I'm not a deluded fan-- just very knowledgeable about the importance of religious symbolism, as well as the role it plays in the prophecies that will take place prior to the ultimate shift. In fact, I didn't know anything about Daniel until my Father told me who Jesus was, and after doing a little research into His character, I found out that it matched up perfectly with mine. We're close in age, we're both very ambitious (the sign of an evolved soul), also, we both went through punk stages at the same, we're existentialists, just like we were in our last lives together as Simone and Sartre, and we're also upsets with music. We relate more to older people than to our own peers because we're both much more philosophical in thought, too. The reason His arm is double jointed is because he spent three days hanging on a cross in a past life, just like my hips hurt from all my labor pains. He's made comments about Harry Potter being like Jesus, but He's to humble of a person to ever believe it. He doesn't read his own reviews, he believes in helping the less fortunate, like Jesus, and even though He isn't religious in this life, it's still normal for an evolved soul to wander away from the Father when they mature, much like a human would with his/her parents. He's not like normal movie stars and that's made very clear in some of His interviews-- and if anybody has an open mind they'd see so for themselves without judging this. The best place to hid somebody or something is out in the open, just like God has. Anybody that is expecting a grand-second coming is going to be let down though because He has already done His part; it's no longer the age of the fish. Now, it's up to me, the Evening Star, to lead this world into the new age-- and that is exactly why my Father has called upon me. The second coming is not a set of symbols-- Jesus specifically said He would return, and He has. We are the Mother and Father, reincarnated over and over again, with The Bible, which was written in accordance to God's direction, starting with a man and a woman and ending with a man and a woman-- both of which are the same. Just like Ishtar and Dumuzi, our Sumerian selves, it is my job to bring Him back to the light so that together we will create a new universe, which is actually what God has had in mind for Us this entire time :)
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31 Mar 2012 - 4:56am
I was wondering if this has anything to do with ascension symptoms because I've never experienced a stabbing sensation in my ear until recently. Has anyone experienced that before? I don't see what could have caused it.
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28 Mar 2012 - 6:00pm
Many of you are probably already familiar with the work of lightworker Steve Beckow and his website The2012Scenario.com. He'll be our guest tonight on Extraordinary Year. I plan to have a comprehensive interview with him regarding 2012, ascension, disclosure, etc.
We air Wednesdays at 10pm central (8pm Pacific). HERE is a link to tonight's show. Just pull it up and listen live. There will also be a chat room on the page to talk amongst yourselves.
Pass it on!
TB
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27 Mar 2012 - 9:20pm
http://thehundredthmonkeyradio.com/lisa-renee.html
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27 Mar 2012 - 6:35pm
I feel some kind of water sensation from time to time flowing through my joints under my skin. Anyone know what these strange sensations are? They don't appear to be harmful.
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26 Mar 2012 - 11:33pm
the way I understand it is that humanity is not even a real race it is nothing more than an experimental "artifical race" created for the purpose of some sort of "test" for us or something and that after 2012 this "test" will be over does that mean then that once we go back to our REAL famlies that "humanity" will just cease to exist then?
Oh also once the earth is no longer needed and has no further use will it be destroyed, "scraped" for parts or just left to rot once all life leaves it's surface to go back to the real worlds?
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26 Mar 2012 - 5:44pm
Can somebody explain to me - like in a nutshell - what this ascension thing is please?
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26 Mar 2012 - 4:39pm
Hey everyone,
Time have been speeding up for me for the last 1-1,5 years, since my awakening so to say, but now it is increasing even faster.
What is the meaning of this?
Do you also feel it?
I know it is said that in 5th dimension there is no time, such as we have in 3rd Dimension.
Can it mean that time is speeding up until it is going so fast that it dissapears?
