Sometimes I ask the universe to bring me a lover whom I can simply resonate, sometimes I ask for specific qualities and my request is often answered, quite precisely in fact. However my time, my heart, and my virtues have continued to go wasted on these manifestations and I'm tired of it - especially when no level of patience and effort seems to work in the end. The human mind games of relationships do not interest me, I am beyond that but the females I attract always seem to be caught up on bullsh*t, or there is some stupid thing preventing progress.
I'm not the typical guy who wants to have sex with 738 vaginas to feel like an alpha male. Since a young age before even knowing what love was, I simply desired to be in love with one partner. One who I can grow with, transform with, and conquer love with.
So with that, I throw modesty out the window and I now demand to meet my actual soulmate. This is not about twinflames...
I want to meet and connect with someone who is my actual soulmate, someone who will not waste the vast expanse of my passion and love. Someone that can see and feel beyond these human ficklties... and before anyone says: "you must love your self first" or "true love is within"... well that 'inner love' gets lonely and it gets tired of looking at its self, it longs to be known, to be understood, and to be appreciated.