I can't tell my head or my tail from one week to the next my energies are all over the place and my body feels like I borrowed it from someone else. I recently took up gardening. I've been following all the advice in connection to the healing energies of mother earth but can't figure out for the life of me why It gets worse when I spend time in my garden. Any ideas? or is it that I may need to be in the garden mor often to get relief? I have also been getting a very strong feeling to meditate or go outside for fresh air at odd times of the day or night but sometimes I can't especially when I'm at work..can I tell you I always end up feeling like I missed out on something. I even went as far as to actually say out loud "can u guys please choose a more convenient time?" ...(I was smiling all the way..not upset..I'm convinced there is a jokester in my "spirit" group.)
Reminds Me Of...
June 10, 2010, 7:52 pm
Reminds me of a channel/conversation I started to write out a few of years ago. All I remember is:
I feell like I'm living someone else's life.
In a sense you are.
There was more of course but the point was...my soul/spirit like yours, was very aware that there is so much more than what I was experiencing. I remember writing what a boring and safe life this woman/shell had chosen. I was "reminded" of my power to "change it up a bit" at any time AND to any degree...even a 180 if I liked. Well a few years later now I no longer feel this life is someone else's. Totally feels like my own. :-)
And I SO know the stuck inside most of the day blues. Up until 1994 I too was stuck in office buildings longing to be outside...doing and being something that mattered. When the desire is strong enough? I believe there is no stopping its manifestation. So...get ready! :)
June 10, 2010, 5:01 pm
I'm sure people are beginning to think I'm crazy.....I don't know if it's more than one but I definitely sense that I have a spirit friend who loves to laugh. Wonderful indeed.
Thank You Tara..I long for the day when I get to meet so many of you. I am still a bit isolated and may have a long way to go before I meet other lightworkers in my vicinity. So for now LW.org is my only way of communing with other light souls.
Love you so very much..Lily
Subtle But Powerful Changes
June 10, 2010, 4:51 pm
Yeah..I have noticed...I used to be a TVaholic..lol..nothing could pull me away from lifetime e.t.c ..now I can't watch the television for more than 30mins ata atime without feeling the urge to go outside or find something to do outdoors..most often I just sit by my mango tree for 15minutes or so. I have noticed that the changes within me are occurng so subtle but powerful enough for me to notice.
June 10, 2010, 12:27 am
Yeah, I keep needing to go lie down on the grass in parks fields etc, even if it means people staring at me, helps me release my stuff into the earth to be recycled and then fill back up again, even the girl working in my local post office was getting really stressed the other day and said she darent stop for a minute cos she thought she would burst into tears, I told her to just take 5 mins in the back of the shop and let it all out if she could. Instead she sat outside and sat on the grass, she said she needed some of the earths energy to balance her. So people are feeling it to, she told me that she neeeded to drink more water, but sat with a can of fizzy pop, so that was good to see that others are feeling things too and starting to wakeup. I can only stand to be in offices for a short time or shops and I have to get outside and find some trees and grass even if I have to sit with the winos in the centre of town id rather do that than be cooped up in a building. Its good to go with your intiution lily, I quite often go outside at night to soak up the energies, as long as im safe its fine. Im even finding I need to be out in the wind and rain, as long as its not cold I seem to need to connect to that energy. I also love to walk barefoot around the fields near me, I get some funny looks from hikers but it just has to be done, (only in summmer that is) love Rose x
June 10, 2010, 12:04 am
Hi Lily, I am sure your spirit friends have a wonderful sense of humour -
In their world, there is no conflict or pain, just love and light,
I joke and stir my spirit friends all the time, I can feel them laughing
with me. Wonderful bunch of friends they are.
If you get a strong urge to meditate, then try it.
Quiet contemplation I call it, helps you to center.
Gardening is great, enjoy it.
Sending love and warm hugs, Tara xox