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18 Mar 2012 - 9:41pm
Hey, I made a list of what will end and begin anew on 12/21/2012 and I figured that I'd post that here. If you know of anything that ends its cycle and starts fresh on that date, let me know so I can add it. I want to make the list grow so that people know there is a reason why the ascension is most likely going to happen. This way we can help people who are new to all of this, to start to understand that this real.
http://thelifemaster.com/Main/Blog&ShowPost=150&postname=What-all-ends-begins-on-12-21-2012-
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18 Mar 2012 - 9:09pm
Hey, I figured that some people might not know how to figure out if something resonates with them or not. They might not even know what it means. That being said, I wrote a blog about that topic in where I lead you through a situation that I had to learn discernment in. I hope this helps someone. http://thelifemaster.com/Main/Blog&ShowPost=148&postname=People-always-say-to-listen-to-what-resonates-with-you---What-if-you-don-t-know-how-
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18 Mar 2012 - 8:05pm
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/quelques-videos-a38296682
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18 Mar 2012 - 7:53pm
As a result of a recent personal awakening, I have entered somewhat of a transformation period-- feeling as if I am becoming an entirely different person. Regardless of the fact that I had always liked to consider myself to be progressing as an individual-- I realize now that that has not always been the case for me. Although my personality may have always remained the same, but my deviant nature prevented me from functioning in the dreaded real world. Of course I was eventually going to have to trade my youth for something, but unfortunately none of my options looked appealing to my idealistic side. In my mind, the insignificant future that everybody else seemed to work towards was a total turn off, yet my ambition to change the world seemed so far out of reach. I felt trapped in a paradox, and for several years I could not find an exit out of my head. It wasn't until last July, just before starting my sophomore year in college, when I finally started to pursue some of my intellectual interests. In my former years, academic advancements had always been a pursuit that I had very little interest in, but regardless of my bad grades and truancy I have always been philosophical in nature. That's why I have always been able to relate my issues to my own personal studies-- plus, I also found it to be a really good escape for me. During this particular phase I started to study a wide variety of topics, particularly science and evolution. Devoting my time to learning is what ultimately triggered my psyche to change. When I learned about how life came to existence on earth, I discovered a more modern phenomenon regarding a potential evolution in terms of consciousness. By relating the evolution of the original carbon compounds in the primordial seas to the evolution of the human mind-- the sociological issues that our world is currently dealing with became quite clear to me. To me, it always seemed like there was two forces with opposing views shaping our current world, and without a willingness to compromise. This of course had contributed to my own personal confusion-- never entirely sure where it was that I belonged.
In the molecules case, many of these compounds were much too complex to survive-- so as a result they disintegrated back into the earth. As I discovered this I felt a strong relation to the complex molecular compounds because I too am also much too complicated to function in my own environment. It always seemed to be the simple people that were able to get by, and unfortunately I am far from simple. Despite the deaths of these carbon molecules life went on until eventually the complex molecules evolved to make duplicates of themselves-- that way they were able to preserve their identity before disintegrating. Reading about this evolutionary phenomenon triggered realizations that lead me to believe that my own consciousness must somehow be preparing me for the future, only a different type of future. Although I may not be physically splitting myself in half, it’s as if my mind is freeing itself to prepare me for a new reality. I will admit that there was still a part of me that wanted to be like a normal person, just so that I could have the satisfaction of fitting in and starting a career, but it all seemed like such a waste to me. Even though it was expected of me, a nineteen year old, to have some sort of concept of what I wanted to do with my life, I never was able to stay focused like all of my peers. I wanted another option so badly, but I didn’t think that there were any until. At least, until I started to ponder our species existence from a more provident perspective, helping me to understand the true nature of my own mind as well as its potential.
Clearly our world is experiencing a huge evolutionary phenomenon, which explains why there are so many social disputes among the masses, not just psychologically but also politically. Similarly to the carbon molecules, many are fighting against change and it is because not everybody is evolving according to their own mental capacities. When the organic molecules did this they were not able to make the change that was necessary for them to survive into the future. Those that tried to prevent this change wasted their energy fighting it, and as a result their own survival was at stake. Since our world is is not going to be sustainable for ever, people should instead be working to strengthen their minds for a dimensional shift, transcending the limitations associated with this holographic reality. This is why personal evolution should be our first priority-- there is still hope for us all if we put a greater importance on this! Like any evolving organism, those that are able to expand their potential are bound to survive into the future, ensuring an ongoing life process. As for the organic compounds, the molecules that were able to make this shift ended up becoming much more energy efficient than the ones that wasted their energy fighting against this change. As a result, they then evolved so that they were able to: absorb and digest energy, rid the body of harmful toxins, and even move from one place to another. In our current society, people have been developing psychic abilities and advanced brain powers, but if we want to increase our mental capacities so that these gifts can become a new norm we must all change our priorities. As of right now our society does not promote the growth of a higher self. Instead, people are more concerned about productivity and conformity and it seems that almost everybody is too distracted by mindless tasks to focus on these necessary personal transformations.
