In the previous article we described our task in this life -  that we recieve lower "ego" ( that is unusal for us)and have to fuse and integrate it with higher parts. Let's discuss another aspect of process of integrating.
In fact , we recieve these lowest parts, that we need to transform,  from our biological families, ancestral karma and childhood. But we have to improve our relationship with our parents, families, and eventually - our childhood and inner child.
I receive a huge piece of negativity from that times - feeling of fear, shame, unworthiness at the same time. Feeling, that I'm loosing closest people's love - that was the most frightening. This piece of negativity created bad problems and outcomes in my life. Such energetic structures always influence our lifes. I also felt it like curse. There was an ancestral curse on my family, I knew about that from my dreams and insights, and heard about it from clairvoyants.
But this fear of loosing love and feeling of unworthiness came also from my childhood, when my parents loved us from their minds, not their hearts... And it's almost impossible love from mind, mind is refusing and judging. They were too mind-oriented, due to many reasons( first - they were scientists... and many others).
To remove that fear ( and, eventually, a curse), I just replayed the situations, and replaced fear with joy and satisfaction. Every situation eventually ends in light, and we first have to see that light perspective, and after that - notice the way to reach the light. With that approach, negative emotions started to dissapear, I felt loved and appreciated.
After that I saw the solution... solution is alchemical term, meaning resolving the opposite parts in One. I also saw a very core of situation.
We will go on it deeper, but now I have to return to my real, not inner children :)
With love, 
Helen.