Seeker of the Truth , Creator , God made manifest ,Awesomeness incarnated
Creating
I choose to become a master ... and that's saying something.It is a wide concept but what I mean is remember everything and be wise , become immortal and than die.
Awakening
Well, it didn't happen in a day , that's for sure and I've had my ons' and offs but I think it started being obvious from 18.02.2007 and so on.I always celebrate every 18 of the year remembering who I am and what my purpose is here.All those 18s and still - No idea.But I don'tmind.The beauty is not in the destination but in the journey.
Interests
Hmm...That's not a general question at all (sarcastically)...Well I am interested in:
Conversations with God - Neale Donald Walsch, Friendship with God - Neale Donald Walsch, Communion with God - Neale Donald Walsch, What God wants - Neale Donald Walsch, Tomorrow's God -Neale Donald Walsch, The New Revelations -Neale Donald Walsch, Home with God - Neale Donald Walsch, All books by Carlos Costaneda, The laughing Jesus - Time Freke, The way of the Peaceful Warrior - Dan Millman, Journey's of Socrates - Dan Millman, All books by Deepak Chopra, Twilight Saga - Stephanie Meyer, The Vibrational Universe - James Kenneth Maclean, Conversations with my Higher Self - James Kenneth Maclean, Do dead people watch you shower - Concetta Bertoldi , Telos - Dianne Robbins, Messages from Hollow Earth - Dianne Robbins, The White Book - Ramtha, The Celestine Prohecy - James Redfield, Living in the Light - Shakti Gawain, Where rainbows end - Cecelia Ahern, P.S. I love you - Cecelia Ahern, If you could see me now - Cecelia Ahern, A place called here - Cecelia Ahern, Thanks for the memories - Cecelia Ahern, The notebook - Nicholas Sparks, A walk to remember - Nicholas Sparks, True Believer - Nicholas Sparks, At first sight - Nicholas Sparks, Harry Potter series - J.K. Rowling, His Dark Material - Philip Pullman, The divine Matrix - Gregg Braden, The spontaneous healing of belief - Gregg Braden, Understanding Muhammaed - Ali Sina, The secrets of letting go - Guy Finley, The essential laws of letting go - Guy Finley, Handbook of the navigator - Eric Pepin, Stillness speaks - Eckhart Tolle, and so on ...
Personals
Status:
Single
Hometown:
Mitrovica
Star Sign:
Aquarius
Occupation:
Student
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(I thought I needed a new introduction so this came up)
I am an eternal soul .This may sound cliché but the wide meaning behind it is so grave that I don’t think people realize how important this concept is .I realized this truth and for the first time in my life I could accept life .I always saw homeless people on streets, couples arguing, people believing in such stupid things and killing for them. I just couldn’t accept the “everything is alright” concept. But knowing that you have infinity in your hands you can afford to life the life of a homeless, a life of an abused, believing lies and even killing. You can afford to make as many mistakes you wish. That’s the way we grow. And in the end it doesn’t really matter because we’re all headed in the same direction. It’s just a matter of speed.
Anyway…let me talk more about me .I am Zander (a name I chose for myself. It means the protector of the world – I didn’t realize at that time that the world didn’t need protection – the world is as we make it) and I have been interested in Truth and Purpose probably all my life. Then on 18.02.2007 I “awakened”(this doesn’t mean I am enlightened , it means that I just opened my eyes from the dream I was having and I had a glimpse of a world much greater than the one I was living).Then I realized that Islam was not a religion of peace (they have a different concept of it) so I decided to wander around – experiment in truth as Gandhi said. I was a Christian , a Wiccan , a Hindu , a Buddhist and a Theosoph .Then I realized I didn’t like dogmas and they all were dogmas in a way.
I have the perfect quote for this:
So I became interested in the New Age Movement. Some were just charlatans trying to make money; some were literary enlightened people who wanted to spread their wisdom .So I read “The Celestine Prophecy” and I became familiar with the concept of changing consciousness and taking the leap. I loved it. So I decided to read many books this way but not immediately believe in them – just give them a chance. I read a lot .Every book gave me a new perspective. I read the books of Eckhart Tolle , Dan Millman , Deepak Chopra and so on. Then I became interested on channeling and I was introduced to Abraham Hicks, the most amazing channel ever. But not all I believed was true. I became familiar with David Icke and Barbara Marciniak and I was naïve enough to believe “The Reptilian Conspiracy”. They claimed that this was freeing me but I never felt more stranded. I felt paranoid. Everything that happened was an attack. Then I realized that a theory like this must have proof and it really didn’t. For a while I rested and just read novels. I found out that novels were not much different from spiritual books. They all had the same messages – one telling it directly and the other through characters. My favorite novel ever is “Jonathan Livingston Seagull“. That story is simply amazing, a metaphor for life. I then fell in love with its writer, Richard Bach who had apparently more of these stories. I have ordered them all, can’t wait to read them. Then I was introduced to the Conversations with God material that changed my life severely. I consider the book series the most magnificent and clear material I have ever read (and I have read a LOT).
These days I am trying to come up with THE SPIRITUAL THEORY OF EVERYTHING. I’d love to realize how everything fits in. Good material for this is the SETH material which I find totally amazing but there are still some BIG questions left. I just want to connect all things together. Not much progress yet.
I’d like to end this introduction with a weird quote I just found looking for another one :
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
If you want to contact me : dr_eni@hotmail.com and zander.18@hotmail.com .The best way to make me know that you are a light worker is to have the magic word : Alohamora.
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