A new species is emerging as a result of this punctuated equilibrium, and with these new minds comes a desperate need for new information. The social structures that we once depended on are failing us-- that's why so many people are becoming completely discontent with how our society operates! Believing that these old ways will still work into the future will only prevent us from making any type of progress as a whole, if anything it is only slowing us down. The people who have evolved the most acknowledge this and spend their waking hours in a constant state of reflection, not just on the world around them but also on their own actions and character. Those that have these mental tendencies do not accept the world for the way it is. Instead, the seek to better themselves so that they can therefore improve the world around them. This is the trait of a great mind, the same thought patterns that all people should adopt if they want to continue their lives into the future. It pains me to know that there are still so many people let themselves believe that their status or degree has earned them a mind, because to be honest neither of those characteristics are the symptoms of an evolved soul. Having a strong opinion is not the same thing as having a strong mind-- opinions do not get us very far, and besides they are only creating more controversy for the entire whole. Right now our society is in desperate need of a new paradigm, but this change depends on each and every one of us being willing to change ourselves. The reason that we cannot rely on a leader to fix our problems is because the root of the problem is internal, and can therefore only be addressed through introspection. Resisting this is not an act of reason or contentment, it is actually a sign of personal error, and unless one changes their actions they then risk their own cognitive evolution. There is a higher-self in all of us but we all must work to promote its growth by training our minds through reflective thought. That we can all transcend the limitations associated with this reality and fulfill our own metaphysical potential just like those tiny carbon molecules that eventually evolved into life as we know it.
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18 Mar 2012 - 3:38am
(I guess this is more or less an introduction as well! My name's Tristan and happy such a place exists to host you amazing amazing people! :3)
I don't know how far along all of you are, and I don't know if what I am about to say is more or less common knowledge among you. But these things I am going to say cannot be emphasized enough, and perhaps articulated from a different perspective is something beneficial in truly understanding and grasping the nature of our existence here and what it means to ascend! :3
I am not someone who can astral project or has experienced what I would label as the 'supernatural' (until perhaps recently), in fact, I sometimes feel as though I'm a being that is being prevented from accessing such things at times... HOWEVER!! I do believe I have been able to stumble through this world and obtain all sorts of knowledge and truths just while experiencing love and ignorance here on earth. :3
A few days ago I scratched on the doors of heaven with a clawing inquiring consciousness... It was something I'll never forget, and I felt as though I was dieing for a while and stuck in a limbo/purgatory before actually getting to the gates. Once there, I felt as though my purpose here on earth had been fulfilled. I felt that I had shed the ignorance I needed to while here and obtaining the knowledge of things I have. I don't know if this was was an awakening, a judgement, a test or what... But after this, all of those beliefs and knowledge have been more crystallized with me now.
Over the last month or so I had discovered the concept of a lightworker and a starseed, and after learning and internalize the sorts of understandings I have come to know, I wanted to be those things more than anything! The one single thought and idea that brought me back to my back to my reality here and anchored me down after reaching heaven and feeling as though I could go there if I wanted, was that idea of helping others out of their ignorance and spreading the love and happiness that comes as a result of that. And so here I am! :3
I've tried to reach others that are more lost, and to help them from their ignorance... But it's something insanely hard and frustrating to try and help an immature soul as I'm sure you're all aware! x3 And so, I thought I'd come to tell all of you truth seekers what I know just in case you've never heard it put in such a way. :3 Again, sorry if this is super common knowledge for you guys. >.< But it's my opinion and view on it, so maybe a different perspective is always something helpful!
Okay... So!!! x3
For me, what it means to ascend, is to understand and truly feel a couple of key concepts about the nature of ignorance and love. Through understanding and feeling these ideologies to be correct you are able to form a sort of spiritual stair case in which you will be able to climb and essentially... *dun dun dun* Ascend!!! x3
I have heard it mentioned before on this site, 'an open heart, and an open mind', and these are the tools which a soul must utilize in order to craft such a spiritual stair case! :3 But what exactly does an open heart and mind mean?! Well... An open heart is something that should naturally follow from an open mind and seems to be dependent directly ON an open mind. But I do indeed view them to completely separate entities which contain completely separate sets of ignorance (kind of mental ignorance, and a kind of emotional ignorance), which I will now describe how to defeat!
