Lenduce

Hey I'm lots of things. My title in this physical body is "Jordan" I have many titles though. I'm a Ashtar ground crew member and my commander name is Jarekaiah. My higherself is a cetacean in Sirius B, my higher name is Lenduce. My soul name right now though is Shavu Khan, this means "one who brings together that which is diverse". I like all kinds of things, especially variety of everything; people, colors, music, places, experiences, the list goes on. I've come to understand this part of the profile as fluid, changing as I change. At first my profile description was very short, but now i've grown a lot since i've been here and have some more depth to what I'd like to share. I'm a fun guy, i like to make people laugh, and i like to make people feel good about themselves. Pretty much I put others before myself, this is not always the best way to go about things, but its just my natural tendency. When I was a little kid I loved everyone no matter if they picked on me or never met me. I just was born with so much love for other people. Growing up kind of tainted that aspect of me because of what we are brainwashed with day in and day out. Now i'm learning how to open myself up to loving everyone, no matter what again and it is very liberating. Before I awakened I was very angry with the world and my differences to everybody else. I always have known that I was not like most people, my first instinct was to love people, I was never one to bully or make fun of others. Often because of this I was singled out and picked on because people didnt understand me so I sort of learned how to hide these aspects of my personality. At one point I didnt even believe in God or a creator. This was when I started to awaken to universal truths, with the help of the internet. I've come to understand myself as a divine essence of God just like everybody else is. When I first realized the Truth it was just so beautiful to me it would bring tears to my eyes. I'm still figuring out and coming to understanding these universal truths and with your help we can become Real-ized beings of light. God Bless. I'm growing a lot lately, so this is just a rough draft for now. "Nothing is. Everything is becoming." - Bortz.