Shifting your awareness from fear to love
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There comes a point in time during your awakening process when you begin to feel squeezed. You can go through many stages of personal healing as your awakening progresses, all at varying degrees of speed and frequency, and then suddenly, one day it all comes together, and you begin to experience your ‘squeeze’.

This is when elements of your life that don’t work for you anymore, suddenly start to disappear or seem to get squeezed out of your life. This experience is usually powered by a sense of shock as it either happens all at once or within a short period of time. The feeling of this is like suddenly realizing that the clothes you are wearing are too small for you, and are almost childlike and ill-fitting. These old and small clothes are like a skin that gets shed from you as you go through the squeeze. The squeeze is a rebirth – your journey through the birth canal to a bigger life for YOU. But oh boy, there may be tears, discomfort and loneliness as that journey down the birth canal takes place.

Grief can come as you let go of your identifiable past, fear of what’s to come, and anxiety over a very new present moment that you find yourself in. Also, any dominant emotion for you to still clear out of yourself will rise and intensify during this time. Plus, if you are very sensitive emotionally, you will cycle through all of the feelings in you that connected you to others as well as those that are your own.

For example, the point where you meet your mother’s pain with your own will be cleared, the point where you and your friend meet each others fear, the point where you and your employer meet in anger. These can be subtle points within the relationship, but they exist emotionally and energetically.

It all gets squeezed out of you. This happens to allow you to return to openness and love in a deeper way now you have a wider heart and energy for the world than you did.
The squeeze usually needs to affects two to four life areas for people to create this fast change.

These 4 areas are; Geographical Surroundings (Home), Personal Relationships, Career, and Money/Material Assets.

So if you experience a very fast awakening, or you have gone through so many healing stages that many things fall into place for you at once, it is almost certain that all 4 of these areas will be shaken in your world at the same time. They may not all be shaken until they disappear completely, but they will all come under serious question or reorganization for at least a period of time.

This can be a very difficult time to experience, as it can put enormous emotional, mental and physical pressure upon you, and everything that used to matter can seem so unimportant while you allow it all to be squeezed out of you. At best during this period, you can try and attain a daily sense of balance and well being through eating well, treating yourself kindly and resting as much as you need.

It is a time of non-attachment like no other. A time of re-emerging and rewiring.
If you are in this place, breathe, be good to yourselves and know that what you are losing will be replaced by new energy, new people, and new life.

Here are some power words for you to say to help create your new experiences right now. It is time.

"I surrender to the letting go of everything no longer needed, and I breathe in the new in every moment. I am filled with new love. I am filled with new life. I am filled with new joy. I am filled with a new me."

10 Questions to Ask in 2010

To avoid being like the wild race horse in 2010, here is a list of 10 questions you can ask on a regular basis. Come back to these questions whenever you desire more clarity, more focus, more balance, and more inner confidence about your path of light.

1. As I consider an issue or situation, am I looking at both the relevant details and the big picture?

2. What is the key missing piece of information that will allow me to have clarity about an issue or situation?

3. What is in the way of my seeing what I need to see?

4. How am I sabotaging my own progress?

5. In what ways am I giving away my power?

6. What is the one change I could make in my life to radically shift out of past rigid conditioning and into a more enlightened state?

7. As I consider the current outer world news and prophecies about 2012, which things are really true, which are assumption, which make me the most fearful, and which cause me to feel the most hope?

8. How comfortable do I feel becoming more transparent with myself, my loved ones, and my outer world?

9. What am I afraid to know about myself?

10. Have I remembered today that I am Heaven Incarnated, contemplating what that means in action?

Now to add to this and get super DEEP....lol

All I can say is nothing is actually happening we just think it is and nothing is right, wrong , good or bad...it just IS.

When you are ready for the truth it will present itself, over and over again until you have exhausted the mind to relax and allow what is present to come thru.

Your mind is the tool for this delusion to work, to bring forth the Illusion so you can have the experience.

The way I look at it is you are here now....why try and fiquire it out?

It's already perfect the way it is, that is it's nature.

To answer the question what comes after the experience?

I think another experience, then another , then another.

We are in an incarnation LOOP or we can say an experience LOOP. It's the CHOICE points that will keep showing up in different energy to keep it alive. Until we make the choice to let it go and move on to new energy. NEW BREATH
Accept it as it is, not how you think it should unfold.

To answer the question what is my purpose?
My purpose is to respond with love and be flexible and be supportive to an encounter I have, because it is love encountering itself. To be open and movable in any direction that my spirit would like me to experience at anytime. Spirit moves with ease and when you feel resistance that is the experience you need to work thru.

The world, is a play ground for experiences you are suppose to entertain all your delusions. You have choice to respond, with LOVE or FEAR.

We only want to entertain the GOOD Thoughts and feelings...not the bad ones...but nothing is right, wrong , good or bad...it just IS. That is the delusion.

Hope this helps but one last word anything I write will only entertain your MIND, not your true essence of what you are, your unborn nature.

This is only my truth now and it will change as I unfold as it will for you.

Any question is resistance to what is and its your mind(EGO) trying to make sense of how it thinks it should be. When nothing needs to be fixed.
Spirit moves with ease, life is suppose to be SUPER EASY.
Resistance is the opposite.

It's all just another loop, your mind will take you on another ride, another story until you give up and give into the truth of what is here is perfect the way it is.

Your on a RIDE...Put your hands up and laugh.

What to do, how to do, when to do....we all like to do.

If you want to do something, first thing get straight what you really are, because otherwise you’re false self will be doing all your spirituality. Fear feeds on denial -- grant it permission to be and see the energy move by itself. The core of ego is a gigantic NO!

True power is connecting with true source -- it's not a personal power and true compassion isn't something you feel for another person. It is when you know in every fibre of my being that this person in front of me..... is me. I am looking at me.

If you really let go of control, you will find that dimension of consciousness which is beyond the ups and downs. Universal consciousness is never knocked off balance. To see the face of God, it costs one thing -- everything you believe.

GOD or the Idea of GOD in our minds IS NOT A BEING.

You can't find it, but neither can you lose it because there will never be more of nirvana than there is in this moment.

If we truly see that it is all one, there's no place for identity to land. Everyone is trying to get away from unsatisfactoriness. That is what drives DESIRE, stop your thrust for wanting. Let yourself be Satisfied with what is here now.

Nobody has the power to make you miserable -- it's an inside job, there's always a hidden belief when you react to being squeezed or pressured.

Even if our agenda is 'good,' we are transmitting an agenda with its little bit of division. Whatever we transmit will manifest. Enlightened action doesn't originate from the world of duality so it doesn't lead to dualistic outcomes.

The uncreated and undying is right here and now -- and you find it right in the midst of the created and dying.

So any teaching from A to Zen, they all serve their purpose in moving you to the next step.
Pick the teaching that picks you and go deep with it -- one is quite enough if you see it all the way through.

A great question to ask yourself.

Where is everything when you're not thinking about it?