To have an open mind is to ALWAYS be questioning and not approach any given matter or situation with a predisposed bias or perception of how something SHOULD or SHOULDN'T be. You should always exercise logic and reason without outside influence in this way! :3 It is also healthy and important to hold at least some element of doubt in all that you do and all that you believe in order to obtain the ultimate truth behind something. No absolute truths, nothing is set in mental stone... Your mind must be something always free flowing and changing so that it can adapt and incorporate more logical and reasonable views as new evidence arises. We are but incomplete entities stumbling around in the darkness trying to obtain truth and understanding. As we obtain more knowledge of things it can grow our light to greater distances to see more, and we must accept and internalize what we find there even if it goes against what we once knew. In doing this our lights of understanding can only grow further and lead us to more truth and understanding of what it means to exist. ;3
Okay! So now for an open heart too also as well that other thing!
No open mind should be without an open heart! And trying to ascend without one is like climbing with stairs constantly missing, in which you will trip and get hurt on, or simply emotional ignorant holes for you to get your feet stuck in and not progress... >.<
To have an open heart is to always be exercising a deep sense of compassion and empathy towards ALL other beings around you. It is to view all others as equals and a close intimate part of you, and to put those entities before yourself whenever possible. :3 The sources' will is to have us all connected and whole once more, and I believe love is is that bonding agent that is trying to obtain this goal pull us all back together again. NO one is 'evil' or 'bad', they are simply more lost in their ignorance than you and trying to find their way back towards the light. EVERYONE deserves forgiveness once understanding of their mistakes and miss-doings are realized, because we have ALL been there and made mistakes out of ignorance, aka, an emotional or mental non-understanding. Some of these mistakes from ignorance are greater than others, but they are all made for the same reasons... Ignorance.
It is through living for others where true fulfillment lies, as for living for oneself and being ego-egotistical or selfish isolates you from the source and from the warmth of love it provides. It's something cold and dark... >.<
Love yourself! You are part of the source and you have made your way far out of ignorance if you are someone here on this website and reading this now. :3 Love everyone else and all other beings! They are a close intimate part of you! Many of them are lost though... >.> So please continue helping even those most lost ignorant souls as best you can! >^.^< They are the ones who need your light and warmth most of all! Love and understanding envelopes ignorance and breaks it down, we will win this fight eventually. ;3
Okay! I has a done! I really hope any of these words help any of you at all! >^.^< If anyone ever wants to talk for whatever reason, send me a message! >^.^< Especially if you're ever feeling sad or depressed! Please come find me so I can try and cheer you up! Our lives here and our existence are entirely based on our perspective is something important to keep in mind. True knowledge and understanding is something that is ONLY happiness, joy, and love. :3 And so... Your ultimate perspective should always incorporate those things, and everything in life should be able to be viewed in a positive light. ;3
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On a super double extra bonus side note! Here's an awesome My little pony, friendship is magic AMV ;3 (I just love this show and its fan made message: "I'm going to love and tolerate the shit out of you" x3 The 'brony' followers of it are always individuals who tend to be a bit more open minded and enlightened bunch because of the social barriers you have to overcome in order to enjoy the show. ;3 )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDZUyE-Dty8&feature=related - Sail on my lightworker friends!!! :3
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17 Mar 2012 - 9:17pm
I love the tv show Enlightened by and with Laura Dern. I often cry watching it because I feel so connected to the main character. This show' spiritual message is very strong while being a comedy and depicting the life of this woman who's trying her best to apply spititual lessons in her daily life as a former "corporate girl".
Anyway, in the last episode I watched (season 1 is over right now), she feels jealous because she doesn't have a man in her life and her ex boyfriend (she left him) is seeing someone. Her work situation isn't great at all as her former assistant now has her high paying position and she's been moved to a department she doesn't like where she's underpayed, etc.
But then, at the end of the episode, she's laying on her bed, and she stops for a moment, listens to her inner guidance. And she says:
"Nothing is missing in my life"
She understands how perfect her life is at that very moment, as it is. And she sees that nothing is missing from her life, because she has everything within herself. She has love, she has confidence, she has beauty, she has spirituality, she has gratitude.
This is so powerful.
