Process of cleansing and awakening continues... Recently I found out that very often I couldn't release feeling of sadness and pain. Energetic cleansing, shielding, cutting the cords didn't help. That's because we never could feel better if we didn't learn something from the situation. In that case ANY energetic manipulations don't help.. Probably, it helps in any cases( I don't claim my opinion to be ultimate - it is just my thoughts/experiences)... but in most occasions we have to learn from the situation.
So, if sadness and pain comes to surface again and again, seems that we still have something to understand. Very often I tried to supress these feelings and go on in my life. But it never succeeded. In order to overcome the sadness i should understand many important things... First I should learn how to love and protect myself, and how to create my life. Probably, it is very important for many of us.
We should change any part of ourselves where we don't have Love. Love is Divine Justice, in other words. I had often feeling of pity towards other people. Pity also lacks Love, because it often regards situation as very bad, impossible and unfair. It is wrong, because there is nothing "bad", "impossible" and "unfair", especially when person has enough love in himself to change and overcome the situation. We can help other person, but anyway best help is - encouraging him to fing strength and joy in himself.
When we finally get lesson and understand the essence of situation, ourselves and others, we feel finally ease and joy. The right solution is always the solution based on the laws "All are equal", and "All are connected". When we acknowledge that laws, we can see the Truth in any situation, any soul ( including our own).
Many time I was afraid that I didn't deserve love, or wouldn't deserve it if I act this or that way. It was the remains from childhood and school years. Very important lesson is to learn releasing any tension and fear that exists within us. This is also lack of Love and Divine Justice.
I tried to learn to say encouraging and uplifting words to myself in any situation. Find any conception, that makes you feel good and inspired towards yourselfe - as man( or woman), human being, Soul... Any conception that also is beneficial to others. That is the truth essence of yourself. We all are great souls having great mission, although in different realms of this Universe.