So these days, when I feel like I want something that other people have or feel like I'm not exactly where I'm supposed to be, I say out loud "Nothing is missing". And I smile because I know it's true.
And even though I don't have my dream life yet, when I say "nothing is missing" I can see that this dream life is on its way and by being grateful for what I have and who I am I actually manifest my own desires, attract them in my life.
Learning to see perfection in every thing, person, situation is truly wonderful and I think it's essential for our individual ascension. I'd love to know how you guys feel about this and your own experience.
Love,
Louise
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16 Mar 2012 - 3:08am
There's been much made about the cosmic alignment that happens only once every 26,000 years that we will experience on December 21, 2012. This is the end of the Mayan Calendar and it is the end of the Age of Pisces and the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. In Matthew 24:3, the disciples ask, "What will be the sign of your coming and the end of the age?"
- Brad Watson, Miami
http://7seals.yuku.com
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15 Mar 2012 - 4:03am
I have been on a spiritual path since 2003 when I discovered and learned about the law of attraction. I have had a burning desire or seeking feeling within me to grow spiritualy this whole time.Clearing my negative emotions has been very difficult for me despite some progress along the way.Im finding myself stuck at the moment,unable to release some very strong emotions I have been unable to get to the root of.I have several questions about the shift and am confused and hoping someone can help me.
First, will all of us here on the planet experience an awakening as the shift progresses even if some folks have no clue what is happening and therefore have never worked to clear any negative emotions? I ask this because my husband is not spiritual and has no idea whats happening. He is closed minded and I hope the energies will help him and everyone else to clear baggage even if they don't understand whats happening. Also, although I have been working at clearing my baggage, Despite the free tools Im really stuck and im not sure I will be able to clear what Im stuck in at the moment without some sort of help from above and was hoping the solar flares and incoming energies would help me or force me to awaken even if I am stuck in negative baggage.
Second, I understand we can awaken anytime we are ready and it is not dependant upon a certain date, but is it expected that the entire population of the planet will experience an awakening from all the incoming energies and galactic alignment on December 21st or will it be a gradual thing taking many years before we experience "The Golden Age"? Im just hoping 2012 will be the last year we will all suffer from lack and scarcity.
Third,Will we have to work jobs to make money after the shift is complete and when will the shift be complete? I hate working any job and have no desire for any career. I just feel strongly that my soul longs to be free, therefore i have felt imprisoned by every job i have ever held! Im stuck working a job that is unfulfilling and leaves me depressed but better than nothing so I stay with it and have nothing else to turn to.When will this end?
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14 Mar 2012 - 11:56pm
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/un-vaisseau-monde-fait-le-plein-de-carburant-a-la-station-soleil-a44759025
Can you see the size of this WorldShip Lyrian, like six planets Earths !!!!
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14 Mar 2012 - 6:06pm
All here are really good, enlightening posts.
But one important question still remains: when we ascend, are we leaving our physical body or not?
in other words, HOW can we leave this 'entrapped' physical body so we're able to join with the Higher Consciousness realms?
or, will our physical body transform?
or, there is no choice other than when we die (& hence *leaving* our human's physical body)?..
truly, this is my utmost important question for now.
Hope to be shed some lights in this, in literal 'layman' simple explanation, much better.
thank you~
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12 Mar 2012 - 9:26pm
hello,
the more i "wake up" so to speak and see the world for what it really is.. the more i understand why im here and realize my mission here on this planet.. the more i awaken and understand i chose to come here and realize not to doubt myself and what i believe is true, i become increasingly impatient! i feel like i can see the truths all around me. i can see the conditioning we have all been accostomed to believe. i can see people for who they really are and where they are spiritually... i can see the constraints our world has upon itself and the potential and direction as to where were going. it seems all so easy to me to get to where we are all going but we make it so hard on ourselves. i feel more love inside of me, and all i want to do is share that love and have everyone else feel that oneness and unconditional love for everyone and everything... the sadness we all deep down feel arent these physical things we think we lack... the sadness we all feel is because we feel abandoned from the source and the universal love you once had before we decided to incarnate onto this planet.. one difficult lesson we chose to learn when we all decided to come to this reality!
i become increasingly impatient and want to go home... anyone else feel this way?
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9 Mar 2012 - 9:00pm
how do you get the other 10 strands of inactive dna to become active what is needed for that exactly?
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6 Mar 2012 - 6:14pm
I has been wonder this days that its really important to understand from your Heart your Dark side , the place of hiding<, avoiding and so on >I will be appreciate about your sharing an experience of your liberation, accepting , self- Love to yourself>
much Love and Freedom
xx
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6 Mar 2012 - 4:59pm
Ascension in history of art:
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/le-boule-versement-ou-inversion-des-poles-a44107985
Ascension in ancient text:
A ancient exemple of collectiv ascension: First poem, Ramayana:
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/le-ramayana-un-exemple-ancien-d-ascension-collective-a44055834
Our galaxy ascension in progress:
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/noces-cosmiques-en-cours-a41623060
Christic familly, by +++++YAmA+++++
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/la-famille-christique-vue-par-yama-a40342325
And more and more..... like climatics plague, for response, to politics mens
http://starseed.eklablog.com/#!/fleaux-climatiques-a38333826
Quote, Mahabharata: It was then that those who adhere to the Good Law, unable to exercise peacefully their beneficial influence on mankind, appear in force, a conflict ensues, in which the black magicians are always destroyed because good followers not only have knowledge equal to that of the wicked, they also benefit from the great support of the general will of nature that others have not in their power. Thus the triumph of good is always inevitable. The assistance of Nature is also the legacy of any sincere student, and it may be invoked by the true disciple when he arrived at the first pit and he passed him. And when the Great King of Glory saw the Heavenly Treasure of the Wheel, he sprinkled water and said: Turns! Wheel Oh, my Queen! Always goes forward, my Sovereign, and triumph!
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6 Mar 2012 - 6:41am
I will try to be brief. It is hard to communicate these ideas. To me there are three essences to my personality: my logos, pathos, and ethos. Since they are only words they can be interpreted into a variety of meanings, but my meaning I will attempt to describe.
Logos is the thinker. Logic. Processing the environment to better understand it and maintain awareness of it. A wise veteran that is awareness itself.
Pathos is the heart. Emotional intelligence. The ability to observe others and understand their emotions through their experience. Full of vigor and passion that is deeply woven in the fabric of space-time.
Ethos is the spirit. Ambition and the imagination. The ability to persist through willpower and create through distinguished preference and ambition.
These definitions will give the true message to those that will see it.
I am proposing for discussion the idea of merging the logos, the pathos, and the ethos of one's self.
My understanding is that everything is connected to everything else. Even quantum mechanics suggests that substances (matter, energy, light, etc.) in our multiverse can exist in more than one place at more than one time. Quantum entanglement has been proven by experimentation! Furthermore,the seemingly unfathomable revelations of quantum mechanics also tend to rip apart the veils of previous paradigms. Thus it is easy to assume that reality is not certain. Things act differently on a large scale than they do on a small scale? Yet everything is made up of small things... Can we go deeper? Yes, to string theory. The idea that everything is composed of one dimensional vibrating strings. A cosmic symphony of relationships at its very essence. Consider yourself for what you really are then. Are you a human body? Well yes, but what happens if you don't have your body? What are you then? Why should this current amalgam of arranged atoms be considered life while something slightly different is not? What is a dream? How can you control dreams if we are nothing but electric signals? Our minds are so advanced that we can feel things in our internal realities that are not thought possible in our external reality. We can make ourselves happy by our own will. We can differentiate moments in time and somehow compile and process them into a continuous human lifespan.
If I(ego: the now) can organize my identity into three distinct parts, it only makes sense that I can relinquish the distinction as well. If the logos, pathos, and ethos can agree that each one is vital to the other's existence, I believe the being will grow. Acceptance is key to this process as if one cannot agree with the other, it creates conflict. I see it as a learning experience for my self. That is why as humans we are so drawn to violence, drama, ideas, satisfaction, etc. That is why when something seems illogical it bothers us. That is why when we fail we feel sad. That is why when we succeed we celebrate, but temper our egos. There is no good or bad, that is completely relative to your perspective. Karma is real, as for in all things must exist balance. For every reaction there is an equal an opposite reaction. Geometry is sacred. Symmetry is inherent to nature.
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29 Feb 2012 - 12:50pm
Hmm I have been working with someone, we believe through channeling melizedeck and others and universal christ that a group of us are part of a triangle that part of a group soul that will merge togther!! do any of you beleive in this or what is your take on it!!on ascension





